Teachers day, chem pract, etc..

Yesterday was chem practical, prelim.. I must say it was actually fun.. mayb to me, because I am prepared not to take chem in ma L1R5.. I was suprisingly not so anxious.. kind of was a lil, but the Lord gave me peace. thank God.. Lock up was quite a waste of time.. but got to talk to ana n JM.. so, it was time well spent..

after lock up, I went with JM to eat subway.. yes, AGAIN! haha.. we love subway.. yay! lol.. Yesterday nite, watched the VCD "win a date w/ tad Hamilton".. haha.. had a good laugh.. well, besides the good laugh, it gave me some points to ponder over.. lol..u may be thinkin, think about what? comic show only ma..haha.. nvm.. jus had some points to think of.. :)

Was too lazy to burn midnight oil to make cards fer all ma teachers.. I know, I should be more grateful.. but I was too tired.. only managed to do 2.. made fer mr tay and ms Agnes leong.. was not reelie well done.. ma mum said it was patchy and not so nice, so that also made me think twice about makin cards fer ma other teachers.. as all should know, I suck at art and all that sorts.. cant draw fer nuts.. so, ya lor.. only made 2 miserable cards.. lol..

today, had teachers day celebration.. only 2 items fer da concert cuz this year they incoporated games into da concert session..so, ya lor.. OMGoodness.. Mr sng is an eye candy lo..haha.. ok ok.. I know I sound crazy.. but, wow! I was amazed man.. he act until like so real.. I was tellin JM, mr sng reminds me of gene.. dunno y.. they dun even look the slightess alike.. most prob is mannerism ba.. haha.. :)

then durin the games sessions after aces day dance, all the sec4s jus hide in da classroon.. haha.. no mood to play ma.. so sleepy and everyone was so sticky and smelly.. hehe.. then I went with JM fer lunch..

after that, went to jamm with mervin and matt.. well, I learnt a few things today. first, I should have put more thought b4 goin fer da jammin session.. all ma fault, I nvr bring chords then we did not know what to play.. I felt so sad la.. felt a lil inferior.. heh.. matt so good at guit and keyb.. learnin drum also he pick up so fast.. when I see him, it is like seein da person that I wanna be.. the talents area I mean.. well, I 'll work on it after O's.. lol.. everything after O's.. oh ya.. voice also not bad sia.. lol.. it'll be good if he joins the band ba.. =) k.. wont say nemore bout it le..

erm.. oh ya.. heard that Dan lam played drum so well today.. great job dude! mayb u can teach me? haha.. lol.. I dont even think he reads ma blog.. but it would be good to learn from friends.. not so stressful.. hehe..

okie.. gtg.. gonna watch movie! :) hee. happy! God bless ya all..

sadness fer me.. *sobs*

*sobs* I got ma piano results today.. ma piano teacher bothered to collect it fer me and went thru each section with me.. when I saw that it was a pass.. A part of me was disappointed, but being me, I wont show it in front of ma piano teacher.. did not feel it THAT much.. but when I was in da car with ma dad.. the familiar creeped back.. I felt it.. It was the same feeling as last year.. *sobs* teary eyed, tryin not to vry.. that's why I decided to blog.. tryin not to cry..I am a miserable piano player la.. such a loser.. I only got a pass grade.. last year also.. and know what? last year and this year I got da exact same results.. *sobs* dunno la.. so sad..

why am I lousy at things I like? I love to play piano, I only pass.. I love dance, but cummon.. frankly, can u imagine me dancing? haha.. I like studyin lit, but max I get is a B grade.. mayb u think I am talking crap la.. but I am jus so so disappointed with maself.. u may think it is dumb.. but oh wells.. that is how I am feeling.. =(

hiya.. not gonna say nemore le la.. bye..

Birthdays..

wow.. JM has finally turned 16 le.. spent time with her after skool today.. we went to eat Subway.. yumm.... oh ya.. I gave her her prezzs on the first period.. cuz both our teachers did not come to class.. I went over to her class and stayed there till the end of da period.. haha.. seeing her open da bougous prezz was so farnie.. thanks to ma dad fer such an interesting idea..open n open until inside only has 2 chocolates.. hehe.. I could see her disappoinment building as the ''gift'' got smaller and smaller.. haha.. then when she saw da real prezz she said she loves me! haha.. love ya too JM! JMs are JMs.. woohoo..

after gettin our subway sandwiches, we went to TM n Century to jalan jalan.. Went to look fer ear rings fer her.. did not buy, but had a good time browsing.. We also went to Popular and Yamaha to Jalan jalan.. ma legs were already aching from yester's tae bo intensive kick boxing exercise.. haha.. oh ya.. tae bo is so fun!! makes aces day exercise so boring.. haha..

ok.. had a good time with jm today.. it has been so long since I actually spend time to go out with ma JM and walk walk.. last time every week also go out.. but now, cuz of O's we hardly have da time.. lol.. dun even have time to reply to ruin's letter.. sorry hon..

okie.. I feel super tired.. haiz~ I'm off fer now.. all of u out there take care aight? muacks!

Friendship..

talking with her gives me points to ponder over.. no, I dun feel that it is a pain nor am I sick of it.. I thank God fer lettin me meet her and lettin me talk to her.. Today, speaking with her got me thinkin about friendship.. how did I make friends in primary sch? was it a sch culture that made that difference? I am not too sure..

neway, to all who read ma blog.. do u take your friends forgranted? do u take advantage of them? I think having friends can be seen as an privilege.. and my belief is that God has given this privilege to everyone who wants it.. If we seek Him and we WANT this privilege, we can have it. As the Bible says, "ask and it shall be given unto you..." and the Lord " knows the desires of your heart". Praise da Lord fer His wonderful grace amen? =)

well, as I was thinking back.. I dont reelie know how I made friends reelie.. They kinda just, were there.. and like particles under cold temp(altho sg is soo hot), bonds form.. hehe.. that sounds funny.. too bad, I am stressed cuz of chem.. yeah.. ok, back to the point.. bonds form.. no matter what happens, these bonds are there.. like chemistry, these bonds can be weak or strong.. however, I believe that in friendship, these bonds are not broken until u say so..

IMO, we should judge how valuable he friendship is.. if your ''friend'' is jus makin use of u, break that bond or pray fer them and see how things go.. however, dun give up on friendship easily.. Dun look down on yourself and think thaty u do not deserve this privilege.. That's a lie of the devil (the puny black faced man).. ;)

okie.. that's all I gotta say on friendship.. hehe.. tell me if it's dumb.. yesterday, went to eat subway with jm.. I think the guy takin our order must have been very entertained by our madness yet frightened at the same time.. hehe.. he must have been thinkin " these gals are weird man".. haha.. yes.. we were goin crazy as usual, forgetting time and place.. teehee.. oops.. in sch uniform summore.. nvm.. at least our sch has funny pple.. got variety.. (man! lame excuse) haha.. =)

when I was walkin toward the control station guess who I saw? daniel lam.. lol.. I seem to bump into him ever so often.. haha. ok, not THAT often, but so often.. haha.. do u get what I mean? like, Arise concert and FOP.. I mean like, the indoor stadium is so big, but we always somehow end up at da same entrance.. super suprised.. then yeah.. yester's incident.. these kind of incidents make ma day man.. I miss ma pri sch peeps.. all because of O's, we meet less n less.. but I think after O's, things may change.. no doubt everyone has their sec sch peeps le, but as I said earlier.. the bonds are always there.. and when we meet again, the bonds are clearly visible..

okie.. I gotta go n study le.. ciao~

some thoughts..

ok.. I know el n ruin complain I nvr blog.. haha.. well.. I will start with yesterday's outpost outing.. we went to goat, veggie n fish farm.. It was quite fun fellowshipping a lil.. mervin went to take out da metal thing in his arm.. *ouch* the thing I rmbr most about da outing was uncle Eng kiat's devotion.. about the Hibiscus.. jus like God's blessings, a new Hibiscus grows everyday.. We are blessed everyday.. The Hibiscus can only survive for ONE day.. therefore, let us count our blessings day by day.. start a new day afresh and do not dwell on yesterday's worries.. =)

ok.. today went to Plaza Sing.. I just came home.. bout something from yamaha.. I feel like so long never go piano le.. actually only miss one lesson so far.. still got another week to go.. haiz~

Ok.. it is gettin so stressful.. so much math homework to be completed.. my goodness.. Oh Lord, save me! haha.. On fri, kinda led worship with lio.. I realised it has been so long since we led worship.. ever since gene went ns.. heh.. well, I am definitely looking fwd to after O's.. I know A's will come soon after that.. but who cares.. I wanna get ma O's over and done with.. and I pray ma results will be glorifying to God's name.. That's all I am askin for.. I know HE has a plan fer ma life.. and I trust Him in that..

I wanna thank God fer all ma friends.. love all ya guys yeah? A BIG hug to all of you who read this.. haha.. Have a blessed week ahead! :)

Love,

anthea

English oral--- Down!

Yay! I feel so happy.. suddenly so light hearted.. haha.. well, altho it was jus over this afternoon and I do not know ma results, it is much easier then our skool standard man.. PTL! God is so good.. =) amen!

This morning, had prayer meeting.. It feels like so long nvr have prayer meeting.. it felt good to pray together again.. I prayer against depression today.. Felt strongly against it.. so I prayed.. to all of u who are depressed.. it is decision.. no matter how long u have dwelled on it, lived in it, feed on it.. STOP! ok? it is fer ya own good.. and as ya friend I dun wanna see ya like that.. it pains me to see it.. ='(

ok.. prelims are like, gettin closer and closer.. it's scary man.. neways, dun wanna talk bout it la.. haha..

know what? ma gran took a cab home on sunday when we were suppose to meet her at da coffe shop.. we were so afraid something may happen to her cuz she is so weak.. spent so much time walkin around church area literally searching fer her.. oh my.. but ultimately, ma parents went home to check and she reached home soon after they arrived.. phew~ I wanna thank all the pple who help to search fer her and kept a look out.. woosh.. scary man..

yesterday was smsing mervin.. he said that he and lio were thinkin of askin some pple to join our band, or at least try em out.. I think that is a good idea.. dunno if gene will approve.. let's see how things go.. =)

k la.. that's about it.. oh ya.. one more thing, HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY LIO!! :)

First Aid

okie.. since el ask me to blog on first aid, then I shall! haha.. but will try to type at super speed.. lol.. Thank God! ALL of us passed! so happy.. somehow I feel unsatisfied that I got so low fer MCQ.. hiya.. nvm la.. lio still say I nvr study.. wei! I did ok.. haha.. :) oh well.. CPR got me a lil nervous cuz it's like in front of everyone.. and as usual, I always forget to call da ambulance.. u better not faint in front of me yeah? I resuscitate u, still haven call ambulance.. lol.. haha..

ok.. I must say, it was nice to interact will pple from other outposts that we have not seen b4.. ok, i wanna comment on this dude, Ryan. goodness.. firstly, I like his guit.. secondly, the way he play.. lol.. it is jus so nice.. somehoe reminds me of how gene plays.. jus nice la! I cant play liddat.. that's fer sure.. also, it was good to see gabe again.. it's been so long since he last came to rangers..

woosh! I am feelin so stressed.. prelims comin, but I am so tired and math is making me have head cramps.. lol.. and being in a cool place does not help.. haha.. neways, I will definitely do ma best and pray that God will do da rest! =) amen! in faith, it WILL be done..

I have decided, not retaking chinese.. ma dad say nvm la, dun bother.. I have this urge to burn ma chinese shou che page by page man.. lol.. but I wont la.. da haze affecting m'sia bad ennuff le.. keke.. okie.. well, that is about all I have got to say..

ps:/ pple who visit ma blog, leave a tag leh.. =) God bless ya all.. *Hugs*

Chinese O's results

ok.. Chinese results came out today.. I got B3 fer papers and Merit fer paper 3.. usually I get about this kinda marks? yeah.. but fer O's it is considered what? I dunno.. I felt quite reliefed at first.. then when pple who got same grades as me started cryin their eyes out, I tot, mayb I should not be happy after all.. I dunno..

now, I am also in a dilema.. to retake or not to retake? That is the question.. lol.. I dun wanna.. I SERIOUSLY do not want to.. I dun wanna touch chinese till I am forced to in JC.. that is, if I make it to a JC.. how? should I retake? haiz~ ma dad even congratulate me.. haha.. I am one confused person now.. sitting on da fence, between two different sides.. :/

neway, I jus came home from skool.. goodness! when I was walkin back home, suddenly from no where came a strong wind.. I almost got upskirtted.. lol.. thank God no one was around and I quickly push ma skirt down.. lol..

somehow, cuz of ma O's results, I feeling non only confused.. I feel so numb.. hmm.. oh well.. oh ya.. I wonder if ma kor comin back from canada this month.. he has not replied to ma mail yet.. It sure has been long..

later guys!

FOP again!!

woohoo!! I am so happy and blessed and awed.. I really wanna thank God fer da three nites of FOP.. I am so glad that I went fer all three nites.. I read mr Z's blog.. yeah.. Delirious is a more of soaking kinda thing.. and wow.. ma tag board also quite excited wo.. FOP FOP FOP!! woot! haha.. I bought Delirious' cd.. It is awesome.. Looks like I am jus too addicted to chirstian songs amen? woosh! I am so happy..

This morning did Amath RGS paper.. oh my.. I feel dumb..haha.. so many questions cannot do.. and I can spend 20mins on ONE question.. how great is that? lol.. I did it fer about 2hours and I am still at paper one.. heh..

ok.. today is national day.. hmm.. let's jus say that I am glad it is a holiday cuz there is soooo much homework to be cleared.. haha.. ma parents have gone off to m'sia with both ma bros this morning, fer da day.. I am here in sg tryin to clear ma piles of work.. not that I mind la.. m'sia.. ok la.. haha.. i am not in da mood to shop there..

yesterday, had piano.. will not have piano fer next two weeks.. haiz~ nvm la.. then I practice more on ma own first lo.. as ya all know, ma rythm is bad.. lol.. and I still wanna learn drum.. talk about tryin too hard.. hee.. ok ok.. I should have more faith in me? yes? hahaha..

these months, too busy to G4C. at most, reply PMs only..sorry guys.. esp wz..

okie.. that's all I can think of to say.. haha.. take care ya all.. and see u guys soon..

Festival of Praise!!

wow! It was truly awesome.. I felt so blessed.. the prescence of God was so strong.. I sang terribly.. but who cares?! ok.. mayb da pple beside me gotta tahan.. haha.. but it is all unto God.. hehe.. and He wont mind la.. hee..

I think da main singer from Delirious was so good.. Voice and talent of an angel man.. The joy that radiats from his face when he sees da pple worshipping God is so bright.. know what I mean? makes him look so angelic.. heh.. ok ok.. As usual, I love Darlene's voice. yes! she was saved in a Royal Rangers camp! cool eh?

haha.. when it was offering time, I thought of ma financial management.. as u all should know by now, I have super poor financial management.. this month was a suprise.. Decided to give offering fer missions Love offering till I felt da pinch.. I knew I lacked a week's allowance.. but I felt that God told me to put that amt in da offering bag, so I jus gave in faith.. guess what! I have just the right amt.. I have sufficient! God is awesome amen? =)

Praise and Glory be unto Him..

okie.. know what shar, ana and I named our uncle for letter writing? Uncle apple, pear n orange! haha.. lame rite? I sure hope that will put a smile on mrs foo's face.. haha.. comments are bound to be written..

know what? I showed da photo I took with baby Alton to some of ma friends.. since I am fat and I was super tired that day.. in da pic, looks as if I jus gave birth.. some pple actually believed me.. hahaha.. had a good time laughin man.. me? pregnant? erm........... heh..

ok.. lastly, today had da Be Yourself Day presentation.. It was so cool.. I know PY does not read ma blog.. but I think we should thank her fer her screams.. she reelie puts effort fer da class.. and a lot of effort to add.. jus that our class not cooperative.. btw: laughin is not a crime lo! heh.. U dunno what I am talking about rite?

ok la.. I gotta sleep le.. I feel so tired.. typin this and ma eyes are half open.. hahaha.. good nites pple!! *hugs* (to ya'll)

Rainy Rainy days...

It rained a zoo on sat! I was carryin an umbrella but was totally drenched.. haha.. then ma mum brought me xtra clothes, but she brought wrongly.. all ma dad's stuff except da shirt which was the thing I needed least.. lol.. but ok la.. ma jeans dried after a couple of hours.. :)

Had piano yesterday.. ma teacher ask me to try another piece.. Some piece that is suppose to be very relaxing one i think.. haha.. but he's goin fer reservice fer 2 weeks.. that means to piano fer 2 weeks.. :( oh well.. lookin on da bright side, I got more time to catch up with ma slow movin revision and can practice more on piano on ma own first.. hee..

I rmbr sayin last time, I miss playin with da band.. somehow, the feel is different.. cant wait fer O's to end.. then I can upgrade ma skills.. lol.. what a social studies way to put it.. haha..

neways, I reelie pray I can make it fer prelims.. Aim is to go to SAJC.. left about 4 weeks only.. and I have not started.. I am serious.. Weekends is supposed to be the time I have more time on ma hands to study.. but it seems that I have less.. oh well.. I have to do do do! chiong chiong chiong le..

ok.. I will end here.. =) go play piano a while then sleep le.. got 2 tests tmr..