*Yawn*

Good morning!!

I slept at 3+ last nite. Woke up at 8.30 this morning. I am quite surprised that I was so awake. Haha.. Well, did some productive studyin last nite. Feel satisfied. Also, replied to ma kor's letter le.

RUYING: girl. I am not goin to say le. U know my stand. If you depend on me to go to church, then I am very disappointed. what IF oneday I backslide? jus think fer yaself. I am tired of repeatin maself. PRIORITIES. you got loads to do? then what if God comes back in the midst of a final paper? are you gonna say " sorry God. I have ma finals comin up. No time." then when He comes back how? THINK.

ok.. I'm gonna end of here. Dun feel like bloggin le.

English Paper

Had English paper today. It was so-so. Passable. But I think, to get a distinction is hard. I did not have that kind of satisfaction after writing finish ma essays and compre. Summary was still ok. But the passage was hard to understand. But as I hoped, the compre was an interesting read. =)

Oh well.. 2down, 7 to go. Haha.. Oh my. I reelie have to mug this long weekend. Most probably goin to Lifeline church this Sunday. Cuz they are gonna start Royal Rangers! Yay! PTL. RR is reelie spreading, and now, there are more and more outposts being formed. God is so amazing. amen?

I think I am reelie so stress. and the heat is not helpin at all. All pimples startin to sprout. Eeekk! Hahaha.. One big big one on ma nose. But I peeled it le. Haha.. now, like dry blood clot. eek!

Ok, what else can I say? hmm.. Oh ya.. American Idol. Constantine is out?! I cant believe it. I like the way he sings, and he also has loads of charisma. But I disliked him at first when they showed how he 'abandoned' his band. He seemed like such a jerk. lol. neways. now that he is out, so be it lo. Haha..

okie.. I will end with a Bible verse today. Hope it will encourage all who reads it. =)

1John 3:19 --> This is how we know we belong to the truth, and how we set our hearts at rest in His presence.

Exams are here!!!

Haiz~ today had chinese paper. It was quite bad. altho those that are usually hard APPEARED to be easier but I was not prepared fer da tian2 xie3 han4 zi4 and zao4 ju4. I feel bad fer not preparing early. I am always like that. Bad habit. Last two weeks then start to rush.

neway, no point cryin over spilt milk. I guess I have do reelie try harder fer da rest of ma papers. Got english tmr. I am quite excited actually. Excited to see what the topics are, what the compre is about, and how am I gonna make maself write well. Gotta pray fer inspiration and a clear mind. =)

Well.. Next week will e a tough week since I will have 6papers. And almost all are study subs. Got both maths summore. Oh well, gotta make da best of ma long weekend. I am so lazy sia. Wasted today altho ended early after ma chinese papers. I ended up sleepin fer almost 4hours. As if lookin like a pig not enuff.. heh..

So, what did I do today? nothin much actually. Only a bit of chem. Haiz~ guilty. Tmr, daddy will be goin to KL with lil' bro, elliot. Da house is gonna be very quiet man. Haha.. oh well, good environment fer studyin also. Jus hipe I dun sleep like a pig. Hahah.. *oink oink*

okok. I am in the middle of a tv programme. So, gtg le. hee... yes, I am slackin. haha.. :D

Lalalalala...

Wow. I am still bloggin when ma mid years are in 2 sayd time? haha.. well, jus waitin fer dinner, and did some work. so, mayb I wun feel so bad. Thank God that I finally figured out how to do ma amath questions frm da pass year paper after staring at it fer like, 4eva. Haha..

I wish I have a nice voice. If I have a nice voice, it would be nice to listen to maself singing. I am sick of ma own voice. although, I am still thankful that God gave me a voice. Haha.. Oh well, as long as God loves da 'joyful NOISE' I make, it's alrite. Hhahaa.. Everytime I listen to cds, i wish I can sing better. Hahah..

Oh well.. I am totally stressed out now. So much to study, and so lil time. On the other hand, so much time, and too lil' money. Lol. Oh gosh. I am such a bad steward of money. *sheesh* something needs to be done man. I should think of some ways to punish maself.

Ok. Mum has gone to KL again. Woke up at 5am yesterday to send her to da airport. Surprisingly, I was tired durin da day. Felt good actually. Today, the heat is makin everyone sleepy. I hate da heat. Gimme some aircon!!! Hahaha.. Miss A. Tan rocks man. So thoughtful. She knew da weather was so hot, so she booked da meetin place fer us. Wow, da air con was wonderful. =D hee...

Ok. JM was sick. Prayin that she will get better. it is crucial to be well, esp at this point of time when mid years are so near. Wow, that was fast, I took only bout 10mins to blog. Hahaa.. I guess I'll end with a prayer this time.

Dear God, please protect all the people I love. and please grant all of us good health, and an alert mind. May we love You more and more each day, and may we be a blessing to those around us thru You. I love You Jesus.

Amen.

Lord, r u testing me?

Went to BurgerKing yesterday. Guess who I saw? Olinda! HAha.. she look so slim now sia. Haha.. and I think she looks pretty. But she should change her dressing. So ah beng like. Lol. Chains hangin out here n there. HAhhaa..

Also, went to some guit shop in Bras besah. It is called the Guitar Workshop. Cool man. I so love that place. They make their own guits also. I love the smell of da place, it's so cozy lookin and I LOVE seein all the guits. I dun mind workin there sia. And the pple all so nice also. Friendly. I think the boss is a christian. Got da face.

*Yawn* Woke up at 7+am and could not go back to sleep. So, I think I will be very stone fer da rest of da day. Wont mention y I cant go back to sleep. But, yeah. Tired. Will be leavin ma house at around 9.30am to meet jm. We goin to study. Haiz~ Exams comin closer n closer each day. Not fully prepared. You can almost say, not prepared at all.

Neways, I saw this on kenny's blog, so I decided to copy n paste here since I dun have much to say, and I am awake. Lol..

Were you named after anyone? I think so. Some movie character. Queen! Hahaha..

Do you wish on stars? nah. I wish, but not on stars.

Which finger is your favorite? would not want neone of them to be missing

When did you last cry? Almost this morning. but besides that, that day of ma last post lor. =(

Do you like your handwriting? Hmm.. ok la. Dun love it, but ok la. =)

What is your favorite lunch meat? I learnt frm ma dad. I love meat! no fave. Hahaha..

What is your birth date? June8 1989

What is your most embarrassing CD on the shelf? none. Love all ma cds

If you were another person, would YOU be friends w/you? Yeah. i can be e listening ear they need. hee...

Are you a daredevil? Hmm.. to some extent. I love crazy rides, but I think I am both afraid n not afraid of heights. Does neone understand what i jus said? Hahha..

Do looks matter? If u are talkin about findin a friend, no. All that matters is da heart, But pple like celebs, yeah, it is important.

How do you release anger? When I am reelie reelie angry? I said b4, punch da wall. *ouch*

Where is your second home?

Do you trust others easily? yeah. Not totally. But ma dad says I am gullible. I dun think so ba. BAsically, I trust ma friends la. =)

What was your favorite toy as a child? first was barbie dolls, then it became, any doll but barbie dolls, then I dun rmbr le. HAhhaa..

What class in school do you think was totally useless? Lit Unseen. Not the subject, the cher makes it useless.. What do I learn week after week after week? I learn that ma friends are gettin pro-er and pro-er at havein a 50min nap once a week. Lol.

Do you have a journal? nope. is ma blog considered one? haha..

Do you use sarcasm a lot? I dun use sarcasm on a person directly. mayb on ma bro sometimes when I am angry. but fer friends, might be tellin someone else then sarcastic.

What do you look for in a guy/girl? Hmm.. I look fer pple who can understand me and pple whom I can help. (whom I need to understand)

What are your nicknames? *takes a deep breath* mah3 yi3, si2 mah3 yi3, starfish (given to me by pearlene), ant anteater (sop uses this), ant-n-a-deer (given byb ma old neighbour), smart ant (note the irony here. Hahah..), jie mei (only ma jm calls me tt), thea/thea thea, princess (used when I was lil' or should I say when I use to be cute. Haha.. ma folks gave me tt nickname. HAha..) and auntie koh. Haha..

Would you bungee jump? I would like to try. =)

Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? Hmm.. nope. =) lazy gurl here. haha..

Do you think that you are strong? Hmm.. compared to some yes. Compared to others no. Haha..

What's your favorite ice cream flavor? No fave, as long as it is nice, I love ice cream. Look at ma fats, and u know where it came from. (no la, I dun eat THAT much ice cream)

Shoe Size? bout, 6-7

What are your favorite colors? Blue blue blue blue.

What is your least favorite thing about yourself? My inability to stop punching walls (understand?)

How many people have a crush on you right now? how would I know? haha.. I dun think got any ba.

What color pants are you wearing? I am in ma jeans. Blue!

What are you listening to right now? Ma grandma watchin tv? haha.. but gonna listent o da song, live twice.

Last thing you ate? Hmm.. yesterday's supper. Satay I think.

If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Ma fave colour lor.

What is the weather like right now? Sunny. I wish it would start snowin in singapore.

Last person you talked to on the phone? I think it was ma mum. HAha.. was findin her in da hawker last nite. lol.

What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Face and dressing if I am talkin to them. If not, they way they speak to others.

How are you today? rough start. HP screen has become crap. and I still have to use it fer today. Cant see a thing. arrgghh.. too dependant I guess. haiz~

Favorite Drink? Green tea

Favorite Alcoholic Drink? Root Beer? HAhahaa..

Favorite Sport? Hmm.. none in particular. But I like to play table tennis.

Hair Color? Black, a lil brownish sometimes.

Eye Color? Black? I think so..

Do you wear contacts? Nope. Purrfect eyesite. haha..

Favorite Month? December

Favorite Food? Sushi

Last movie you watched? Good question. I think it was robots. quite long ago. I wanna watch the pacifier, but got exams comin up.

Favorite Day of the Year? holiDAY.

Are you too shy to ask someone out? u know.... depends mah. HAha..

Scary movies or Happy endings? Happy endings

Summer or Winter? *WINTER*

Hugs or Kisses? both goes together rite? haha.. show me how u kiss someone w/o hugginn them. =D

Relationships or one night stands? 0.o what kinda question is this? haha.. relationships definitely.

What is your favorite dessert? Dunno. but I like honeydew sago. =)

Living Arrangements? I dun understand this question. I rmbr gene explain to me b4, but I 4get le.

What books are you reading? Ma textbooks, notebooks and BIBLE. Hope to start on Purpose Drven Life soon.

Favorite Game? Use to love CS and RA1/2 (Red Alert la), but now, those games that no need to use brains one. or hardly. Like tetris. HAhahhaa..

What did you watch on TV last night? Some lawyer show. missed smallville. :( haha..

Favorite Smells? Dunno, sweet and pleasant smells. like, some flowers.

What is the first thing you think of when you wake up? hmm... I think 'I wanna sleep summore'

wow! I took so long to do that. Now, almost nine le. okie, I better go shower and get ready to leave. But some lizard went into ma bros short that's hangin in da toilet. EEEeeekkkk!!!!!!!!! scary. so fat summore sia. tata.....

Haiz~

Ok, after so much of unhappiness and stuff goin on since last nite. I decided to blog, altho I was plannin' to cont only after ma mid years. Thought of this so called poem since this morning, so here goes...

Went to bed with a heavy heart,

A depressed spirit

A cryin soul

I expected the next day to get better

Never did I expect to be much less happier

Hardly able to put on a smile in sch

Lost ma cheerful self

Abandoning maself to sorrow

Forgetting all strength and joy I have prayed for

Yet wantin to be a good testimony

Thank God for His perfect timing

To send a bunch of friends

They may not know what they have done fer me

But I thank them from ma heart

A little less depression

And finally, an easy day (rather)

But as the day ends

I am finally all alone bound home

Depressions starts to creep in again

And ma eyes are filled with tears

Oh God I am cryin out to You

Please! Take away ma fears

I want ma family to shine fer God

But now, things aint so right

Lord, U're the God of the impossible

I can do all things with ya might

Once again I go to prayer

And humbly seek Your face

I pray tmr will be better

And I regain my faith.

Ok, mayb that sounds reelie stupid. But it is what I feel. Stupid. Feelin this way, jus cuz of some 'trivial' thing. But I reelie cant take it. And I reelie think the devil is tryin to do smth in ma family. Pls pray fer me pple. too much unhappiness in a family. And it is usually not like tt. It HAS TO STOP!

Neways, I also read Kenny's blog. The white one as some of us would say. I agree fully with his last entry. That people always put on a mask. I guess almost everyone does. And sometimes, we are so afraid people do not like, and cannot accept who we really are. We have two faces and people seldom see the other side, unless they are really close to us. And usually, these are people whom we reelie trust.

Besides God, who are my friends that truly know me? I dont know. But I thank God fer friends who are always there. Esp when it is so late in da nite. Thanks dude. U shud know who u are yeah?

ok. I better stop. I dun wanna go on le. Take care pple.

The flow of da river of God is free

I was jus thinking, do pple read what I write? Is it too lengthy until pple jus dun feel like reading? Cuz I compared ma posts with some pple, and my posts seem very long. Still, compared to some others, it is short. I dunno. But pple certainly aint commenting. Comment leh. Hahaha..

Hmm.. Ps JEan preached in church today. I enjoyed the sermon altho I was super tired. It was about the flow of the river of God. Gene also came to church today. Played with elliot as usual. Oh my. When they play, I would have thot they were 2 pri2 boys. *oopsie* did I jus say that? HAha.. sorry gene. Not meant to hurt ya feelings. (if u do read this) ;) Hahhaa.. funny la. But elliot ended up cryin as usual. Oh my, that is such a silly thing to do. But yeah. Too lazy to add in da detals.

Oh well. Came home and did some studying, then took a wink. Just came back from havin dinner with some aunts, uncles and cuzzez. Delicious. Mmmmmm.. HAhaha.. I am already so fat, but I am still growin man. That's bad. HAha..

Homework.. not all done yet. so I gta stop postin soon. Wanna finish as much as I can. Or else I will feel super lousy. 5 pass year emath papers and I have not even done one.

Well, good news is that no more cca. Not that I go regularly. I know I should In fact, I love playin table tennis. Ok, I will not touch on this. Pple have heard it b4, and I am still branded 'table tennis slacker' by PeiQi and Van gan. Haha.. oh well.... Hee... =)

alritey rite. I will stop here. Pple who read, do leave a note yeah? Haha.. If u all wan la. Not forcin.

Love ya all always. Take care!

-As promised, I am back to norm! =) toldya so. Hee....-

With God's help I WILL pull thru

Ok, today was a reelie bumpy day. Woke up fine, went fer breakfast fine, and did a lil homework FINE! Then when i wanted to get changed fer rangers, elliot kept knocking at da door. I mean, I was already tryin to hurry, cant he jus wait. Ok, I was a lil pissed, but ok...

Ok, I was NOT ok. I was gettin pissed cuz he lost smth and he was like gonna cry. I was busy, so rather flustered. Then, I had to meet ruin at the mrt station and I was already runnin late. Fine, dad got ready fast,even elliot did. BUT, since elliot could not find da thing still, dad spent time reprimanding him upstairs. I was downstairs at the verge of running out of da house and grabbing a cab to da mrt staion. But need to control ma spending. Felt so frustrated. And when I say I feel frustrated, it is not the norm kinda stuff that I get over quickly.

I have to admit that I have not felt this way fer YEARS. Yes, years. Like, outburst of anger. I USED to be like that. And something had changed in me after I have prayed over this issue time and again. But it came back this morning. I promise, IT WILL NOT STAY. I will not let this kinda anger stay in me. It is the devil who will be happy if I am in this state. I dun wan him to be happy. I want to be a pleasing child of God. neways, I was like, bottling everything up. Tryin to at least.

Finally! they came down, and I rushed into da car. Then when we got into da car? dad reprimanded me bout me leavin ma books outside of da house. Yes, I am wrong. But we were already so late, ruin was like rushing me. I had told her I would be there 'soon' like, 15mins ago? so, yeah. There I was, being extremely frustrated over the build up of all the events and worried cuz ruin is not one who likes to wait. And here I am being reprimanded about ma books?! oh my, what timing! I was so angry, but did not argue la. Too frustrated. If I DID argue back, I would not have been able to keep the vol. low. Also, it would not be respecting ma dad, and I was in the wrong after all. neways, I bit maself on da tongue to let pain 'distract' me. I always do that when I am that angry.

Ask ruin. Ma mum made me frustrated the other time, I went to punch da wall. Stupid rite? in the end, knuckles hurt and there was a blue black, these kinda things, I am not even sure if I shud post here. neways, need to get it off ma chest. So, yeah. I bit ma own tongue. Pain. But da pain did not last. Finally, when reach church, only ruin and I were in the room. I just started to say that I felt like screaming and punching something. Then, tears started to flow uncontrollably.

Lol. Now is da embarrasing part. Elhannah came in. I was so shocked. I immediately went to da ladies to wash ma face. Then told them I had to go popular to buy some stuffs. (i did not lie) As I was walkin to popular, tears kept comin. I was like tellin maself to stop it. Sayin it is jus a trival thing. 'What for get so upset? what happened to the peace loving, self controled anthea?' By the time I walked back, I was feelin more sad then angry le.

Well, that is better. I can handle sadness and depression. But anger? nope. Praying does help, but I still feel terrible. Unless the Lord speaks to me. After He spoke to me today, I did feel better. But I regretted some of the stuff I had said to ruin. Will of course NOT say what I told her. It was jus a statement of anger. Or rather, an expression. Oh God, please forgive me for I have sinned. =(

Then the rest of the day, I was like extremely mad. As in, crazy. Laugh for no reason, or came up with stupid jokes. When uncle CP shared devotion, I almost cried. Dunno why also. But I felt like the Lord had spoken to ma heart. It was about treating people nicely, and to forgive pple who have treated u badly. God is so amazing isnt he?

Thank God that gene came today. Finally got to give him that friendship band i bought like, almost one month ago. Lol. It is good to once see him again. It has been so long.. But altho a part of me was happy to see him, a part of me was still reelie sad cuz of what had happened.

Oh well, like what the Bible has said, let everything go after the sun sets. (I did not quote, cuz I dunno the exact verse and chapter.) Ok, for now until the time where the sun goes down, I am jus prayin and keepin ma peace. I reelie mean it now when I say to ya all,

peace.

-Will be back to norm tmr. With God's help I CAN-

In ma Father's Kingdom, there r many rooms

Today, dad said aunty Theresa's mum has gone home to be with da Lord. Well, ma dad said it was a release cuz she was already reelie ill last year. Thank God she is a Christian and is now with the Lord Jesus.

Okie. School was fine. Just that double periods of chem is always very tiring. well, at least one period was spent on experiments. Doing experiments=can talk to van=not so stress. Girls need to talk to relieve stress u see. Hehe.. no la. mayb only true fer some gals. =)

Alrite, then had to leave class early to go and watch the Table Tennis prize presentation. Ming Jing once again did da wrong thing. When she is suppose to pass me a msg, she does not. When she does pass me a msg, she says wrongly. oh my. In the end, I left class early fer nothing. I was not suppose to. But by the time they told me, bell was gonna ring le.

Neways, not angry la. Humans are but humans, and we all make mistakes. As long as we learn from our mistakes, it's fine. yeah? Ok, leaving class early was very farnie. Everyone was saying bye over and over again. It reminded me of the seagulls in Finding Nemo. Hahhaa.. farnie la. That made ma day. surprising eh? something so lame can make me happy. I was smiling almost all the way as I went down da stairs.

Ok. I think I am addicted to Wang Li Hong's cd. At first, I liked some songs. Some were weird tho. Then the more I listen, the more I like it. Now I totally enjoy the cd. Not every song, but mostly la. Oh no.. addiction is no good. Haha.. furthur more, he is handsome! ok ok.. enuff bout him.

Got loads of homework fer da weekend. Esp emath hw. Oh well, I pray this weekend will be fruitful. Planning to get loads of studying done.

Oh no!!! I have not done ma orienteering report! I dont think can finish by tmr leh. Haiz~ Owed it since last COA. tmr is next coa le and I have not done. Oh man. What a shame. And on top of that, I have not replied to ruin's letter,and Jasmine's email. Sorry gals. I will definitely try ma best to make time okie? so so sorry. =/

okie. That's all fer today. All u pple take care yeah? God bless! =)

Still sick, but gettin better! =)

Hello peeps!

Ok, today was fine, but rather hot. Lessons passed by quite quickly. (as usual. hee...) And I am siting beside Ethelyn now. yay! Offered to change seats with her, as in, she sit outside, I sit inside. So tt she can be closer to wen yuan. But she said nv, so, ok lor. Haha.. nething's fine with me. Well, almost. =D Neways, some pple shud be able to understand y I am happy yeah? not to be mean la. but yeah. If u dun understand this, jus move on. =) Haha..

Ok, and chem remedial today? most fruitful of all the past weeks man. Learnt so much more. But the questions were much simpler also. I reelie hope to improve in ma chem cuz I suck at it. Haha.. Well, I am not doin well with ma revision fer MYE, but gotta gear up soon. Actually, gotta gear up and mug NOW. But cant seem to with all da homework still comin in. I know I must do it. So, I will give ma best and ma all. Yeah!

okie. Today, suddenly occurred to me that I did not ask ethelyn, van gan and PQ fer their blog b4. (I thought I rmbr they blogged) so, I ask lor. I dun mind if pple gimme their blog add, but if by givin me their blog add, I am 'invading' their privacy, then I dun mind if they dun wanna gimme. I'm cool with that, so, if u dun wanna gimme ya blog add, jus say so yeah? I wun take it da wrong way. cool.

Also, when I said ma blog add was beutifulcreationofgod, not refering to maself la. HAhahha.. ma skin not sooo thick. lol. As some pple know, I am a lover of nature and God's BEAUTIFUL creation. Hence,the blog add. Hahaha. When I think of it I feel like laughin' lol. I dun praise maself one. Lol.

okies. That's all fer today folks. Jus some lyrics from da planetshaker song, All That I Want:

You're all that I want
You're All that I need
You're all that I want
You're all that I live for in this world

amen! God is all I live for in this world.

Sick

Ok. I am sick since yesterday. I thought I was feelin fine last nite. then, I woke up at 4am to send mum to da airport. She was goin to KL to work. I slept at 12am, so, only 4 hours of sleep. I was super tired today, and nose was runnin all the way thru out da day. Felt like shit. (not as gene describes) but yeah. like shit.

neways, felt slightly better after a loooong nap. Got 2 tests tmr, just studies finish. I pray I will get well soon, being sick is so totally not cool. Esp when u have a test. Haha..

I bought da Wang Li Hong cd le. Did a stupid thing by buyin it at such an ex price. Oh well, too late fer regrets. The songs are ok. First time I heard, I did not reelie like a number of songs. But the more I listen, the more it sounds fine. And after watching the mv, i finally understand y some songs sound so cheena. Lol. Very tribal and cultural kinda instruments and songs. Da MVs were cool. I think very well done. At least most of them la. Haha..

Hmm.. Oh yes. Finally the G4C webbie is ok le. I can finally log in. See. Prayer works. Haha.. ok. I have not much else to say. Just one last thing. I did not know sleepin durin recess was such a wonderful feelin. Hahahaha..

okies. Take care ya'all. cya around.

Church

Today, teen challenge pple came to church, and pastor Sam Kuna preached. Wow, listening to him preach is super encouraging. It is so full of testimonies and the good things God has done. Today, we learnt about how to give thanksgiving under our every circumstance. And, if we know that everything happens cuz of God's will, we can easily give thanksgiving. amen.

ok, most prob goin to buy the wang li hong cd. I reelie like da song forever love. That was after I watched da mtv. And now I think he looks good. Very good. Haha.. ok. I gotta get off da com soon. Gotta study summore. Chinese again. Haha.. I am still tryin to like da subject. As many of u know, I love chinese songs, but I cant speak n write chinese.

okie. short entry today. cYa peeps!

Lord, give me strength

Ok, I have not posted fer bout 2 days? seems long, but not really actually. Once again, thank God fer the wonderful showers of rain fer da past few days. Altho we got caught in da rain while walking towards DBS arts centre fer 12th nite play. Was soaking wet. =) Haha..

Well, the play was ok. Feste was hot! Haha.. ok ok. I will not sound guy crazy. He looks very Robbie Williams la. I will stop at that. The play was actually quite nice, just that they followed too closely to the book. So, since we are doin tt book fer our lit, we just knew like, the exact line that was comin up next. Haha.. but besides that, it was ok. Personaly, I think there was much more sexual innuendo as compared to what we learn during lesson time. ya.

ok. Yesterday, there was table tennis match. We won Presbetarian High, but not Gan Eng Seng. I had to leave early, so did not watch the entire Gan Eng Seng match. Yeah. Cuz had a dinner date with ma mum's super old friend who has come back frm Canada.

Had meet the Parents' session today. It was very long, but loads of useful information give. So, neccesary lo. =) Mdm lum was nice when speakin to ma dad. Haha.. She appears to be so warm. Like, when I greet her along da corridor, she looks so shy. But when I greeted her jus now, she went 'Hello!' Hahaha.. seems so different. Well, I like her no matter how scary she can be. She has made me like Amath. Hee..

As you can see frm ma title. I am super super shag. On the night of da play, I slept at 1.30am. ok, this may seem like nothing to some pple, but I am a person who needs ma sleep man. I was so sleepy the next day. And even that night, I did not get the hours I needed. So today, also tired tired. Summore got meet da parents. Lol. Thanks man. Lol..

Well, what else. Oh ya. we changed sitting arrangements in class. Now sitting beside Regina. She can be quite scary sumtimes. Lol. Using a tone that makes ma hair stand and all tt. But I try to tolerate. hee.. not tt it's a bad thing la. Just that, it makes ma hair stand, and uncomfortable. But I guess I shud adapt yes? =)

okie. That is a quick update on these 3 days. I am super tired now, and feelin kinda loss. Dunno y. I guess when I am tired I feel easily depressed, frustrated and irritated. I dun wanna be tt way. Dun wanna flare, so, must practice self control. So, I say again, Lord, give me strength.

Good nite peeps.

Busy Day Tomorrow

Today was not a bad day at all. Only that mien mien's lesson was as usual, makin ma blood boil. Haha.. As jamie described, drowning in ma boredom. I told her I was at the seabed of the sea of boredom where ma coffin lies. =) Haha.. lame la. But that was da only thing tt made me laugh.

neways, skool was good besides tt. Mdm Faridah didn't come. We love her, but we reelie need a break from all da lessons. And during tt one period, finished Amath homework. So, now I am free to blog. =) We were as good as like, 6pple sharing 1 amath textbk. Lol.. Very farnie.

Tmr is gonna be a super busy day. Altho a short day, I gotta rush home, bathe, change, then prep fer tuition. If ma planning is accurate, I kinda have to rush off not long after tuition. most prob meetin van, PQ, ethelyn, wen yuan n dunno who fer dinner b4 catching da 12th nite play at DBS arts cetre. Kinda excited about it actually. I miss watching plays.

Oh well.. still have not reelie decided what to wear tmr. As ne other gal, I like to mix n match ma clothes. But fat pple dun have much clothes to wear. except tee shirts. Haha.. see how la. Hope not to underdress. Haha..

neways, nothing much to say today. but reelie, thank God fer da rain once again. It is super cooling and shiok. =D Love love love da rain. okiez. love u guys too. Later!

The Cross

Today, church was good. Pastor Chia preached. Before svc, jus b4 praise and worship session ended, God showed me smth. I was suddenly reminded of what ma mum use to scold me when I was young. I was reelie hurt then, then when talkin to ma bro b4 sleepin last nite, we were talkin about it. So, it was disturbin me all of a sudden during svc, and I started to cry. God showed me da cross, and I felt that He was showing me every hurt I have is on the cross, and He has bore all my pain, and I need not cry nemore cuz He loves me. I felt so much better and so loved.

God's love is da best. Amen? He will nvr leave us nor forsake us. That is His promise. Amen.

Today was Qing Ming, but I did not go. Ma gran did not go, so ma dad said can go church. I was reelie happy. Haha.. when came home from church, almost all ma mum's relatives were here. Pleasent surprise too. But we did not do much. I was feelin very shag, but did finish emath homework b4 goin fer a nap. Lol.. I intended to sleep fer 2hours. but turned out to be more then 3. Lol.. I am such a pig. Not that I can help it. Hee.. =)

Hmm.. not many pple have been postin on ma blog. But nvm la. I hope that pple would be able to be encouraged by nething I write. Esp bout God. Also, to let pple who know me know what is goin on in ma life. If they not interested then nvm lor.. Haha..

Jus got off the phone with JM. Farnie sia. We are not suppose to talk on da phone after 10, but she called after 10. Lol.. then talk and talk laugh and laugh. haha.. Good thing I was not about to sleep yet, or else cant sleep. Lol..

Well, gotta go to sleep soon. Will be studyin ma chinese a bit more then do QT, then I'm off to bed. Tmr's gonna be quite a long day. Got piano lessons summore. Okie, I am off le. Good nite pple. =)

Sweet Aroma of A Burnt Offering

Today was aunt shou yih's bdae. Jus came back from a wonderful dinner. haha.. I am fat enough le, but the food was good. Also had rangers today. I found it very relaxing today. Don't know y. We spent all the programme time catching up on the bible studies that we missed out on cuz of planetshaker's conference, and other events. It was good to do Bible study fer bout 1/2 to 1 hour.

Smth I learnt from yesterday's quiet time: [Leviticus1] The sweet aroma of a burnt offering pleases the Lord. This is mentioned a several times in one chapter. I was thinking bout our praise and worship. Although it is not BURNT, it is an offering. And when we present our praise n worship as an offering, it's pleasing in God's sight.

Ok. fer rangers, I have not even done a single one of ma orienting essays. Need to do asap, but got tons of homework. Yet, COA is next week. So, gotta somehow rush by this week. See hoe things go.

Cell group last nite was good. Did not get to see baby Esther tho. She did not come. But it's ok. Haha.. I am not crazy bout her like ruin is crazy bout roy. Lol.. neways, there was loads of sharing during last nite's cell gathering. It is encouraging also. smth I learnt frm last nite is: If God asks u to do smth, no matter how u try to avoid doin it, u will have to do it in the end. Haha.. So, if you are not sure it is God, you will know in time. =)

It rained again today. So shiok sia. Rain was quite heavy, but by the time I got out of bed, the rain had stopped. But weather was still very cool. So I sat in da front porch and did ma homework. It was a fruitful morning.

Hmm.. but smth bad tt happened today was tt ma gran blacked out. She jus fainted b4 ma mum's eyes. As some pple know, ma gran has been stayin with me fer da pass one to two months, cuz no one to look after her at home. She is getting well pretty fast, and God has been so good. (she is not a Christian) However, this morning she blacked out fer a few seconds and landed on the floor. When she got up, she was shocked cuz she did not know what had happened, but her right hip hurts. Pls pray fer her yeah? Greatly appreciated. Thanks. =)

Lastly, bought new shoes one or two days ago. Wore it fer da first time today. Very comfortable. And it was cheap too.. Lol. Did not expect to see proper shoes in Giant. But oh well, I guess I was wrong. =) And thank God I can save ma mum's money. hee...

Okie, that's is all fer today. So far, mum has not seen me on da com. But if she des I am afraid of the yelling that MIGHT come. Hahaha.. nah.. she is not THAT scary la. hahah.. neways C ya guys soon. Take Care!

thea

April Fools' Day

Haven't blogged fer a few days le, so a slight update.

Erm.. Thank God fer da rain yesterday. Made da weather so wonderful. And thank God fer da slight drizzle today also.

Er.. There was speech day on wed. It was quite boring at first, but the performances were quite good. I enjoyed the handbell performance. Phantom of the Opera songs. There coordination as a group really amazes me. And the timing is so perfect. Great job guys. =) Before speech day went out with regina and samantha fer da first time. Eng Chen/Jamie was there too. It was ok.. Haha. Just that, anime is just not ma thang. Haha.. Also, I am broke, so did not have the freedom to spend any amount of money i want on whateva I want. Haha..

I think this week of being broke has really taught me a lot. Well, the Bible says we must be a good steward rite? And I am not bein a gd steward of ma finance. So mus learn. yeah.

Well, today in skool, although it is april fool's day, not much happened la. All cuz we played a trick on miss ng, then she wet blanket. Haiz~ Not spotting at all. Irritating. BUT, ms leong was quite a good sport, and just laughed things off. HAha.. she was not at all angry or nething. Rather, jus amused. Oh well.. Haha..

Oh yes. Got smth like a testomony. Recently I found ma Amath rather difficult. As in, the topic on Rate of change (differentiation), then suddenly I understood almost everything. So, yeah, thank God fer da enlightenment. Hahahha.. =P

Today wanted to go and support the table tennis match at cheung cheng. But I decided not to as I was too tired. Furthurmore, got tons of homework, and there will be cell grp tonite. Suppose to prepare songs, but mayb I will jus let them do it the old way fer once. The one where pple flip the songbook and choose the songs they wanna sing. Cuz lio n gene not comin tonite, I feel weird leading a bunch of adults w/o them to lead. hee.. basically, I am chickening out la. ;) Lol..

Oh ya. I wanted to read the book 'The Da Vinci Code', but I decided to stop today, after reading half of da first chapter during reading period. Not only is it bout cult groups, there's blasphemy in it. So, I think I'll pass. Hoping to start on Purpose Driven Life soon.

Ok, I have been reading the book of Exodus in the Bible. Just finished the last chap last nite. I have learnt quite a lot from the last few chapters. Basically:

1) Obedience to the Lord is important
2) Do not lean on ya own understanding, cuz God knows the bigger picture
3) God's presence is very important

Well.. that sums up the last few chapters fer me. =)

Ok. That's all fer now. Happy april fool's day peeps! Take care yeah?

ps://ruin, I dunno about ya name appearing thingy, but uare weird. HAha.. My sms mah, not yours. Not even u pay. lol.. Take care gurl. ;)