Being True To Yourself!!

I've just realised that it has been such a long time since I type about a topic. Actually, I cant really remember, have I ever typed about a topic before even? haha.. Ok, this is no different from my other posts la. yeah? It is just that I have been pondering lately (a few years!!)...

What does it really mean to be true to yourself? Why are there so many people who simply cannot enjoy just being themselves? Is it so important to be someone else? Or, to even try to be someone else? Don't people know that their insincerity to others (and themselves) is so obvious to some? I don't know if everyone sees that insincerity, but I do (or at least I think I do). And sometimes (or most of the time), it just irks me. hmm.. I really wonder, does it irk me cos I am judging others? or is there something that needs to be changed? or is it both ways?

I mean, when u try to be someone, though others may seem to like the "fake" u, dont u feel that u owe something to your true self? how do u feel really? it is kind of frustrating, yet I cant do anything. I know I can help me be true to myself (or at least try). but as for others, there is nothing I can do is there? haha.. let's see, am I ranting or am I making a point? lol.

sometimes, the thing I fear is that I become the person I despise. how?

hmm...

Homework homework homework....

yes! that is all my life is going to be about during the next few days. okay, I am exaggerating, although that shouldn't be the case. I have every single piece of homework untouched, except for the two lit essays that we have handed in so far, and our journal entries. Not something I am proud if, but, beat that! goodness. I cant believe the trouble i am in right now. but somehow, the complete stress I was feeling these days isn't affecting me so much now.

It is probably due to the fact that I know my time was well spent, and it was not due to my complete laziness that nothing was done. okay, I was not the most hardworking person this holidays. But it was really the busiest holiday I've ever had. BUT BUT BUT, no regrets there AT ALL! It was one of the most fulfilling and enriching holidays of my life, as well as one of the most enjoyable. yes yes, I admit, all my holidays have been enjoyable. who wouldn't enjoy a break away from sch rite? yupp. Thank God! I am so glad for holidays. Despite the mad rush, having mere hours of break in between each phase of holidaying. haha.. It was fun!

And now, 2007 is approaching. Hmm.. I'll be thinking about my resolutions for next year. Although, i don't usually base my day to day life around those goals. haha! But no harm planning and trying rite? I cant remember all my 2006 resolutions, but I know I should have accomplished most of them.

Caroling was awesome for me. I mean, not the best ever, and the fun was not as "high". But it was special. Firstly, JM made it! =) secondly, there were so many "new" people. As in, PGO people came too! that was really nice. And the sleep over, got to talk to Jane quite a bit.and a Christmas visit from Li Ju! (highlight!) It is amazing how I look back, and just marvel at how I can still be close to my pro sch friends when I hardly see them at all! It's awesome, really.. Oh yes, and comm Sera with Jeff. ahh.. may all your wishes, prayers and dreams come true =)

Merry Christmas! 9 more days of Christmas to go!! :D hee...
On the 1st day of Christmas my true love gave to me..................... (eee! I hate that song! wahhaa)

Happy Christmas All !!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!! :)

woah.. these few days have been so good yet so painful. hah! good for the soul, painful for me pockets =( but, its the season of giving! so, its been a joy!hahaha...

Cant wait for this week's activities to happen! it's gonna be fun fun fun! =)

See u all. sorry this is so short, but I am not in the "expressing mood". haha!

Later~

1st piano less with new teach...

For those of u who actually READ my blog! haha.. remember that time when I was talking about having a change in piano teach to a private teach? yupp. this morning was my first lesson. JUST now in fact. my worries were not founded =) for me, there is good news and bad news. well, good news, as I've said, she's not scary, fierce and all that. She's nice, easy to talk to-approachable.

The flip side? hmm.. perhaps it is just human nature to dislike certain types of changes? mayb it's just anthea nature. heh. oh wells.. perhaps I am jus not used to this different style and character. I kinda miss the "old way". "kinda" is an understatement actually =( but I know I cant afford the time, going back and forth places during my A'levels next year.This would be the best arrangement.

But seriously, mayb I am just being plain unadaptable. I dont know. I mean,what more can I ask for right? all my fears have already been "taken care of". cant be too demanding eh? haha.. sigh~

okay, just needed to get this off my chest. hols are a mad rush. tata for now.

Island of Friends...

What is "Island of Friends"? It's the name of the upcoming camp that Saints for Christ is running with Saints Fitness. While I am rather upset about how messy, last minute and rushed this camp seems to be, it has thought me several things, and I am grateful for those lessons learnt. What have I learnt? Read on..

1) The impossible is only impossible if u tell yourself it is!
2) 14 heads put together work MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH...... better then ONE! haha :)
3) A LOT of planning and work goes into planning a camp. (Thanks to all the wonderful commanders who plan camps for us every year! small scale is tough enough, talk about BIG scale! gosh. eternally grateful!!)
4) No matter how busy we are, there are times to take a break and INHALE!!!

ok la.. I dont know what else I have learnt.

This week and the week before, Ruying got to stay over. so, happy me :) we talked till the wee hours in the morning again! really missed that! and the next day had meeting!! ahhh!!! almost died. but I survived!! lol. it is good to have sleepovers and have heart to heart talks :)

Ok, here's my update. have to leave the house soon. meeting gracie poo to pass her consent form and packlist. haiz.. up till now, I've not been to ubin for a single recce yet. WHAT TO DO??!!

oh wells, later!

*Yawns*

I am kinda bored, or should I say, jus plain lazy. HA! Well, I actually planned to do intensive practicing for my OP today, for like, an hour? then I wanted to eat lunch, then go to the library to just relax and read. I planned to leave the house at 1230pm today, but I am still at home now, and it's 130pm. haha! I think I will go la. It's jus a matter of time. When i type this finish, when I finish my lunch (yes, Im still eating it), and when I get changed and all. Mayb I wont even go out after all. Very lazy. Ok, see how la.

Practiced for OP jus now. Hmm.. am I too soft? am I swallowing my words? am I making sense? am I still being too boring due to my nerves? argh! somebody SAVED me!! I cant wait for OP to be over. I cant wait for the entire PW to be over and done with!! Lord, sustain me! sustain us!

Yesterday was my long long long camp com mtg. Shaun and David were being annoying by continously calling me on my mobil when they were right in front of me! naughty ah u two!! ask wan lin to stare at u all then u know. then we went fro tau hui. it was nice to sit there and jus relax. Kevin was talking about studying together later during this year. Im all for it man! without external pressure, I will jus be lazy and not get anything done. especially when november is considered a no holiday season for me this year. =(

ANYWAY, will most prob be gg out with family tonight since it's conrad's last paper. yay! Cant wait to get out of the house, especially when its not for the purpose of work of any sort =) hee..

Alrightey, later~

Goodbye Piano at Yamaha =(

Today is my last day having my piano lesson at Yamaha. I know this is for the best, especially in the academic sense. It saves all the travelling time, and also the frequent re-schedulings. Initially, I didnt think too much of it. I mean, my teacher's nice, not picky, and very accomodating. But to stop piano and have it in my home instead, I was ok with the idea cuz I am convinced I need that extra time and convenience.

But today, I was kinda sad. Like sitting there waiting for Elliot's turn to be over, I looked around and was like, "hmm... never going to be waiting here anymore" that kind of feeling. It was sad la! I am not too certain why also. In some ways, I am a little afraid of what my next teacher will be like. haha.. I mean, I dont really know what I'm losing and what I'm gaining. Know what i mean? haiz~ oh well.. at most, I can go back to yamaha after my A'lvls ya? sigh~

Anyways, gave my teacher something for the first time. haha.. Usually will contemplate giving him something for teachers day, but always never got around to doing it. regret? haha.. prolly I guess. hmm..

Feeling all kind of mixed. Like, what will my next teacher be like? Is she very strict? Will she be as nice as my piano teach? ha! it's funny somehow. my next teach would be wan's piano teacher actually. but talking to wan still doesnt paint me a picture lehz. lolz. Nevermind. what will come will come. Lessons would probably start next year. cuz nov and dec are packed to the max! no time.

Ok, I shall end here. nothing much else to say already. later~

RUYING: My family has plans to meet u in Auzzie!! hope to see u there yeah? that would be ultra cool la! :D hee..

My Weekend...

how was my weekend? EVENTFUL! =) I felt that it was well spent, and I enjoyed myself. WHY? Cos I got to do lots of things and I wasnt cooped at home. Not that I dont like my home, just that too much time in the same can drive me to the verge of insanity.

ok, let's start with Saturday. I woke up in the morning and attempted to study a bit of chinese. but it didnt work out. barely read through one chapter and it was time to get ready to leave. Went to meet Ruying! =) oh wells, decided to just consult lao shi with whatever I did during the week. Met Ruying at toa payoh and I was late! haha.. ok, I admit I am kuku. I mean, I always thought toa payoh was super near ma! haha.. ok, mayb only Ruying knows what I am saying.

Anyways, we ate a lot of snacks cuz we couldnt think of anything else better to do after watching DOA. and for the record, I would say DOA was the most uninteresting SHOW I watched since the day I was born, excluding sesame street. haha! nah, I think I am exagerating. or am I? :D hee.. oh wells.. both of us decided, NOT WORTH OUR MONEY!! they should be paying us to go thru that torture actually. oh wells :/

After all the eating and chatting and walking around (in what seemed like circles), met Ruying's family for dinner, then we were off to Sheraton for chinese consultation! haha.. I was afraid I woulf get lost, so we made our way there like at 7.30pm? in the end, it was SO NEAR! goodness.. haha.. so since we were so early, we decided to walk to the bus stop closest to Sheraton and chat somemore. but some irritating person was smoking and we were suffocating, so we walked back to the bus stop at the mrt station. Just when we sat down, lao shi texted me to say he was in the cafe already. oh wells, walk back to Sheraton lo. haha! It always seems that when Im with Ruying, we always walk a lot! haha.. prolly cuz we are so blur I guess. :D hee.. or is it jus her? hee... *imagines the look on Ruying's face and laughs* hee.. JUS KIDDING!

Ok, so consultation went on till about 9.30pm. Ruying got to ask questions too! hehe.. my dear, studying for Chinese does help!! MAY YO BE CONVINCED! haha.. It was quite relaxing. jus ask all the questions that I had "stored up" during the week. and yupp, that was about it! haha.. thanks loads to lao shi. Hopefully I can remember all that I learnt. (Ruying! Dont say anything!)

Next, sunday! Jonathan got his gold medal of achievement! and Lio and Chang Xiang got their bronze. CONGRATS guys!! It was so nice to see a whole section of pple clad in the RR uniform. cool!! :) Proud to be a ranger! haha..

After church, I had pw meeting. PW mtg became a chit chat session also. haha.. sometimes I jus think my pw grp can be so cute. somehow la. dont really know why also. It's like, jus a group of pple who are so different in different ways beinig thrown together and having to work together. hmm.. =)

ok, I'm super tired. gg to sleep le. then tmr, I shall mug somemore!! hahhaa.. GOOD NITE FOLKS!!

Ruying: this time the post not very random HOR? :D hee.. and u owe my lao shi 100bucks! lol

random random random...

Should my posts from now on be simply random? haha.. prolly just me and my emotions going cuckoo.. haha.. why ah?

Anyways,

Random thought for today: many think I am calm and in control. but that's prolly cuz they've never seen me thrown in hot water! haha..

I was jus thinking la. cuz in sec sch and all, I get the "she has a kind of confidence about her" kind of comments. but am I really confident? NO!! haha.. not really la. or at least I dont think so. what think u? hmm..

Oh well, this is suppose to be random anyways. =)

In ending, I just wanna mention, chinese is driving me nuts! haha.. never studied to hard before. sometimes, I just fear that all the hopes of doing well will come crashing down on me. but, safety lies in the shadow of HIS wings rite? yupp =) Daddy God is always in control. so, Chinese, NO BIG!! haha! (0.o are u kidding anthea koh!!) hehe..

Random things I simply Love =)

Hee.. feeling random and reflective again.. hehe =D

1) The feel of strong winds at my fingertips

2) The light patter of a drizzle on my skin

3) The smell of rain before it comes

4) The "scenery" just before a thunderstorm

5) The sound of thunder from a distance


ok, that's it for randomness.

MOVING ON......

haha.. have u ever wondered... ... when do u truly know a person? there are always times when u feel u thoroughly know someone. but how would u know if what u know that person to be were his/her true self? Am I making sense?

Well, I guess u never truly understand one till u see a contrasting side of that person right? oh well.. hehe..

that's all for my randomness now. buaiz~ =)

my tag board's down..

hey all~ looks like my taggie board is down.. anyone knows why? it's like some advert thing. Anyway, anything, jus leave a comment instead of a tag ok? for those with eyes big enough to know how to leave a comment =) hee...

in short, today was good! fun, more relaxing, but I'm still totally shagged~ =) adios amigos!!

random memory...

If those times were just a dream, I wish it never ended...

If those things you said were true, I could actually believe in them...

If you really kept all your promises, I wouldnt be so careful at present...

If you were unreal, I would be happier...

Somehow it seems, it would be best if u were just a pleasent dream. Hmm..

1/2 of promo papers BACK!

ok, so I have testimonies again!! :D hee.. let's start from the lousiest subject of the day..

Math. well, I was exactly devastated cuz I was expecting worse. I got an E. well.. u can say the grade is the same as my common test. however, the difference is that, common test, I actually got an S grade. but they moderated and gave me 1/2 a mark more, hence my E. so, overall, for the whole year, math, I got an E.

Next, econs. I got a D grade. Hmm.. Well, I am satisfied. Previously, for CT, I got an S grade, and this round I was aiming for about a D. So, God granted and blessed. Thank God!! =) overall, it averaged to a D.

Lastly, CHINESE!! man. ok, I hope I am not being insensitive or anything. as in, I am assuming hardly anyone reads my blog also. at least, pple from my class la. so, yeah.. CT, I got an E grade. for promos, I got....... A!!! haha.. who says pigs cant fly? who says Singapore is not snowing? who says water is not dry? haha.. ok, ignore what I jus typed. I was just totally in awe when I got my results. was like, tears of joy really felt like they were coming on. Such happiness and amazement that I couldnt describe. and Gracie bak gua was being such a darling la! for the first time in my life (if I recall correctly) a friend tells me "I am so happy for you". haha.. ok, so overall, I got a B for chinese.

Oh ya.. I was just thinking just now. what I said was not true. I did well in chinese before! PRIMARY 1 and 2! haha.. but since Primary 3, erm.... well..... ahhh..... hmmm.... yeah... u get my drift :D hee......

and God blessed gracie dear too! Praise the Lord!! and yes dear, I AM HAPPY FOR YOU!!

and to whoever (from A4) reads my blog: hey guys, hang in there aite? we will make it through. and I always believe, no matter what happens, God always has a plan (for those of you who believe there is a God. I DO!) :D yupp.. so, no matter what, let's not give up hope ya? we'll make it through somehow.

and on the things I missed out yesterday. hmm.. I realised I've not blogged for so long, I kinda forgot what is usually written on ones blog. lol.. then it struck me before I went to bed. What happens in the day!! wow!! retarded rite? hee :D that's Anthea pok for u la! haha..

ok, so yesterday, we were making door gifts for open house. It was funny sitting beside Dave. he is jus artistically insane. haha.. it's not the time for being artistic dude. its time for mechanical work. haha! but in the end, he got the hang of it. yupp.. like, at the end of the day. haha.. but his artistic designs were really not bad k.. just that, we cant give those away since they were not standardised! haha..

alright, I will stop here.. today, God taught me something. nursing a grudge/wound? NO!! REJECTING that LIE of the devil! argh!!! SHOOOOO!!!!! go away devil!

hehe.. okie, sorry.. later guys~

I am back to blog!!

ok, so promos have been over for a while. hmm.. not that long. probably about a week? somehow, I know it's over, but we all know what comes after every exam/test right? yes. results! haha.. oh wells. what can be done now right? so, I'll just wait and wait and wait....... until we get back our results. I wana know if I can be promoted!!ahh!!

haha.. ok.. well, suddenly I cant really think about anything to blog now.. how come ah? ok.. I shall be random then.

1) recently, I've been printing a lot of chords. but it does not mean I went or managed to play all those songs! haha

2) TAN WAN LIN! I HATE YOU!! heeeee :D see la.. who ask u.. keep bullying me. =( aiya! u don even read my blog. no fun le!

3)I am still so so tired

4)I feel happy and I dont really know why

5) some things that we should not think about, reject thoughts about those issues!! amen!

6) I'm gonna have my dinner.

bye!! haha.. sorry I cant think of anything I really wanna write about.

It's been such a long time!!

Hey guys! Ima back to blog again! hahaz.. sorry its been such a long time. as usual, busy with sch, life, etc etc..

Yesterday had to lead in worship. I was quite nervous and all. But God reminded me, it's about HIM, not me! Gracie poo played the guit for me. Thanks dear! ok. I shall stop thanking you (as u requested. last time, I promise! haha) ok, it was quite scary, but thank God it was ok. I dont know how I led. but oh wells, it aint about me! :)

Then, we had worship conference with COR. it was awesome! Personally, I've not felt HIS prescence fro so long although I wasnt feeling depressed or anything. probably worn out and felt far away ba. then b4 the svc, God told me to have a heart of expectancy and I believed that He would touch me. and guess what! He did! Praise the Lord!! It was so good to be in His prescence once again and just kneel before His throne of grace and cry my heart unto Him. He is so wonderful! Amen!

Today, went to subway with JM! I was not productive. haiz.. but I wont say it was a wasted afternoon la. I replied to RUYING's letter! yeah! will pass it to you tmr dear! it's gettin longer and longer =) hee.. its so nice to be in subway again. I miss it so much. haha.. and got to spend time with JM again. she was so much more productive la. I only managed to finish my geog tutorial. she did math, econs and chem! gosh* haha..

besides that, dunno what else to say. ahha.. stil very tired. I guess I'll be off now. In the mean time, u guys out there take loadsa care yeah? love yas!! God bless you all!

it always comes back to me
unexpectedly
makin me feel this way
those memories locked away

sick...

haiz.. Im sick. I hate hate hate to be sick =( *pouts* For the first time in my life, I have a super super pain headache, and a sleep didnt help. really couldn go to school. Had to go doc on my own though. Super pain, didnt feel well. Tired, etc etc.. I hate this feeling. =(

Today, I've slept a total of about 18hours already. ha! I hope it helps. =) tmr gg back to school, but I dont think I can do any work. still got econs test on thurs. haiz. how? it's a lecture test somemore. I hope it'll be cancelled. Im really in no state to study.

Tmr got chinese test. see how ba. I hope I'll feel better later. then can study a bit. but medicine will make me drowsy. see how la. too sick to think too much also.

to my wonderful friends, grace, steffi and wan lin: thank you for all your care, concern, and prayers! It really encouraged me today even though I was super unwell =)

To God be the Glory!! =)

I've got a testimony! I've got a testimony! and I HAVE TO share it!! cuz it really amazes me! :D

ok, where shall i start? alright, I'll start where all thing start. yup! the BEGINNING! haha.. ok, so I was told on sunday that I had to do scripture reading on thursday (today). yeah. I was about to freak out. then God reminded me that He wanted to teach me something in my 2 years in SA.

Anyways, I said ok, decided to prepare on wednesday since I was at a funeral then. Then I kept praying through the week cuz i was very scared. Like, really really scared. let's jus say speaking in front of my entire cohort is not something I am exactly like comfrotable with? u know, hundreds of people, speaking into a mic, reading aloud? etc etc? yeah, u get my drift.

Then, my dad reminded me, it's not about u! It's about God. Pray for the non-believers that they will understand what you read and learn from it. So, I decided to shift my focus. then i prayed over the versus and for the pple that morning. But I WAS STILL VERY SCARED.

This morning, during morning worship, Anna shared 2 verses, and they were applicable to me emotions and my thoughts at that moment! wow!! Isn't God amazing? then I rushed out of the LT to go prepare after morning worship. I was like, ok, what come may. God will use me. All I have to do is to STOP thinking about myself.

Then when I went up there, there was some guy reciting the pledge again and again. Even though I dont know him, he talked to me. he kept thinking he forgot a line of the pledge. haha.. It made me laugh.So I laxed for a while. After the actual reciting of the pledge, I was like, ok... now is the time. Breathe in, go!

So, I read from my paper. My legs were trembling la! then by the time I was reading my prayer, I felt that my whole body was trembling. All the time, my stomach felt super constricted and I was feeling super nervous. But I just did what i had to do, taking in deep breaths again and again. Ok, then I was feeling kinda down after reading it. As in, for a moment or two. Cuz I felt that I didnt succeed.

but when I went down to join my class, they said I seemed pretty confident. And msK even encouraged me. I was like so thankful la! It appears that the raging nervousness I felt inside of me didnt show much. Praise the Lord! i really hope people were really listening to the scriptures read, and I heard they understood. =)

oh ya, I left out one thing! I woke up sick! so my nose and throat was blocked the whole early morning! so, I sounded nasal (so gracie poo said :) haha.. it didnt exactly help my "confidence". haha.. but it went alright.

To God be the glory!! ~

Praise the Lord!!

prayer really really works! amen! I was so scared and decided to pray. end result? I'm still alive! ok, mayb I sound like Im talking rubbish. but I dont wanna say exactly what happened la.. anyways, it was another miracle! Praise the Lord! =)

This weekend is super burnt. AGAIN! haiz.. so busy.. I don even think I can go for band practice today. see how ba..

Really short post today. later~

Here I am... AGAIN!!!

helloooo... can u believe it?! I'm actually blogging. AGAIN! see, miracles do happen! haha.. well, one thing I've learnt recently is, everyone has the same amount of time and work NEVER ends. really. so, it's how you priorities and MAKE TIME for things.

An example would be my kor, when he was in college and uni, he still wrote to me. I was thinking, he was definitely a thousand times more busy then me! so, how come he could send me letters and cards, and I cant even reply to my dearest RUYING's letter? haha.. then I was thinking, and I decided, I didnt reply cuz I didnt MAKE time. so, yeah.. I've decided to try to MAKE time to do things that I wanna do. Am I any free-er? NO! No doubt everyone has their skool/work responsibilities. but what happened to social responsibilities? hmm.. just the things I've been thinking about this past week la =) sorry if I sound incoherent. I'm quite tired.

anyways, moving on... know what? know what? last nite, elliot lost his skool handbook, so I was kinda looking a lil for him and also finding something else. cant rmbr what I was searching for, BUT BUT BUT, I FOUND ALL MY PLANETSHAKERS CDs!! yeah!! haha.. after losing half of them for over a year, I finally found them! praise the Lord! =) I was so happy la! haha.. that means I found all my PS Cds this month! one half found last week I think. haha.. so happy! :) Praise the Lord. my lil bro, unfortunately was not so fortunate. he could not find his handbook at all.. *gasp* haha.. Ruying, u spread ya messymessness to him rite? haha.. MUST be! :D

to U: I am super angry and kinda hurt. I bet u dont know. know what? the anger u made me feel today took my friend 7 years to make me feel that way! u took like, one month TOPS! haiz.. but I'm gonna pray about it and I know somehow I may forgive u. argh! I jus don get u, u know that! nvm.. I jus wanna let go. it's not good for me, not good for u, not good for ANYONE.

alright, now that I've got it of my chest, erm... what should I say next? oh ya! today, it rained, like STORMED all of a sudden. haha.. I was so so happy. that really made my day. the weather is truly unpredictable! =) It was so strong and the wind was so strong such that it looked like a snow storm, but when the snow has not become snow yet. know what I mean.. it reminded me of my U.S. holiday trip last year. when the snow storm was going on outside the lodge and we were inside drinking hot choco and stuff =)

oh yes! and I have one more thing to thank God for! I was put in charge of settling food for SFC tmr rite? then I was quite scared that it will be too last minute cuz we only found out on mon! but PTL!! everything was settled today, and we even got variety sia! thank God! Jana, Hui Ru and Eunice, thanks u guys! hopefully all will go well tmr! thanks again! :)

wait wait! one more! lots of blessings to count today. the week b4, Raksha lost her mp3 and she was so sad la! then I went home and prayed that she will find it. When we were chatting, she kinda said, things that have to be gone will be gone. so, yeah.. anyway, I went home and prayed for her during my quiet time! guess what?! she found it!! I'm so happy for u Rakrak! haha.. I know how it feels to lose smth. and I really dont like that feeling! take care!

Charlene: I'll be praying for u! u may not be a Christian, but if u do somehow read this. Trust in God ok? dont worry too much, and please DO take loadsa care. if need be, quickly seek help.

okies, I'm off for now.. see when the next miracle happens and I'll blog again! :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

woohoo!! today is my lil bro's birthday! He's jus turned 9 yrs old! haha.. well, we celebrated it yesterday. children's parties are quite fun sometimes cuz there are so many cute cute children! haha.. yesterday, dad asked me to lead in a game. well, honestly, I am always unsure of how to lead lil children in games? cuz it can be really hard to get their attention! haha.. but it turned out fine enough. dad helped me to gather the children, then I jus started to lead. They were excited and stuff, and I didnt even need to do anything! haha.. yay!

there was so much good food that mum cooked! unfortunately, I was feeling too tired and not hungry. haha.. so, jus pinch a lil food here and there, then watch tv, talk to ruying, see who else to talk to and stuff.haha.. well, SO MUCH LEFT OVER! goodness.. when it comes to cooking, I think my mum is superwoman. haha..

oh ya! and Hannah is such a cute lil darling u know! she was one of the last few to go home, so she wanted to play with me. then I played with her for a while, but had to do homework. so, I told her I have to do work. but she still wanted to follow me, so I told her: can, but cannot disturb ok? she was such a good girl la! haha.. she just asked for pen and paper, then she sat on her own and started drawing for me a picture. so sweet!! she's K2, so u can imagine her drawing.. ok ok, mayb u cant. haha.. well, it was an angel heart. u know, a heart that is an angel? yeah.. :D haha.. I was so happy. she's so cute. really! =)

today. I was so not ready to go to school for such a long day. thank God, one teacher was absent. so my day ended like, almost 2 hours early!haha.. it was a good break altho we still had assigned work. tonite, I'm so going to dive into bed and snooze for a long long long time..haha..

And I went for piano today, not knowing its a term holiday at yamaha. haiz.. so i stood there for 20mins waiting.. then still no sign of my teacher, so decided to ask the counter. then aha! found out it was a term holiday. lol.. ok lor.. so, yeah.. in some ways, it was good timing again, cuz I have not practiced my pieces for about half a month already. haha.. I definitely must find some time to go pratice..

now, its like natural to sit in front of the piano and jus play chords and sing.. so its like, I always forget to pratice my tau gehs.. haha.. oops! hee.. =) alritey, my bro wants to use the com! ciao for now =) God bless u all!