JC talks and prelim results

yester had JC talks.. VJ's was da most fun.. but somehow I think i wont go there even if I can make it.. and I mean IF I can make it.. I think I wanna go SAJC.. still prayin about it tho.. I will let the Lord choose ultimately..

Today started of slack.. then when i got back ma papers, JM and I were so so down.. I mean like, ma L1R2 is alreasy 10! how great can that be? amath had B4 and English had B3.. I need a miracle and I know it is not comin.. :( JM and I went subway.. we started becomin a lil more chatty.. but spirits still very down.. even now.. feel so disappointed altho I expected worse.. I think it is cuz of eng.. i mean.. Amath was better then what I expected, but so many did much better than me.. I cried after an hour? so lagging rite.. lol..cried then told maself to quickly stop or else everyone will see.. :(

after subway, somehow bein with JM and the subway aunty cheered me up.. but once I was alone again.. I felt that immense sadness kinda thing? yeah.. was like, jus so upset.. then dad picked me up from aljunied mrt.. went to cut hair.. well, more of trim la..

well, at least now I know why i keep dropping so much hair.. hiya.. my stupidity la.. same reason as ma poor results.. :( well, I just have to give ma best fer ma O's.. I'm prayin fer da best and sticking to the timetable I have planned.. prayin it will work.. =)

well, in the meantime, I will try to keep ma spirits up so it will not affect ma studying.. but I am so afraid of what ShE will say.. somehow I feel less motivated and less encouraged.. haiz~ please keep me in prayers aight?

yet another movie marathon!

haha.. woohoo.. I cant believe I went fer another movie marathon today! wow! watched The Myth and Sound of Thunder.. haha.. it was like a last minute decision.. I was so so suprised.. thank you so much! ruin, helped me thank ya folks loads and loads okie? and thank you so much too.. aiyo.. they pay fer both movies, so pai seh..

ok, tmr I will get all the BBQ money back.. then I can start gettin ma financial accounts into order.. now, I am like almost totally cashless.. no money to draw from bank le.. haiz~ I feel so insecure..

ok, today, fer da first time, I got to try mini melts.. yummy! ruin jie shao one.. it was good.. :)

kie.. fer The Myth and Sound of thunder, I would say, not much of storyline.. but I enjoyed it.. haha.. fer those of u who liked Jeressic park, u would like SSound of Thunder.. for The myth.. it would be pple who like movies about past life and dreams ba.. a lil traditional touch to it too.. haha.. and got Jacky Chan! haha.. I love his movies.. ma dad too..

haiz~ I feel bad today.. had to leave in a rush.. so did not get to give aunty Kwai ying her hug.. I was looking fwd to it too.. but we had to rush off fer da movie.. so, ya lor.. tried to ask ma dad to tell her if he saw her, but he didnt.. I feel bad.. hmm.. but I dun even have her hp number leh.. oh wells.. :(

tmr I have got to start studying le.. well, this 'last day of freedom' has been well spent.. thanks ruin and family.. :)

movie marathon and BBQ

woo! movie marathon was great! it was fun and we refused to go home till we finished all three episodes of the Lord of the Rings.. it was so fun laughin at wen cuz she was so blur.. hahaha.. it was cool.. I think we should movie marathon again after O levels.. haha..

ok.. BBQ started of rough.. when starting fire, I did not know whether to laugh or cry.. haha.. well, I shared with some cmdrs y le.. haha.. it was a good laugh.. well, when i went home with wen, it was about 10pm? yeah..

well, the cabbie was a lil freaky yet friendly.. I wont say why here.. but, yeah..it was a lil freaky.. I also told some cmdrs.. I was so happy yester.. yet, JM and I actually felt bad fer not study.. must be gong's fault..haha.. he go and bring her stupid tuition hw to the house.. haha.. so we all blame her.. hee.. :D

ok.. this morning went out with mum and elliot to parkway.. had lunch and they looked around in MPH. the cafe was so cosy.. I am SO full now.. goodness.. haha.. today is ma second last day of freedom.. I have to enjoy it.. hee.. ma full gear of studying HAS to start on monday.. wish me all the best guys!

always keeping many of u in prayers.. Love to ya all.. God bless.. :D

Sleepy and body aching

I am so tired and ma shoulders are aching.. haha.. spent so so much time on the computer today.. ok.. I woke up reelie late.. 1030am? haha.. that is a luxury already comparing with normal school days.. ok, then I used the com, went on G4C. woah! so many things to read sia..haha.. so reply reply.. in the meantime, also planned ma O level studying schedule.. did half way, JM say she leaving sch le.. and it was drizzling, so had to bring an unbrella to da bus stop and shelter her.. haha..

then she came over.. we dilly dally, watch tv, talk.. then started planning fer tmr's BBQ.. we today reelie slow sia.. when she came to ma place it was 2+? but when we left fer shop n save it was already almost 5 I think.. lol..

haha.. U should have seen elliot's face when JM came into the room in her FBT shorts.. haha.. this innocent 8yr old looked bewildered sia.. he looked at her with the expression that said 'y is she in her underwear'.. haha.. okok.. I wont go on.. wont be so nice.. yes JM.. I am maluing u again.. hee..

then we went to shop fer da stuffs at shop and save, then after that, we went...... SUBWAY! haha.. heavenly.. and the same aunty was there.. one of the two that recognises us.. haha.. woah.. the things we bought were so heavy sia.. carry until ma back was aching..

then had to wait fer ma dad cuz i asked fer a ride.. so, stood there.. play hp games tryin to distract maself.. haha.. it worked.. then once I got into the car, i started devouring ma SUBWAY sandwich after giving ma folks a bite each.. haha.. no, not I bite them, they bite the sandwich! hiyo.. haha..

then I started using the com again around 9+? until now, which is like, 12am? haha.. oh dear.. woah.. I did not realise it has been so long.. chatted with quite a number of pple on msn.. it has been so long since I chatted with pple on msn.. felt like, good! haha..

I feel good, ma O level studying shedule is out! yeah! I will definitely wanna put ma mest into followin it.. if i do, it means I can study finish fer O's and still have about another week fer extra revision.. I know there are many who have already been super prepared.. well, I cant look at the lost time and pout can I? so, I will just make the best of the time I have now.. =)

okie.. i am off ot do ma quiet time then off to dreamland.. no JM! not lala land.. DREAMland.. haha.. nitey nite.

The Longest Yard & End of Prelims!

Yeah! I love the movie! yeah! yeah! haha.. well, I would give it bout 3.5 to 4 stars.. haha.. The plot was good, Adam Sandler was funny and good.. and the bad guys lost.. well, I think some parts were morally wrong, but I think on the whole I enjoyed the movie loads.. It made ma tiredness fly away.. haha..

Had lunch with JM at subway b4 that.. it was fun! haha.. as usual she eats so much slower then me.. lol.. and the aunty recognise us le! haha.. recognise me at least.. *grins* Then we were sittin at the same place where the guy keep swinging the door and it always almost hit me.. haha.. we were doin something lame.. cuz I saw these skool pple asking 'Can I have this meal please'.. I was like,' No cannot..' haha.. then Jm and I started counting how many pple ask 'Can I'? Lol.. so farnie.. In the end got 10.. haha..

ok.. I know we are lame.. but JMs are JMs.. we are like that when put together.. hahahaha.. then we went to shop arnd.. bought ma bro's bdae prezz le.. I know it is too early.. that's y I will hide it.. Just in case he reads ma blog, I wont say out what the prezz is.. JM helped me out a lil... thanks hon.

ok.. lastly, yeah! PRELIMS ARE O-V-E-R! over! yeah! haha.. I can rest fer a few days now.. let me see.. I am gonna sleep in tmr while the phy pple still have pract.. ha!

*hides from flying stone again*

then I will decide what to do when I wake up.. Hmm.. mayb do more quiet time.. Quiet times are getting more and more wonderful.. I love God so much..and I know HE loves me too.. And HE loves all HIS children.. Praise the lord fer that! yeah!

Bio Pract paper..

I am so happy.. Tiara taught me how to play a song on piano while we were in lock up.. It was so boring until our classmates came! only Jessica and I in shift one lor.. it was like, forcing maself to study.. then mr Sng was behind reading 12th nite.. lol.. Rum rum keep disrupting him.. lol.. then they laugh laugh laugh.. Jessica and I decided to go to the other side of the hall cuz pple were so noisy.. then ltr, our class pple came.. we say the person who was playing the piano make us so sian.. so we all go and chase her away.. hee.. no la.. we just intimidate her by outnumbering her.. hee... :)

Tiara taught me and mel this lovely song.. I love it.. but I cant play two hands yet.. will practice tho.. Tiara and Shar are so good at piano man.. *jealous* haha..

yay! tmr last paper! Hallelujah! should be going out with JM fer lunch tmr to celebrate the end of ma papers.. she poor thing still got Physics pract.. haha..

k la.. That is all I have to say today.. to everyone: jia you! we almost over with prelims le..

More prelim papers over!

ok.. the past few papers have been nothing but hard, terrible and depressing.. Chem today was the hardest.. BOTH papers were hard! my goodness.. like one half diffeicult not enuff.. I feel so stressed up and depressed.. today ma dad said a statement that made be burst into tears.. in front of ma bro summore.. in hawker centre summore! so mah lu.. heh. he said 'if it is so hard means u did not prepare enuf HOW HARD CAN PRELIMS BE?" those words in caps are the ones that made me cry..

How hard can it be? as ma classmates. ask the whole level..Ok, there are always some who can ahndle ANY paper.. but ask the majority.. 1st three months is out of the question to me.. but to them I can.. no! no no! please try to understand.. :(

anyway.. thank God that today's Amath paper was easier then the first one.. that was the easiest paper of all three.. but still, it was too hard.. man! So depressing.. but the good thing is that tmr only got Bio pract.. :)

ok.. I wanna thank some pple..

wz kor: thanks fer all ya support! must take care of yourself ok? dont try too hard.. mei is busy, but will keep u in prayers..

Ruin;Ring;MBB2;Greens1: haha.. thanks cuzz fer all ya support and prayers.. BABY COUSIN! haha.. I am keepin ya tooth and back in prayers too yeah? Dont care about HER and let this kinda pple make u sad ok? I will always be here for u.. tho I am not in ya sch.. jus sms me kie? :) *closes ears so wont hear all the ranting about ma sms number* hee... dont nag ah.. hahaha.. I jus wanna be there fer u cuzz.. :)

jasmine: fer visiting ma blog and encouraging me.

mr Z: thanks fer keepin in touch once in a while tho u are so busy..

okie.. and to all who have prayed fer me and encouraged me in one way or another.. thank u so so much.. I reelie appreciate it..

Geog elective paper over!

okie.. so 4 more days and all ma prelim papers are O-V-E-R over! well, I think I am gonna do pretty bad this round..mayb the worse in all ma four years in cedar.. haiz~ oh well, todays paper was another average paper.. the kind that A's are OUT of the question? lol.. but on the other hand, I have not been doin well in geog all along.. I dun have common sense..so, haha.. cant be helped.. neway, thank God I did not fall asleep during ma paper.. as I mentioned, gettin sicker and sicker.. (most likely cuz I dun eat like I'm sick.. apetite go down, but the lil I eat is eveything I should NOT eat) hee..

oh ya! xiang yee jie jie is back from Canada! she came over to ma place yesterday.. I was so happy.. but had to study.. she is so so nice.. u can never imagine her angry.. hehe.. she is so nice.. :) talking about Canada, kor going back tmr.. so sad.. time flies.. but oh well, he will be graduating in like, 4 months?

ok la.. that is all fer today.. I ended at 9.20 am today! haha.. :) early rite?

*hides from flying stones thrown from the physics pple* hahaha..

Prelim: Bio 1 & 2, Amath 1 over! (sick..)

ok.. I have to say that the abv prelim papers were not good.. it was so hard la! I am going to die.. Bio MCQ was quite easy, but when we saw the paper 2, all of us were like.. what?! bye bye first 3 mths of JC.. lol.. Amath, paper 2 will be on monday.. I pray it will be easy, cuz the first paper was a killer.. but some said it was the easier half.. so they heard.. haiz~

ok.. I think I am not gonna get well even after my antibiotics finish.. I feel as if I have a fever comin down any moment.. and I wake up from ma nap exhausted.. how great is that? and I still have A LOT of studying to do.. tmr's geog paper.. I have not even finished reading a chap.. I think I can only briefly read le.. no time to memorize everything.. I have such poor time management.. argh!

ok.. the whole day, ma tongue feels tasteless and ma throat feels like bitter.. so I went to eat spicy chips (given I am already havin cough).. haha.. then after drinking water, tasteless and bitter again.. so latr I ate spicy otah! but again. after a glass of water, the taste is gone! man! I feel bad.. I hate being sick..

k la.. I cant blog fer long.. gotta go and study geog.. ttyl! :)

Prelim:Emath P1 n SS.. done!

yeah! another two papers over.. well, the Emath paper was easier then expected.. but I dont think I can get distinction le.. As for SS, was never able to get A1 neways.. It was do-able.. thank God that ma flu, cough, phlegm n sore throat did not affect me. I even felt as if a fever might come over me. Lol.. but it was aight.. lasted enough..

then went to macs to eat lunch (hee.. i know i know, I am sick) and study with JM. We wanted to look at some solutions to the Amath questions we did not know how to do, so we go Popular n pretend to browse. hehe.... *shhhh* then we saw the solutions lor.. lol.. in the end, realised the question was so so simple la! haha..

ok ,then went fer piano. It was, ok. I was so tired. Kept playing wrong notes also. but ma teacher is helpful la. He doesnt demand things from me. So, my tiredness went away a lil during piano.. :) thank God fer that too..

okie.. gotta prep fer tmr's paper.. Take care ya all! and all the best fer the upcoming papers!

having laid out a plan..

wow.. I decided since I am so so slow in ma revision, I need to put out a specific plan.. I have planned an hourly schedule fer studyin fer ma prelims.. meaning, I plan every hour and what i will be doin in those hours.. I think it helps.. so far so good.. well, so far is only one day.. haha.. I missed out a lil cuz of tv.. man! I have to catch up today.. haha.. I am sure I will work smth out..

hey, guess what?! I have to study about 7hours a day min to be on sched.. I am suprised I almost did 7hours yeaterday.. principal says 9hours a day.. fer me? impossible.. lol.. I think at the present rate I go, I will finish one round of revision just in time..

neways, I wanna thank God fer such supportive parents.. esp ma dad.. I was so so stressed about not makin it fer ma prelims.. then ma dad reminded me that no matter what happenes, it is all in God's plan. Timely reminder.. thanks dad.. (but he doesnt read ma blog) haha.. then I told ma mum that I give up on chem.. she said I was being ridiculous.. well, I reeeeeelie cant do chem la.. I will just give ma best neway, but least priority..

man! I am craving fer subway now.. haiz~ no time to go out la.. nvm.. mum took the day off.. tonite, goin to da club to bowl and eat dinner.. club food.. *yummy* oh yes.. did I mention that I am just eating, sleeping and studyin recently? my weight is incresing lor.. I am already so fat and ma weight is incresing.. *Yeeeeekkkkss!!!!* ma fats are disgusting.. man! anthea is disgusting.. heh.. somebody save me!!! ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!

haiz~ I think I got a flu comin down.. save me!! peeps, keep me in prayers ok? I dun wanna be sick during prelims! ahh! hahaa..

okie.. I am off to study le.. ciao.. :)

ps/ to all those studying, jia u wor!

mugg mugg mugg...

ok, I am glad with the work I did yesterday.. It was not the best I could do, but I definitely put in more effort then the previous 2 days.. today, did quite a lot.. but ended up playin with ma bros.. 'wasted' 2hours..nvm, can catch up later..

this morning, woke up at 5.45am to fetch mum to the airport.. I find that, the sad thing when she has to fly so early, is that she always scared she gets late, then get a lil pissed.. neway, sad things aside, we had a good breakfast at the airport together.. the whole family.. :) that was good.. mujm flew to indonesia.. she will be comin back later tonite..

well, that is all about I have to say about today.. besides, airport and studying, I did not do much else.. so, yar lor.. short entry today..

later guys..

used da capo! yayness! :)

Mum went to KL this morning, goin to airport to pick her up soon.. she went there fer a meeting.. this morning I had lit remedial.. kept getting reminders from God not to get angry.. I was like a pot of boiling water..haiz~ inside was boiling, but cant tell from the outside.. (or so I thought)

had yummy cake today.. haha.. dad's birthday cake (from yester).. yummy yummy.. oh no, I am already so fat, and I still am eating so much.. oh no... oh no.. hahaha..

I tried using the capo just now.. wow! I finally find some songs from worshiptogether.com singable.. haha.. all along was like, tryin to scream da song out, or transpose, then end up too low, or awkward.. now, suddenly like so much more comfortable.. lol.. is anthea dumb or dumb? I know! she's dumb! hahahah..

okie.. that is about all I have to say.. love u guys always.. :)

God's perfect timing..

I wanna thank God, ma heavenly father so so much.. He made ma day.. He rocks and always will.. As u can see from ma prev post, I was so so sad and I did not know why.. All the way till piano lesson.. then jus b4 piano lesson, JM smsed me..

I was kinda sad cuz she seemed pissed with me that day.. And I was angry and sad.. but I put it behind me.. and jus now, we talkd as if nth had happened.. that is da first thing i wanna thank God fer.. :)

next, piano lesson was great.. After it, I felt so happy and relaxed... haha.. see? who says I should stop piano cuz of ma O's.. no way! lol.. If i quit piano, mayb ma L1R5 will be.. erm...........54! hahaha.. ok ok.. choi choi.. touch wood.. *puts hand on JM's head* haha..

after that, Ruin made ma day.. she cheered me up.. I thank God fer MBB2/G1.. this cousin of mine reelie brings joy to me.. thanks dearie.. love ya loads.. thanks so so much.. :)

and now, I feel happy.. well, I am goin out to celebrate ma dad's birthday.. oh no! he is comin home! I have not wrapped e prezz I just bought fer him yet.,. okie.. I am off.. all in all, I thank God.. HE never fails to surprise me..

~just when I thought I was in a valley, u lifted me up abv ma worries~

Thank You Jesus!

Feelin down..

As above, I dont know why I feel this way. Yesterday, went fer Penang Hawker Fair. Yummy food.. It was good.. was prepared to go home to try to study cuz I am one week behind ma schedule le.. when I reached home, felt so tired despite ma long nap.. ate too much? I dunno..

then, I was lying on the bed, jus thinkin.. I felt so so sad.. dunno why.. so, jus cried and cried.. but ma bros were in the room, so did not make any sound. Cried out to God, asked for His comfort. Was totally not in the mood to study.. so, finished up jus one chapter of bio, then did ma quiet time.. after that, went to bed..

today is dad's birthday, that is one thing to be glad about.. made him a card just now.. I hope he likes it.. I hope to get him a prezz later, before I go fer piano.. oh ya, elliot is gonna learn piano soon.. that is, if ma teacher says can.. I smsed him, but he never reply.. dunno la.. so many pple I sms nvr reply.. nvm la.. not like I reply all the time also..

haiz~ I dont know what's goin on inside me la.. no mood for nething also.. have to try to do bio le.. somehow I feel like sitting in a corner and hug myself and cry.. but I think it would be a waste of time.. it will affect ma prelims also.. haiz~

~want someone to love me~

WeLcOmE bAcK KoR!

woot.. guess what! ma kor is back from Canada! haha. Just now he smsed me, I was so so suprised.. such a pleasant suprise! and tmr, he will be joining us fer rangers, how great is that? haha.. ok, there I was, singing over ma handphone to lee si cuz she has to lead songs fer her cell grp tmr.. (lol.. still cant believe I did that) then we ended up chatting fer over an hour or so. then when I hung up, I saw ma phone had one msg, I was thinkin, must be ruin or pokie askin me about tmr's stuff.. then I saw the starting, hey mei.. Well, the only 2 pple who call me mei are wz and ma kor. haha.. wz dun have ma hp number, so I was like.. hmm? haha..

then when I read the msg, I was like woot! haha.. such a pleasant suprise.. welcome back kor! missed u so so much.. =)

ok.. I am going to go blind already. I decided to type out ma lit homework instead of writing it because typing would be much faster. Guess what, cuz I talked to lee si on da phone jus now, I only started work at about 12 am.. I stopped at 2.15.. Goodness... I have not even finished 1/2 of the 45 questions la.can u imagine if I wrote them out? hand sure cramp sia.. so, I type.. ma eyes becoming blur blur le.. lol.. I did not take any breaks.. Quite happy with maelf actually.. man! I need to finish those questions or else that she-devil will hound us we will all die.. haha.. literally.. 0.O

okie.. I think I will go off to do ma quiet time now, then off to bed. Will have a good rest, then tmr, i shall continue with the 45 questions until it is time fer rangers.. :) okie.. cya guys tmr..

Good nite~ ZZZZZzzzzzzzzz...........

English prelim paper..

man! english sure was hard as compared to O'level standard.. dunno y, but during the paper1, ma thoughts jus could not flow.. even writing a simple sentence made me confuse.. lol.. I re-wrote ma whole speech cuz of the poor language.. finished on the dot.. scary? definitely.. and ma pen's ink dried up on me, so differently colour also.. at least I re-wrote.. thank God I finished copyin on time tho..

tonite got cell leader's training, so no cell.. haiz~ might as well la.. I need to study bio also neway.. well, at least got smth happy to share.. ma mum decided to give me one of her mp3s.. I know many of you already have one.. I am considered slow.. but who cares la.. haha.. I am glad I will start bringin music around with me again.. ever since ma discman's batt spoiled, i have not brought music with me liao.. thank God, thanks mum.. :)

I have this sad kinda feelin inside, I dunno y.. mayb I am jus tired? dunno.. neways, wanna thank all of u who visit ma blog and tag ma board.. xie xie ni men.. =) oh yes, and also, thanks wz fer all ya encouragement all the time altho I take super duper ultra long to reply.. haha..