God is amazing...

as above.. I have been sick.. so, not much on forum and blog these few days.. First off, I wanna share about sunday.. I was ill, but still went to church. Uncle steven came back from auzzie and he preached a wonderful sermon.. :) well.. at da end of da svc, he said he sensed God was asking him to ask all those who are sick to come foward so he can pray fer them.. I was one of them, so I went to da front.. little did I know of what would happen next..

When other leaders had prayed fer me, uncle steven prayed fer me.. But he did not pray fer healing! he more of prophecied over me.. I was richly blessed that day.. y? not jus cuz of da prophecy.. I have been praying fer God to speak to me this way fer months and months already. but it never happened.. I felt quite discouraged.. and after that sunday, ma prayer was answered! Praise be to God! God is truly so amazing..

I do not know whether to share about da prophecy.. I will see about that.. =D

ok.. I wanna talk bout Alawn. dude, ya songs are great and I have reelie been blessed by them.. keep writing dude.. =)

I have finished all ma antibiotics.. but still got bad cough.. loads of phlegm.. God will heal me according to ma faith. So, I believe. this reminds me, one of da leaders prayed fer me, 'God, u heal ma sister according to her faith.....' when he said this, God asked me, do u have faith? so, at that moment, I said, yes yes I believe I believe.. and I did feel better.. ma throat was not so sore.. etc etc..

yesterday.. I was suddenly feelin totally stressed out.. felt like I was gonna break down.. I reelie wanna thank God fer ma family.. I had a talk with ma dad and I felt so much better.. I also wanna thank God fer ma friends.. Like, PQ. so sweet. yesterday she called to ask about homework.. then ask how I was feelin and all.. yes. I think it is so sweet and caring of her to do that.. Thank God fer everything.. :)

oh no! Piano exam on 6th July! I am so scared.. it is like next week? and ma piano cher has not even done any singing exercises with me yet.. I am so bad at that section.. well, gonna walk in in faith.. and play the best I can play, and sing the best I can sing.. the rest, i leave in da plams of ma daddy Jesus.. =)

okie.. I'm off now..

Jesus I love u, 4eva and eva amen.....

Shopping..

I went shopping with ma dad at orchard today.. I did not buy nething, but I am glad that I could spend time with ma dad.. First time in ma life going borders.. Lol.. but I think it is a neat place.. nice.

man.. I fall sick liao.. what timing sia.. skool gonna start and I have not finished ma homework.. feel terrible.. headache, sorethroat, fever, blocked nose.. haiz~ ma dad say it is a hangover from JTC.. mayb ba.. I have been super rosy cheeked since end of JTC.. now then fever come.. haiz.. I am gonna claim healing.. well.. I dun mind seeing a doc.. better then feelin this way.. haiz.. keep having to drink water.. then keep running to da toilet.. viscious cycle.. lol..

keep me in prayers ok? thanks.. k la. that is all fer today.. love ya guys.. keep it real..
anthea :)

Batman Begins

hmm... watched batman begins last nite.. wow! I think it is reelie good.. I totally enjoyed da movie.. but it ended so late.. I was so tired.. but when it came to doing QT it felt good.. It is like, finding out more about someone that u love so much.. aww.. in love with Jesus.. :) shiok! haha..

Oh ya! last nite, before da movie, I took neoprints with ma bros.. it was so cute and fun.. well, we were too slow, then end up wasting 15shots.. but nvm la.. at least I had fun with them.. wasted was that we wanted to let ma youngest bro stand on the thigh of ma other bro and me, but then they times up us.. neways, it was a fun experience.. =)

ok.. Today, went with ma folks fer breakfast again.. and did some homework.. well.. at least now, lit , bio and eng are completed.. ma headache is all da math and chem.. 11 papers in all.. X( but neways, see how things go la.. worse come to da worse.. wait until sch reopen and still chiong lor.. woosh.. I need strength.. keep me in prayers okie? xie xie..

know what? I miss playin as a band.. It has been so long since da last time we played together.. last time was like, in march? lol.. now gene also in NS.. so, no one initiates.. and I have ma O's this year.. now, lio and I not even asked to be song leader liao.. oh well.. I am still praying.. hee..

ok.. what else have I got to say? I had a great time with ma family last ntie? that's da gist of it.. haha.. and also, band.. keep us in prayers yeah? =)

cya all..

Operation Falcons!!

yeah! OF rocks! what is Operation Falcons? my patrol name during JTC. It was a lot of fun although this was a trng camp.. the move of the Lord was reelie great also.. thank God that many of ma dad's boys received God as their Lord and received da baptism of da Holy Spirit. Praise be to God amen? amen!

ok ok.. back to ma patrol.. I reelie wanna thank God.. cuz on da first day ma patrol like no togetherness.. a lil selfish here and there.. but after that, we got closer, bonds formed, and we had more togetherness.. ma patrol mates are an awesome bunch.. haha.. since we were da only girl JTC patrol, we purposely do all da bimbo bimbo kind of cheers and songs.. not exactly ma type.. where got chubby bimbo rite? haha.. but it was good fun la.. I think our skit was not bad also..

woah.. never had 3 consecutive days of council fires b4.. haha.. good fun good fun.. and as I mentioned earlier God's move was great.. even fer da ATCs.. haha.. first time I see lio strict strict one.. cuz he junior commander ma.. haha..

Woah, there are too many things fer me to say man.. what else.. oh yes! we did Dutch Oven cooking.. loads of work man.. but then the food was great.. first day, no experience, so food all either uncooked or over cooked.. haha.. but second day onwards good le.. :)

woosh.. how should I cont saying.. erm.. we made this structure called a chapewa.. It is a dining table cum seat cuz waching area cum fire place.. all made of ropes and wood alone..cool eh? it was loads of work.. but worth it.. shiok sia..

Ok.. I dunno what else to say le. Guchhi handbang patrol! lol...

neways, In all things thruout da camp.. Praise be to God and Him alone! yeah!!

JTC comin' up tmr

Tmr goin fer JTC (Junior Training Camp).. hmm.. I dunno whether to be excited or scared.. haha.. but I am sure it is gonna be loads of fun.. :)

I am so slack today.. Wanted to go orchard, did not go. Wanted to jog on threadmill, did not do it. I dunno what's up with me man.. I pack a lil fer da camp, then play a lil guit. then I jus sit there and stone.. then listen to music, lie on da bed and stone again.. so weird..

neways, I feel a bit empty.. dunno why.. maybe cuz the fear that the holidays are comin to an end and I still have not completed ma homework is creeping in.. lol.. Jus now, I told wz kor2 that I had to do homework.. in the end, did not even take it out. kor2: u good hor.. watch musical.. haha..

ok la.. I'm off.. will see what I can update when i come back from camp..
later~

Beautiful Creation of God

As above.. if you note, it is da addie of ma blog.. haha.. yeah.. y I put that as da title? cuz I saw a rainbow today.. haha.. I think it is reelie beautifull.. amazing thing? it had not even rained.. I felt happy jus seeing that 'Beautiful creation of God'.. haha.. =)

ok.. had piano today.. so funny.. dunno what happened to da girl b4 me.. she like nvr come, then ma piano cher sit on da chair and was sleeping.. I knock da door he still haven't wake up.. so, I jus open the door.. then he wake up.. his eyes all red.. I feel pai seh, like disturbin him.. but lesson time mah.. hee.. :D neways, piano was good.. I like, cuz it helps me relax.. and I want to play piano since I started in K1.. but stoppend after K2.. so, Thank God.. yeah!

ok.. I am angry with this hairdresser.. haha.. I went to cut ma hair today.. I ask her to thin ma hair.. she say cannot, ma hair already thin. so I say, layer then.. she say cannot layer.. then I was like huh? ok lor.. jus cut ma frindge shorter.. she like nehow cut liddat.. oh my.. both sides not even equal length if I tie.. =( arrgghh.. nvm.. what's done is done.. and ma hair will still grow.. :/

*yawns* jus now, I was so shag.. but still went to play on da threadmill.. haha.. fer fun only la.. so, jus did 0.8km.. haha.. I did it in jeans since I jus came back.. so fun sia.. looks like I will be doin more running now.. :D

oh ya! father's day comin.. I dunno what to buy leh.. got suggestions neone?

Marriage

Woah! I just came back frm ma dad's colleuge's daughter's wedding dinner. it was great food man.. haha.. Had to go in place of ma mum cuz she was busy. oooOOOooo.. the bride is sho pretty.. I wish I can get married one day.. ahhahahhaa.. ONE DAY.. Y am I thnkin of tt now rite? haha..

ok.. what else.. yeah church was good today.. wow! Look at jeff play da drum.. power man! haha..

k la.. I finally started on SOME homework.. still got loads more to go.. hehhehe.. well.. lil progress.. :) kie.. I wanna sleep soon.. if got energy, clear a lil more homework..

THREADmill comin tmr.. ;) can't wait! hee.........

good nite folks!

Yahooooooo!!

wow! I am so happy.. ma mum went to buy a tradmill.. ok, I cant spell.. U know, the thingy u run on? those in the gym? hahaha.. Looks like I will be doin much more running now.. hope it will bring ma weight down,and ma stamina up.. hee..

emmy: weizhi say u got great stamina.. any tips fer me? haha..

yeah! just came back from bowling.. won ma whole family fer da first round.. then second round, tied with ma dad for first place.. hee.. :D so happy.. haha.. first time in ma life I got 100points.. hee.. yeah!

okie.. tuition was good today.. what else can I say? I dun wan lum lum nemore? hee.. no la.. she is a great cher.. jus that when she walks pass ma table, my heartbeat increses so trememdously that I think I may get a heart attack.. =( hee..

rite.. that's all I gotta say..thanks fer poppin by pple.. love u guys..

anthea

woah! leg pain ah!!!

hee.. ma legs are aching man.. haha.. I went jogging yeaterday.. not long dist, bout 1.8km only.. but ma legs were achin when I woke up this morning.. haha.. then went fer lit seminar.. walked at orchard fer so long man.. y so long? cuz jamie wanna cut hair, but she want cheap cheap and look proff one.. oh my.. took so long to find a suitable shop man.. then also, we craving for steak.. so, tried to find jack's place.. in the end? cant find, eat KFC only. lol..

neways, ma legs are aching.. hee.. woah.. 2 days after ma bdae still got bdae prezz wor.. haha.. from PQ.. thanks gal.. =)

ok.. I am super duper ultra tired, sweaty and stinky.. hahha.. (learn da super duper ultra thing from zelig. no copyright hor?) hahaha..

know wat? jamie's hair, they cut until like bung hairstyle.. wow! she reelie looks different.. haha... fresh look.. at least she is not a bung la.. haha.. oh ya! And i think I saw timon today.. some pri4 sch friend.. he super weird man.. stand in front of me and jamie on da escalator, then keep lookin behind lookin behind.. then quickly turn around.. u know me ma, say hi lor.. hahaha.. mayb he not sure if I am reelie anthea bax.. hahahhaa..

okie.. that's all fer today.. haha.. still goin fer ma cuzz's bday party.. go shower 1st.. hee...

Birthday.. lalallalalala..

woot woot. I am super happy.. haha.. as some of u know (or 4gotten), ma folks blessed me with ma very own pocket pc.. yeah! happy happy.. haha.. I was super suprised.. haha.. woosh.. thank God.. =)

ok.. yesterday, saw gene at somerset. went fer lit seminar at STU. It was quite good. Altho, not exactly super interesting. But I think the speaker was not too bad. Jazreel 4got to bring her ticket. scare me man. But in the end, they let her in la.. haha.. phew~

okie. I got nothing to say le.. haha..

-Happy Birthday to me-

strange

today, woke up early in da morning to have breakfast with mum and dad, then went with dad to send mum to work. after that, helped dad shift things from his old sch no a new place. woah.. a lil tiring. cuz slept late last nite. haha.. I good gal hor? hee... =)

ok.. then had piano lesson. as usual, I reelie enjoy it altho we keep playing da same stuff.. Cuz piano is so relaxing fer me.. Haha..

strange thing is, after piano, went to meet ma bro and dad at marine parade. on the way, I thot I saw gene.. from a distance ma.. look so alike. then when look closely, cheh. it's not him. strange.. fer a mo, I tot I was so sure. lol.

neways, gtg le. going to leave da house to have dinner with mum soon.. hee.. Holland V.

ciaoz~

Thank You Jesus!!

God is so good amen? amen! haha.. well.. Yesterday, I had tuition.. Looks like I will be late fer rangers every week.. I thought from tuition in AMK to aljunied would take me only half hour? but it takes 1hour! so, if I rush, I will reach rangers late by a whole hour every week. and that is provided I end early.. Lol.. Take this wk fer an example. We ended one hour late. I did not even make it in time fer closing parade. heh..

ma folks want me to go on monday. but it is so late. and that also means I cant go with vanessa. and I think monday? sch day? not too good an idea. futhurmore, I have piano, which means I have to postpone it. haiz~ I dunno.. but I will miss out a lot on rangers if I dont change tuition days..

neways, the tuition cher is mr tay. nice dude. quite humorous too.. I am doin a comparison btween ma amath cher and this dude. ma goodness, a world apart. sch cher makes that 45 painful minutes pass like 45years.. this tuition cher, 2 and half hours seem like 2 n half mins. Lol.. ok, i am exaggerating. but not only is his explanation clear, he is not so FiErCe.. ggrrrrr.... :O

ok ok.. enuff bout tuition. 3 paras. lol.. WHY is ma topic fer today thank You Jesus? cuz HE made me realise smth. I was feelin sad since yesterday. fer no reason also. So, I called Jm. we were so weird man. we talked over the phone fer bout 2 hours? haha.. our record man. actually, we were more like singing over the phone. yes! singing.. lol.. I was zao siaing.. we were like, I sing one song, u critique, then u sing, I critique.. n da cycle goes on.. funny rite? Lol.. JMs are JMs man.. haha.. and both of us had to put down cuz both of us haven bathe.. Eeeeee.... shmely.. haha..

today, I was not feelin much better.. then during svc, I felt God was tellin me. Anthea, u only feel this way cuz you do not look to me. I guess it is something like self-sufficiency? then I was like, ya hor.. I have been doin ma QT jus as a routine and have not taken time to reelie spend QUALITY time with HIM. so, yes.

after svc, I was kinda pissed cuz there was a lot of rushing and unhappiness.. I lost it.. kinda. so, I wanna apologise to ruin and el. sorry gals. I was not patient with ya all.. sho sorry.. thank God that 'prob' settled le hor? haha.. thank lio.. lol..

ok.. God bless ya all..

~PeAcE~

breathe in..... breathe out......

woosh.. I dunno why I feel so tired and ma energy like all drained.. but I jus woke up not long ago from ma nap leh.. haiz~ and until now, I have not started on ma holiday homework.. today, had to wake up reelie early.. then I was lazy, so took a cab down to ang mo kio to meet some classmates. had to go st. nics fer some lit forum thing. it was quite beneficial..

ok.. since ruin requested for it, I will talk about our mini 'outing' together.. lol.. We went to have lunch at BK on monday after ma chinese O's paper.. I was reelie lookin fwd to watch a movie, cuz I wanna watch movies, esp when I dun feel good. But, in the end, we did not watch.. BUT, we got to walk walk around. quite fun tho.. haha.. then I decided, since cant watch movie with her, then go alone lor.. even better.. cuz I not feelin good mah.. in the end, ma dad say too late, dun go.. I almost feel like crying.. sounds silly.. but I was reelie not feeling right.. haiz~

neways. bout ruin, I got to take neos with her.. ruin! ma friends all say u pretty.. haha.. now u got nothing to say rite? haha.. and I am publisizing to whoever read ma blog also.. *winks* u are a natural photogynic gal.. dun stop waerin skirt. rmbr eng chen? she says the suit of clothes u were wearing on monday really suits u.. so, wear more skirts yeah? haha.. be braver! ;)

ok.. what else is there to say? oh yes.. I still owe u all da sermon on leader's retreat.. haiz~ I will share it on a day that I feel better.. I dunno what is comin over me.. I jus feel like watching movie after movie and not do nething else. *infer what this means frm da abv* heh..

ok.. please keep me in ya prayers pple.. I reelie dun like bein in this state.. God is good.. With HIS strength I will be ok.. in the end.. =)