Inhale, then EXHAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLEEEEE................. hooooooooooooooo.........
What was that all about? my mood =) haha..
So nervous, yet excited, yet tired, yet happy, yet scared about next year. My only comfort lies in "God has a plan for me". A 'level year next year. How will I do? Will it be another screw up (like my O's)? As long as I give my best, it is ok to screw up (in a way. cant phrase it properly, but u know what I mean). cos looking back, I gave my best for O's (only after prelims. heh), but God blessed me by miraculously placing me in SA after a loooong test of faith. It was trying, but Praise the Lord, He made me make it through! =)
Next year, I definitely wanna have a life. I know it is almost impossible, but I AM going to have a life. It may not be having 100% of my life, but I am choosing right here, right now, not to neglect...
1) Family
2) Friends
3) Rangers (unless somebody forces me=( )
4) Church
5) Spiritual growth, aka QT
There is a season and time fro everything rite? the season may be to study, but there are different times in this coming season rite? I'm sure anthea will find the time to enjoy life, even if its for a second (or two, or three, or four, or five? haha......) - that's prolly the part mum's worrying about. haha!
School's in tmr, and holiday's out! sigh~ but I am super-duper-uber-ultra-mega thankful for this holiday. it was a great time of relaxing (although there was lots of work-not jus homework), and fellowshipping. It was awesome! really. only the homework part was madness. I finished 80% of it? but it was 99% done during this week. eeks!
Alright, I better be off now.. Gotta prepare all my worksheets, homework, etc, for tmr. See u all at morning worship! (hope I wont be late. I dont want to be late anymore!!! ha)
Later guys~ Have a blessed, awesome, supreme, happy, joyful, God guided school term ahead!!! :) Loves.
What was that all about? my mood =) haha..
So nervous, yet excited, yet tired, yet happy, yet scared about next year. My only comfort lies in "God has a plan for me". A 'level year next year. How will I do? Will it be another screw up (like my O's)? As long as I give my best, it is ok to screw up (in a way. cant phrase it properly, but u know what I mean). cos looking back, I gave my best for O's (only after prelims. heh), but God blessed me by miraculously placing me in SA after a loooong test of faith. It was trying, but Praise the Lord, He made me make it through! =)
Next year, I definitely wanna have a life. I know it is almost impossible, but I AM going to have a life. It may not be having 100% of my life, but I am choosing right here, right now, not to neglect...
1) Family
2) Friends
3) Rangers (unless somebody forces me=( )
4) Church
5) Spiritual growth, aka QT
There is a season and time fro everything rite? the season may be to study, but there are different times in this coming season rite? I'm sure anthea will find the time to enjoy life, even if its for a second (or two, or three, or four, or five? haha......) - that's prolly the part mum's worrying about. haha!
School's in tmr, and holiday's out! sigh~ but I am super-duper-uber-ultra-mega thankful for this holiday. it was a great time of relaxing (although there was lots of work-not jus homework), and fellowshipping. It was awesome! really. only the homework part was madness. I finished 80% of it? but it was 99% done during this week. eeks!
Alright, I better be off now.. Gotta prepare all my worksheets, homework, etc, for tmr. See u all at morning worship! (hope I wont be late. I dont want to be late anymore!!! ha)
Later guys~ Have a blessed, awesome, supreme, happy, joyful, God guided school term ahead!!! :) Loves.
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