Physically super tired..

my legs are aching and I feel like sleeping.. haha.. but I wanna watch tv, so I will stay awake first. haha.. y are my legs aching? cuz I followed JM scouting around for guits. we met this really nice guy at the guitar workshop. He is from CHC. very friendly and helpful. haha.. well, in comparison with the other shops where pple just smile at u and ignore u.. ok la.. not their fault. we also nvr ask for help la. but this guy was reelie nice.

ok, then we went to this popular store. it was soooo big! haha.. four levels? yeah.. so huge.. haha.. then we went to see the Library since we thought it looked so big and cool. haha.. then we went all the way up, over 10 storeys la.. then realised we were supposed to go to the basement. haha.. stupig rite?haha.. so, we went all the way back down to basement. SO MANY CHINESE BOOKS! lol.. it gave me a headache man.. haha..

then okie, went back home. that's about all for today. oh no no.. we also borrowed the VCDs for the movie marathon le. hope got enough pple coming tho.. haha.. watching about 4 movies.. hehe.. :D okie la.. I go watch my show le.. haha.. later!

aching..

my whole back is aching. I just washed my mom's outdoor furniture set. and on top of that my bed is so uncomfortable these days. so, my back hurts like crazy..

speaking of crazy, my msn shut down on it's own and I cannot log on. argh.. crzy le.. haha..

today, my dad helped me change the earrings he bought for me, cuz they were a lil stuck. like, the dangling thing cannot dangle? u know what I mean.. haha.. nvm.

yay! RuYing is staying over on sat! happy.. haha..

ok, why did I clean my mum's outdoor furniture? cuz I am earning money from my parents. haha..tmr I will have to paint it. I dont mind la. it's like mini workout also. yes. I am so broke and Christmas is coming! some pple, I have to buy prezzies for them. like, RuYing, JM and EC. EC is not Christmas prezz. it's birthday! super belated..sorry dearie..

RY and JM not they request la, I just feel that I have to.. or rather, I want to.. I need more money! ahhhh!!!!! haha..

today is my parents' 19th annivesary! yay! so happy for them. making a card for them later.. haha.. okie.. that's all for today.. bye! :)

Packing packing, cleaning cleaning, rearranging rearranging...

Yupp! did all of the above today. packed all my sec 4 things into a box and threw away all the worksheets. I only kept notes and my O level question papers. also, anything that I thought was worth keeping la. :D somehow, I could not bare to throw away any of my lit essays or give away my texts. so, I kept them all in the box. mayb I love the subject too much ba. haha..

so, yup. all the stuff packed away and I rearranged my room with my dad and bros. looks interesting. I like rearranging my room. something new for a change. hehe.. well, as some of you would know, I share room with my two younger bros now cuz my gran is staying with me. I would definitely like to have my own room. but at least I know what I am doing is right.

yesterday, church looked fab!all the christmas deco was up and the instruments on stage were all arranged to the left. looks great! I think this year's deco is like, the best ever. either that, or I never noticed.. hehe.. but I think it's the former la. haha..

I just came back from piano. fingers gonna have cramps man. hahaha.. the last piece I am learning is so hard. but I love the melody, so that is my motivation to complete learning the piece and try my best to play it well.. :D

looks like my plans to learn drums and dance will have to hold till jan. :( oh wells, I cant have everything my way.. and also, I am more than happy and looking forward to my US trip. I hope my kor in Canada can fly down to meet my family and I. but at the meantime, it seems virtually impossible. hmm.. well, praying..

okie.. I gtg.. gg to check my PMs from wz korkor and mr Z.. ciao~

Graduation nite..

yesterday was quite alrite.I agree with van. the fun of it was checking out the dresses of others. haha.. well, I wont talk about the bad/disgusting things I saw yesterday yeah? it will just be the bright side..

firstly, eth danced so well! I mean, u dont need to be a dancer to know good dancing rite? haha.. she looked so graceful and pro.. :) I give ya props girl! and her dress.. wow.. she looks great la.. and PQ, Van, WY also looked really good. Lee Si's dress was really.. like, grand? haha.. nice.. it kind of reminded me of what a bride or bride's maid would wear.. gloria, u looked good too!

I thank God for my maid,.. she spent so much time trying to get my hair done.. although in the end, my hair was just too stubborn, so we just clip up the fringe and off I went.. haha..

pple said my shawl made my dress look like a paranakan kind of thing.. haha.. oh well.. not the image I was after, but nvm la.. haha.. it was still quite fun. I think watching 4C's rep dance was so cool.. I mean.. yeahh.. it was just awesome la.. but too bad she didnt win the mambo queen thing. yes Jm, your class de.

*ouch* I got a blister. wore my mum's new shoes and I forhgot wat new shoes can do to u.. so, yeah.. I suffered the consequesces. oh wells.. the dacing part at the end, we didnt dance much la.. just 'trying' to dance.. hehe.. well.. I have no regrets going, although I felt so inferior.. haha.. well, let's just say it's kind of, a motivation to shed weight seeing what others can wear and I know I cant.. haha..

okie.. I gotta go.. hoped all of you had fun.. :) I'm sure glad to have ya all as my friends. if I were to live this life again, I would make no changes.. :) I mean it frm the constantly pumping muscle in my body.. haha.. later~

Prom/grad nite..

Yup.. I will be going.. I was really not in the mood and so mnay seemed not to be going.. then it seems that quite a number of pple I know also going la.. but still did not have the mood.. then my folks encouraged me to go. they said it would be memorable and all that.. so, quite unwillingly, I went to see my mum's dresses.. unwilling cuz I really did not think I would look nice in anything. but oh well.. my mum has nice clothes. just that, I may not be fit for the dress.. know what I mean? haha..

then my dearest mummy took out a lot of her nice and new dresses to let me try.. haha.. some made me look so old... haha.. I was looking in the mirror and laughing at the same time.. so was my mum. it was fun la.. tryin on my mum's clothes.. I told her 'I feel like a kid in my mum's clothes' haha.. then I was like 'wait. I am a kid in my mum's clothes' hehe.. she kept laughin and laughin. it was fun..

so, I decided on this hot pink dress that I did not like initially.. but she offered to lend me her chasmire shawl.. (sorry, I cant spell) then I was like, wow. the dress and shawl goes.. haha.. I still dont know if others will think I look weird. but who cares la rite? haha.. dressing up is not the point yeah? ok, mayb it IS part of the point. but prom nite is also a chance for us to mingle with our friends and chers yeah? so, yes.I will be going to prom tmr. hope to see all u pretty ladies in ya pretty cozzies.. :D

see ya all.. :)

Pierced ears!

Yay! I finally pierced my ears yesterday. Surprisingly, it was as JM said. not pain de. only a lil burning sensation in the ears, jus like a hot day. haha.. RuYing was being a meanie and a saddist.. saying 'not fair! Y u dont feel pain and I did' haha.. my dad video recorded the process.. she was just for laughs.. haha.. I pierced at a goldsmith near church. JM came along to pierce the hole that she closed up previously. now, she is well balanced. haha.. if u know what I mean. I cant wait to remove my this set of ear rings and try new pairs. I pray I wont become too obsessed. but I think I can control myself la.. :D

Yesterday watched movie again. yes.. I watched movie again. Ha li po te. I really think it is fine. well, to those pple who do not think I should have watched. let me just say, it is my conviction and I have prayed about it. going with a clear conscience and a peaceful heart as well as mind. okie?

just now went subway with JM..yum... poor Jing wen got stung by a bee.. so, we brought her to the docs near sch. the doc was like teaching us how to remove the sting next time.. I am so ashamed.. I am a certified first aider and I could not rmbr what to do.. haiz~ felt so useless..

at Subway, as usual, the aunty was happy to see us.. and the 'uncle' was again, really shy.. haha.. oh wells..

then I went to the club with my dad and elliot. they swam. I was reading 'I Kissed Dating Goodbye' cool book.. I love it.. I like reading Christian lit. it is so relaxing and I believe it helps spiritual maturity.. :D

hee.. okie.. that's about it for now.. take care u all.. love yas..

Tired.. camp..

As some of you know, I went for a rangers camp on sat. like, the day after my O's end? yeah.. haha.. so now, I am really tired.. RuYing is staying over! yay! she is like, here, now.. haha.. well, on fri I slept for like 4 hours? I bet many of u like JM, slept in.. all the lil piggys.. hehe.. jk jk..

then as usual, camp, we dont sleep so early la.. so, 6 hours.. was so so tired.. The camp was really fun. We had outdoor cooking (not exactly my fave) and we slept with aircon! haha.. There was a point of time I was quite unhappy.. well, let's just say I did not feel that my patrol pple gave me the respect they ought to. am I that easy to step on? lol.. I am like, sec4 and they are like, in middle sch? lol.. but dun get me wrong.. they are really cute and funny pple..

for example, Ondrea? she can walk into the same dustbin twice! and can like, trip over her own feet.. lol.. and she named Lydia's bear Thomas.. haha.. it was hilarious.. u see her talking to a bear.. yes. talking.. haha..

our cooking was really not bad u know.. haha.. we anyhow huntum also nice.. lol..the campfire was cute.. Benjamin, a DR kid laughed till he fell off his chair.. so cute rite? kids are so cute.. I must say, although this camp was so so short. we had our ups and downs as a group.. neways, yeah. realised that Bryan is so good at leading campfire.. he has it..

as usual, I take the guitar and dump to lionel.. haha.. I mean, lead songs with my girls, ok la.. for everyone? hm............. no thanks.. haha.. so, I dump the guit to lio.. then as usual, he say he very long never play liao..

know what? I think ma dad's boys are so talented.. too tired to name examples la.. they are just a cute and cool bunch..

Sent conrad to the airport today.. he has gone cambodia for a week.. CIP. gonna miss him man.. well, I'm just praying that he would have a good learning experience and come back safe and sound.. today, he smiled so much.. this bro of mine doesnt smile much these days.. but oh well.. I guess I need to take time to get to know my bro more.. he is a growing boy.. I believe God's hand of protection is on him.. :D

ok la.. I very tired.. cya all arounds.. later~ :D

O-V-E-R!!!!!!!!

YEAH! I could smell freedom.. now I feel it, touch it, savour it.. what u will.. haha.. came back not too long ago.. watched 'jus like heaven' with JM.. lol.. pple were like couples watching together, and we were like, sisters watching together! haha.. I think it was nice.. JM said quite nice.. but I think 'quite' is an understatement.. haha.. loved it.. well, u know,, romance shows.. me likes.. haha.. :D

RuYing can Stay over on SUNDAY! YEAH! my life begins today! yeah! so many things I wanna do.. dunno where to begin.. but oh well.. got camp tmr.. that's where it begins I guess.. besides my movie today.. and yes! u guessed it.. I ate Subway! the aunties were like.. 'that's it already ah?' haha.. then we were like, YEAH! haha.. 'uncle' as usual was super shy.. haha.. he so funny la.. always so shy one..

so, yup.. know what? I reelie feel so grateful.. my O levels has truly been amazing.. I thank God for being with me all the way.. yes. this is my first time completing revision. hehe.. dunno if that's a good or bad thing. but neways. Thank God! I finished revision, and God always gave me that kinda peace. u know.. HE's just so amazing and wonderful. also, sending so many pple to encourage me.. even JM.. in fact, esp JM.. she is always givin me a ring at the right times.. and makin me laugh till I feel too tired.. haahaha..

today, for the first time, we said to each other 'play hard'! haha.. we always 'part' by saying 'study hard'.. today really rocks I tell u.. I feel so happy.. I couldnt help feeling that kind of joy.. haha.. :D Praise God! thank God for everything.. regardless of my results.. I praise and thank Him.. and to ALL.. and I mean ALL my wonderful godsent friends and encouragers

(RuYing, JM, Mr Z, aunty Kwai Ying, cmdr sera, cmdr Julie, my folks, WZ kor, kor, lio, Isabel, CG pple) thanks so so much.. every lil' thing that u said really spurred me on.. and made my day.. okie.. have to pack for tmr's camp.. cya all.. :D and love ya all loads.. :D nitez.. ZZZZzzzzzzz........

ONE MORE DAY!!!!! yay!

hehe.. I am already in "carefree" mood.. haha.. dont know if it will affect my paper tmr leh.. but I did cover the syllabus la.. however, it was the minimum.. I feel really really blessed.. so many pple have kept me in prayers and spurred me on.. Aunty Julie just dropped by to pass me some chem notes.. so sweet hor? I love my cmdrs man.. haha.. altho we dont see eye to eye all the time. it's human nature rite?

I will take a look at her noted b4 sleeping.. My paper is in the afternoon tmr.. :D so, I will wake up late. like 10am? hee.. I slept like a pig this afternoon again.. hee.. JM knows me so well.. too well in fact.. haha.. the moment she smsed me, I just woke up. then she said smth like 'I bet u just slept 3 hours' haha.. spot on! lol.. :D

tmr, my paper ends at about 6pm.. haha.. then we are gonna watch a movie.. piercing my ears on tues! yay! haha.. dun laugh at me.. my parents ask me to go to my family doc to pierce.. safer ma.. :D at first I was like, 'so paraniod'? then I decided, they worry cuz they love and care ma.. :D

ok la.. I go and do some last min touch ups to my revision le la.. :D wish me all the best.. camp coming up on sat.. :D yay! Girls, I'm back! hehe..

one more week!

PQ: hey gal, no probs la.. and as I said, I dont believe in luck. so, let u shake my hand also no diff.. haha.. :D my lit also not good leh.. haha.. u should shake Jazreel's hand if u believe in passing of luck'.. haha..

Mr Z: thanks for the encouragement dude.. U always make me feel less morried some how.. haha.. xie ni millions and ka-zillions.. :D

Gloria: glad I am not your pet.. *shows choking face*

RuYing: honey, dun feel so down.. and rmbr what I told u yeah? Being close to God is not a feeling. it's a decision.. :D love u always dearest cousin..

haha.. okie.. let me start talking about my day.. my dad brought his new colleuge to church this morning.. know what? he's my sch invigilator.. hahaha.. I was, dunno what to say.. so nvr say nething.. might see him tmr.. as I said b4, about half e invigilators are frm ma dad's sch.. so, ya lor.. no suprise.. hehe..

then my folks cooked mee sua for lunch.. it was yummy to me.. but they were not satisfied with their outcome.. haha.. but I enjoyed it.. well, I wont talk about the sad parts of the day.. but to sum it all up, my knuckles are bruised again.. hehe.. dun worry.. I am fine..

tmr is lit paper.. I am just having the 'all in the Lord's hand' mentallity.. like what Mr Z said, just do my best lo.. cant wait for this week to be over..

Aunty Kwai Ying always makes my day on Sundays.. she gives me a hug every Sunday.. today I kinda officially became her 'goddaughter'.. lol.. too lazy to say the details altho it isnt much.. y? cuz I wanna watch cartoon.. :D hee.... I know I'm kiddish.. but I like it.. Mulan 2.. haha.. okeiz.. ciao..

HALF down!!

yeah! lieterally half ma papers are down! :D Praise the Lord! know what? I just realised today that almost all the invigilators coem from my dad's skool.. yes! almost all.. i thought it was only 6? then he showed me his year book and I was like, this teacher too? and her too? wow! I think so many sia.. they all look stoner during exam.. well, invigilating must be boring? I dunno..

well, Emath was awesome! I think that is the only one I reeeeelie want an A1.. I was tellin JM, if I get A2 I might cry.. siao rite? I dunno.. but she also quite confident of A1 la.. praying hard.. :D today, Lit was so "easy".. so sad.. while waitin for my dad to pick me up, I almost cried.. I was hopinh can get A. I mean.. I know they all say it is hard.. but I felt lousy cuz my essay for the unseen section was not my best.. cuz I was rushing for time.. oh well, it is over le.. no point cryin over spilt milk yeah? Thank God for helping my thru so far anyway.. :D

I really wanna thank God u know.. He has given me such peace during my papers and helped me all the way.. know what? In my bio paper, there was this question I did not know how to do? then I was just staring blank? then the answer just hit me! I was like, smiling to myself.. haha.. Thank God! :D isnt He amazing?

ok la.. I dont exactly have time le.. to all u pple whom I owe PMs and stuff I am so so sorry.. one more week yeah.. namely mr Z and WZ kor.. sorry dudes.. :)

YEAH!

at this moment you must be thinking "this girl crazy ah? O's coming still sound so happy". haha.. I am not crazy la. Just happy. Well, today my mum brought me and my bros out. then we went to eat burger King. after that, we went marine parade library to study. :D it was condusive for me. but my mum dint exactly like it. she found it too warm. well, it was a little. I dont exactly feel that i have made full use of my day YET. yes. I will take a cool shower later then stay up to do two more chapters of amath.

well, why am I happy then u may ask. haha.. well, I feel happy because my folks decided to get a new car! although it will only come in jan, I am still so excited! :) toyota.. wait. let me clarify. not that my family rich nothing to do just change car la. It's just that our car facing some problems, and COE prices really like halved! good deal right? so ya lor.. :D

my dad's Bible study students coming over tomorrow for BBQ!yay! they are a great bunch of kids. wait. I cant call them kids, I am only once year older! haha.. anyways, they are funny people la. Entertaining too..

O levels in 4 days! AAAaaahhhhhh!!!!!!!! haha.. well, will be going Subway again! this friday. Revising Social studies, emath and amath. with JM of course. well, JM will say I am obsessed. erm... well.... not really la. It's a good place to study and I like the people there. It's so nice like. When I study till my head is cracking, then the aunties give a nice smile. woah! feels so nice. haha.. they are always so full of encouragement and best wishes. thank God for them man.. :D

ok la. I wanna watch my chinese show le. haha.. yes! I watch CHINESE shows. got english subtitles la.. hee.. :D okiez. ciaoz..