Saturday, May 7, 2011

Crossroads

It has yet to sink in completely (even while I'm typing this), but the long drawn 17 years of education has finally drawn to a close. It has only been 2 days, but the entire moments of freedom that I have been savouring makes the exams and studying all hazy and a blur right now. Awesome!

Now is the moment people have been talking about; what do u want to do with your life. what is next for you. are you sure about the direction you want to take. dont be idealistic. this is the real world.

Really! That is the JOY I'm received with as I exit the mostly dreary education of my life? Thanks guys! Im so psyched! haha.. Ok, I know people who have been in (what they call) the "Real World" have exprienced the ups and downs and so they say its not a bed of roses. I dont expect it to be either. I just wanna know who I am, and what God wants for me. So yes, I am not sorry of my replies; no, i still dont really know what i want to do with my life. I dont know what is next for me. I am definitely clueless about the direction I want to take. I am not idealistic, just searching. My world has always been real. Reality is subjective aint it? In sum, I'm still praying, and where God leads, I know He will provide :)

So now I simply tarry at the crossroad, pulling a chair to sit and think if I must. Dear God, it's me again :)