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I'm finally back and this blog is dead! okay, its not dead since I am here. So I should say its jus a vegetable. and this is going to be an ultra short entry cuz I am in a rush for GP. feel so bad la. I was suppose to send it last night. but didnt get to sit down and do till now. so so so so sorry......

Anyways, I wanna thank the WORM!! thanks wan! she has been such a blessing in my life, especially this week. This is clearly and indeed God-sent. Praise the Lord. Thanks a million dear! dont know what I would have done without u. It was so spiritually refreshing and I felt really really blessed to be able to share so openly and jus encourage one another, hearing each other out. praise Him!

This week will be a better one! it already is! haha.. the work and all is standard madness. I just cant wait for the rest of this year to unfold (and quickly!) haha.. basically, I cant wait for it to end. Jus the A'lvl part. SFC, A4, Friends, fellowship... School rocks! homework, studying... school is okay. ha!!

oh ya, My Girl is making me miss all those times and all those emotions. sigh~ is it wrong to crave something of the past? something pushed aside and attempted to be forgotten? am I being 'ungodly' or is it natural human behaviour? missing it, yet deciding to forget. Recalling the past, yet saying, "it's over"!

Finally, WELCOME BACK TO SINGAPORE to uncle Chong Poh!!! =) Now he is tall DARK and handsome. hahaha...


sayo everybody~ will be back... whenever =)

Breathe in......Breathe out.......And then it all begins...

Inhale, then EXHAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLEEEEE................. hooooooooooooooo.........

What was that all about? my mood =) haha..

So nervous, yet excited, yet tired, yet happy, yet scared about next year. My only comfort lies in "God has a plan for me". A 'level year next year. How will I do? Will it be another screw up (like my O's)? As long as I give my best, it is ok to screw up (in a way. cant phrase it properly, but u know what I mean). cos looking back, I gave my best for O's (only after prelims. heh), but God blessed me by miraculously placing me in SA after a loooong test of faith. It was trying, but Praise the Lord, He made me make it through! =)

Next year, I definitely wanna have a life. I know it is almost impossible, but I AM going to have a life. It may not be having 100% of my life, but I am choosing right here, right now, not to neglect...

1) Family
2) Friends
3) Rangers (unless somebody forces me=( )
4) Church
5) Spiritual growth, aka QT

There is a season and time fro everything rite? the season may be to study, but there are different times in this coming season rite? I'm sure anthea will find the time to enjoy life, even if its for a second (or two, or three, or four, or five? haha......) - that's prolly the part mum's worrying about. haha!

School's in tmr, and holiday's out! sigh~ but I am super-duper-uber-ultra-mega thankful for this holiday. it was a great time of relaxing (although there was lots of work-not jus homework), and fellowshipping. It was awesome! really. only the homework part was madness. I finished 80% of it? but it was 99% done during this week. eeks!

Alright, I better be off now.. Gotta prepare all my worksheets, homework, etc, for tmr. See u all at morning worship! (hope I wont be late. I dont want to be late anymore!!! ha)

Later guys~ Have a blessed, awesome, supreme, happy, joyful, God guided school term ahead!!! :) Loves.