On my mind...

Something feels absent and missing in my life. Am I drifting too far off? Losing who I am and who I should be? Becoming another individual? Sometimes it feels so good and so right, then the same awful questioning comes back, leading me to the realisation that the lack is still present. God save me.



Just some photos =) ISN'T CONRAD SUPER CUTE!! hahah..

If the world were one country...

If the world were one country
I'd travel everyday..
In all of places were one place
I'll explore every space..-
going wherever I wish i may...
every other day.
to distant places
farther and farther away...

DONT ask me why that is there. It was suppose to be in prose.

Anyways, trying to get myself to australia and in just one hour or so, i realised how difficult it is to surf the net and try to get things done. quite a frustration actually. mum says to look at the papers instead. and mayb i will! (ps:/ all the tension and undermining of my pia matter is totally unnecessary. thank you bery much) i'm new to this! cant expect much right? ok, *thinks* keep the neutral, non-emotion pumped tone.

ok, so! where should i go? what should i do? honestly? I just want to shop and shop and shop, then take pictures and take more pictures and take even more pictures. Come on! of all the places I've been to and all the things i've ever done overseas, the 3 main things are theme park rides, sight seeing and shopping. But having to BE on a tour for security reasons, i'm not so sure as to what kind of tour would just put me in a mall (that does not hold the King of kings of prices) and dump me on the beach afterwards.

oh well.. mayb i will not reach australia after all. after this one hour, suddenly the excitement of all the possibilities seem to fade before my eyes and that reality grows cold and becomes 2-D







haha!

we'll see how it goes la. but i really hope i get to go somehow....

later alligators! =)