Happy Chinese New Year!!

I know I should not even be posting now since I have loads of work to be done (aka- undone!). But I cant help myself. I'm feeling so stress, yet there is this peace inside of me. I dont know how to explain it. It is not a comforting kind of peace though. In some sense, its like, a peace, knowing that I will survive through tonight. But looking at the next half of the week, I just feel like sitting in a corner, and do just that. yes! sit in a corner and do nothing important! haiz~

Anyways, CNY has been awesome! It felt like I was on my one month vacation kinda thing. Everyday we went visitation or people came to visit. Then going to the supermarket actually felt so good somehow. I felt as if I didnt have anything else to do (actually I did. But i refused to think of that), and was completely relaxed!! haha.. and got to see all my cousin darls! it's just so nice to see family. Really.. sadly, we dont get to meet often. I wish we could been like every week or something. That day, I was just telling my mum that relatives (cousins, aunts and uncles-esp cousins) touch a certain spot on your heart. Know what i mean? Like, knowing that these people are actually people whom God has chosen not to give u a choice about! know what I mean? haha.. It's a nice, warm and fuzzy feeling seeing them, knowing that u are FAMILY. Feels so good =)

yupp... lots to be done and I've gotta go. either ways, I'm glad cny was such a blast! =)

*frantically carries on doing homework while waiting for the soon approaching weekend*

Later!! =)

Friends, God-sent blessings..

Ever felt like the whole world was about to crash upon you and there seemed to be no route of escape? Like something was creeping up you, drowning you, suffocating u? Yeah, that was pretty much how I felt today-in general. Basically, I hated that feeling, and I prolly had a frown upon my face more then usual. Many noticed, and commented. but I couldnt help it. Then I was praying like "God! help me! I cant see myself surviving today. Please save me." I was worried and stress, although I knew there was no point in feeling so. I guess it was the tiredness as well.

But praise the Lord! Despite all the frustration and stress and unhappiness- this will not be elaborated on-, God sent... FRIENDS! Last nite, had Grace dear promising to be my indirect total defender and being so sweet, then had hugs from Eunice (cuz she needed it), then on the way to Vivo, so many crappy conversations and "arguments". Grace, Steffi, Wan, Midah, Ming Tuan, Joel, Nic, Char-shit, Jeanette, Eunice, Glory, Daryl, Jon, Kevin, Dave, Darren, Michelle Tan, David, Ruying and Mervin! THANK YOU VERY MUCH!! mayb you all are not even aware, but you all really made my day in one way or another. And I am not just saying (or typing) this. You all have made me laugh, or lightened my burden, or simply WERE there. thanks a million. I really thank God for u guys. I dont know how I would have survived today without all that.

Isn't God amazing? I know I've said it time and again, but I can never say it enough. It is as if he puts this boulder in front of u and asks u to jump over it. but it's way way way over your head! Yet, He just says 'try!'. And when you decide to throw yourself into His plan, and just do as He says... Just before you jump, He brings along all your friends who lift you over to the other side of the wall. Does this make sense? hmm.. Indeed amazing.

Hey guys! May you all continue to enjoy the next half of your week! =) God bless, and remember to place Him as TOP TOP priority ya? so long~

"Seek ye first the kingdom of God, and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added unto you..."

Every little thing's gonna be alrite

Yeah, I am back once more. Hmm.. if pple actually DO read my blog. haha.. but in a way, my blog is not just for others, but for me as well. So, as long as I am here, my blog will never be completely dead rite? haha..

These days have been long, but Praise the Lord! Despite the tiredness of everything, and the occasional tears of confusion, frustration and "pain"- not physically; God has been awesome and so great. Ever felt that life has a certain humour about it? Like, the ppl u least expect to be there are the ones who actually pray things thru with u, or are the ones whom u have pleasant conversations with? God has really been so good.

I feel that my time in SA has really been the most stretching yet enjoyable times-of school life of course. Things that God has been trying to teach me finally become clear, and start to take form. Things that I could not overcome before have slowly come to pass, and with Him, I managed to do it!

Yes. Indeed, every little thing is gonna be alrite-in the end, especially in God's hands. He has proven to be so amzing time and again. It is too mind-boggling to describe sufficiently really. All I can say is, we never know what it is like till we feel it. press on! =)

Ok, I'll end with the lyrics of the song "Every little thing"-obviously where my blog title came from =) haha.. its by Delirious?, and it spoke to me yesterday while I was just singing it through as I worshipped in my room yesterday. tata~

--Every Little Thing--

Everything must change

There’s a mirror showing me the ugly truth

These bones they ache with holy fire

But I’ve got nothing to give, just a life to live

If your world is without colour

I will carry you, if you carry me

Every little thing’s gonna be alright

Every little thing’s gonna be alright

[x2]

There’s no-one else to blame

I live my life between the fire and the flame

I’ve built my house where the ocean meets the land

It’s time to live again, pull my dreams out of the sand

Let your world be full of colour

I will carry you, if you carry me

When it’s all falling down on you

You’re crying out but you’re breaking in two

When it’s all crashing down on you

When there’s nothing you can do

There is someone who can carry you

Written by Martin Smith/Stuart Garrard ©2003 Curious? Music UK