Cycling and Orientation 2

ok, cycling. It was SUPER tiring. haha.. when we made the wrong turn I couldnt take it le. the terrain was just too tough for unfit me. haha.. I almost fainted. <- THIS IS NOT AN EXPRESSION! yes! I nearly fainted as in u know, vision blurred, heat rate speeded up loads and I find it hard to breathe etc etc? yeah. but thank God, after taking a sweet and drinking so much water, felt much better. thank God for aunty julie and kor.if not, I dunno what happen liaos. haha..

then, we all ate dinner at changi. nasi lemak! yummm.. =D had to queue for 15 mins lor. haha.. so long. but it was worth it la. =D oh ya, I forgot to say where we cycled. PULAU UBIN =)

today had first day of orientation 2. know the disease called boredom? yeps. that was basically what I suffered from during most of the day. lol. but there were definitely some ups about my day!

1) got to go crazy with JM's guit seniors: yoyo, jingxian and xiao wen. haha! one crazy bunch man! jus like JMand me

2) got to go subway and see aunties and uncle. of course, got to eat subway with Jm also =)

3) had piano lesson

well, if u notice, it has ZILCH to do with the orientation prog. lol. seriously, I was bored stiff. ok la, made some friends, got to know some pple, and got to dislike some pple. oh well, that's how the world was made rite? not everyone can be likable. or rather, I wont be able to like everyone. haha..

van: so sad lor! I separated from u. U have THREE cedarians in ya OG and I have NONE. haha.. life's not fair. I know. BUT......BUT.......BUT.... HAH! =) oh wells..

JM: I cant wait to join you in guitar on wed! I AM NOT PRO IN GUITAR LOR! stop spreading rumours! blech! *bish*

SAJC

today, I went to SAJC during shar and ken's last period. joinned them for a while in the lib then went to find a teach. I am so not used to calling ken: kenny. haha.. too used to it. then when pple just simply call him kenny, I have to refer to him as kenny. argh! haha..

met some nice pple. I went for the Saints For Christ session today. it was fun and refreshing. I met this girl that I rmbr from the Sa open house. she is so sweet and soft spoken. so nice. I liked SFC cuz I felt like I could really express myself (not go crazy la, but can share). and study the Bible, etc etc etc. then some teach wanted us to stay to learn some songs for chapel. then she ask me to hang around also. then I was like, ohh.. ok lor. I thought, anything la. then this guy, Joshua, shar's classmate. he suggested going home instead. lol. so, we just left lor. nice guy to talk too. something about fellowshiping with fellow bros and sis in Christ. it's just such a wonderful thing I dont know how to express in words. =)

so, yeah.. that's about all that happened today. oh ya! there was a rumour spreading in the SA lib that the posting was out! so, we all went to check. I saw TPJC. although I was mostly expecting it, I felt so sad I felt like crying. but, i did not la. then ken had to comfort his friend who was sad she was staying in SA. haha.. I didnt know if I should have laughed or cried. ironic isnt it? heh..

the thing I so so love about SA is that the culture is so welcoming and nice. I mean, It's not even my first proper day there or anything and I feel like crying just at the thought of probably not being able to get into Sa.

I am in a dilemma cuz I rmbr God promising me that I would be in SA. well, I will just hold the floodgates and pray about it. IF I really end up in TP, I say this trying to be optimistic, SO BE IT. Lord give be strength I pray..

it's been a long time..

as mr Z said, long time no 'see' me. haha.. well, have been quite busy and too tired. quick update, we got to learn marching on sat! yay! I think it was fun. haha.. well, percy plunged a hole in the wall summore lor. and what did he do? lean on it. haha.. hilarious.

today, only managed to run 4 rounds. next 3 rounds could only walk, cuz had leg cramps. felt so lousy man. jumping was ok. silver la. and I was quite happy with the inclined pull ups. I did 14! yay! and I have not even been doing my regular push ups! =) haha..well, this will be my last PT pe in IJC, might as well try my best rite? tmr will be my last games pe in IJC. oh well..

thurs, planning to watch Casanova with classmates. mum says it's quite enjoyable. cant wait to watch it. even if they end up cancelling the outing or smth, I will still go catch a movie. haha.. I was planning to already anyway. haha..

poor Albert was sooo lonely today. samuel was absent and so, he was the only guy in our class. sad case. but oh wells, had an interesting conversation with him about different churches and our beliefs. but time was a constraint. it's interesting to find out more about each other's beliefs and the differences between our churches, etc etc etc.. =) PTL!

okie. I am so looking fwd to choir tmr. I like choir sessions, although I cant sing well. but oh well.. at least it's fun. :)

till next time, later!

Windsurfing..

As ruying requested =) haha.. well, in short, thank God for nice weather. It didnt rain, it was sunny and it was windy. well, not that I love the sun. but when u are in the water, it doesnt matter so much. haha... I kinda got burnt. haha.. but it's ok. at least i was not the only one. haha.. lio got burnt too. and guess what? all he did was watch us surf! hee.. the price commanders have to pay. =)

I find that windsurfing, for these two lessons, it's hard to balance and pull up the sail at the same time. we all kept gettin thrown off balance. haha.. so, it was tiring. but yeah, so what? it was fun! haha.. and the instructors were nice, ever willing to be patient with us. well, without that lil supervision, I might have slcked. hahahha..

Well, I did not manage to sail in the end. but I almost got into sailing postition. hee =) well, we all got our sailing cert. that's one thing to be glad about =) hahaha.. nice orange card..

ok, I almost died during PE today. but thank God, the teachs suddenly so supportive.. and I lasted the 8 rounds. haha.. felt tired but good after that. haha.. and all the body aches I got from sailing were gone! haha.. but on the other hand, my face was redder and pinker then ever. hee.. :D

another thing I wanna thank God for is all my friends who made me feel so much better after I got back my results last fri. specifically to JM, lio, mr Z, wz korkor and william. actually, so many pple la. all the aunties and uncles in church also. haha..thank God :)

I'm learning.. In all things, give thanks...

O' Level results

no mood to type actually. so I will just type in points.

1) top scorer from my sch. yay! 11 A1s. siao rite?

2) I cried my eyes out a million times. very sad. got 14points.

3) please pray for me. will be trying to get into SA. slim chance, but trying soon.

4) my sch highest for ss/geog in sg. cool!

5) went out with JM before and after results. hugged a lot of pple and a lot of pple were crying.

6) so many pple did better then me. I feel dumb :(

7) I can leave THAT sch le! (i think.. cuz I wanna withdraw)

8) congrats to all on completion of O's

9) thanks for all your supports and having faith in me. sorry if I disappointed anyone.

tmr got windsurfing. cool~ alritey.good nite :)

mr z: your many many 7 things list I do next time ok? haha.. :)

long time no blog..

my holiday to Bangkok was great! well, LOADS of shopping and eating. but the highlight was going for hair treatment, and this super upper class dinner. know what? we had dinner at banyan tree hotel with my aunt and her business friends. they paid, I think can claim from company ba. but, wow! appetizers alone were 5 dishes already. haha.. and all authentic thai cuisines. It was wonderful!

okie. tmr O level results coming out. I am freaking! help! so scared.. haha.. if I get 11 or 12 I think I will just break down and cry. I think la. this year so many pple wanna go SA. I think must do extremely well to get in la. :( praying.. praying reelie hard.

thank God for the rain! It hasnt rained in a while. :) okie. tmr, gg to meet JM early in the morning to have fun b4 gg to collect results. what's e itenery? gg to go so broke amn. movie, take neoprints, lunch, and I predict, probably breakfast too. haha..

alritey, I'm off for now. wish me the best for tmr. :)

HAPPY CNY!

Hey guys and gals! Happy CNY!

Friday was just simply fab. It was a terrific day, giving the teach's the cookies we baked. they were happy. and the celebration was good too! I miss the skool. even the colour clash doesnt affect me le. I just love it! love the sch, love the teach's, miss my friends! everything! :) gongs and I almost missed the skool song. we heard the last chorus from outside the sidegate. haha.. but it still felt good. miss it miss it miss it.

Isnt is ironic how we always refuse to sing the skool song, but when we leave sch, we just yearn to sing it? haha... =)

For the subway aunties, they were so happy that they gave us subway cookies for free in return. haha.. so pai seh. but they insisted, saying it was an exchange. so, yeah lor. JM took one and I took one.

know what? JM broke the all time record. she left my house at midnite on thurs! unbelievable! haha.. it cant get any later than that unless she stays over. just that her parents have a policy about not staying over, so yeah.. wow!

in the end, the cookies were aight. just that, we expected smaller pieces. the brownies were a lil screwed up. kinda, too soft. hope the teach's and aunties dont mind. cuz all our love is in it. haha.. :)

oh ya! and thank God, no one said anything about me wearing black yesterday. I was like, keepin my fingers crossed on that. haha.. alritey, will update again next time. cya!

btw: audrey jiejie couldnt believe it when she say my pierced ears. lol..

my apologies..

hey guys..I'm so so sorry I flared up the other day.IMO,I'm a rather calm person.any violent objections? (JM, shut up!) haha..well,lets jus say tt teach poked my RAW nerve.I started hating the skool then.haha..typical girl rite?but today,God spoke 2 me. and I realised, I've not MUCH reason to hate it.I dont like it,that's a fact.but I shud not hate it cuz of 1 or 2 pple when there's a multitude of nice pple around! :) but honestly,I cant wait 4 my results 2 come out.I'm praying so hard tt i'll get into SAJC. somehow smth in my spirit is tellin me,tt IS where I wanna be.

no doubt I'll miss some of the pple in IJC like the choir, some nice teachs,and some friends.but I know,IJC isn't the place for me. jus somehow,I know. today,the math tutor gave me a shock when he called my name while I was wlkin along e corridoor.I was like,'oh no!did I do smth wrong?'cuz trust me,his bark makes his bite uneccesary, if u know wat I mean.but suprisingly, he asked if the lesson was too slow for me? I was like, 'erm.. a lil only la'. haha.. phew~ safe!

JM has finally started a blog!we are so alike. both of us nvr thought we liked blogging. and now? we both have blogs! how ironic is that?! haha..

Yikes!jus the beginning of the year and 2 of my best friends hate each other.how great is tt?oh wells,they dont belong to the same group.thank God.I love em both.you know..so, yups. lets jus keep things the way they were.settled!

JM: ya tag board nt working ah! did u put the code for a tagboard or not? haha..

ok, so, I've changed my opinion bout tt teach in the prev post.today, cuz i was on PE mc.I jus had to walk in circles on the track.haha..sounds like I'm dumb but yeah.tt was all I was doing for the whole hour.walking!In a way,God reminded me of a few things while I was walking.Well, 1 of which is my judgemental nature.recently,I've been in this judgmental mood.like, jumping 2 conclusions bout pple,'who I like,who I do not'.God reminded me tt i dont really know them yet.and after all,they're all humans like me! we all have faults.God 4give me & help me change.

know what?I discovered even more Christians today!yay!I'm so happy.like-minded pple.haha..ok,tt I wouldnt know yet.but,so far,all the new friends tt i made whom I found out are christians are 99% guys!where are the Christian sisters man! haha..hey,dont get me wrong,I dont have nething against guys la.and if u know me well, I find getting along with guys easier.

moving on,there's choir tmr!I'm nt gg 2 sing for CNY le!the teach in charge thought it was cuz I have stage fright.how am i suppose to tell her it is not?haha..oh wells,I'll jus xplain myself 2 the instructor tmr.haha..since my dad supports me skippin skool on fri 2 visit cedar since IJC ends so so late,I will skip sch.Naturally,I am ready to bare whatever consequence I have to.IF there are any. =)

later guys~ once again, I apologies..

ARGH!

WHY CANT YOU JUST BELIEVE ME! DO I LOOK LIKE A SNEEKY LIL LIAR! I DONT EVEN LIE TO MY FRIENDS, WHAT MORE YOU. ALL RESPECT I THOUGHT I MAY DEVELOP FOR YOU IS IN THE DRAIN, WASHED AWAY. ARGH!!!

Thank you guys.

Hey mr Z, wz kor, Ruying. Thanks for all your suggestions. haha..

ruying: dearie. I cant sing praise song without pple singing with me. if u know what I mean. haha.. I find that singing worship song easier. although Praise songs are more fun. =( thanks for ya suggestions anyways. :)

mr Z and wz kor: thanks for your suggestions too. those are really nice songs. =) love them! frankly, I was planning to sing some songs that dont exactly have the word 'Jesus'. I wanted it to be like, Christian song yet not so 'holy holy' type. know what I mean.

well, give me your opinions. I chose a few songs on my way home today since the journey was sooooo long. I will choose 2 of these la.

1) Complete by Parachute Band (wz kor this one u let me hear one rmbr?)

2) Faith

3)Worship forevermore by PlanetShakers

4)Here I am to worship

What do you all think?

once again, thanks for your suggestions again. =) thanks so much. really appreciate it.

What to choose..what to choose.. HELP!!!

hey people, well, as above. I have to think of two songs to song to the choir instructor preferably by this wed rite? and I still do not know what I'm gonna sing. and I am honestly very nervous. any suggestions? for those who dont know me, IMO, I cant sing well. haha.. range also not so wide. I am planning to sing 2 Christian songs.

I was thinking of these guidelines:

1) not too wide a range

2) a slightly faster worship song. (u know, not those slow and draggy ones?)

3) not too long (but must have a verse and chorus)

4) pleasant song

can anyone help me? I seriously do not know what to sing at the moment. gonna pray about it too. :D

besides that, saw my kor yesterday nite. Glad to see that he looks alrite. And I got to play with hannah. u know, listen to her scream and let her jump on me, etc etc? haha.. I wish she was my lil sister man. haha.. she is such a dare devil. when she jumped on me, I almost dropped her sia. but I didnt la. haha.. she's so bubbly and cute. yes, Ruying: definitely then your ROy. haha..

Sch so far

Today went shopping! went to buy first set of CNY clothes. so happy. i like it a lot. Ruying will get to see la. haha.. cuz she's my cuzz! lol.

ok, to Jingwen first. Sch is ok. quite slack. I join choir, haha. cuz I wanna learn how to sing. then, we had 4DAYS of orientation. not 2. haha..

I am gettin used to Innova. On the whole, I really thank God for letting me experience the IJC life la. I know I was really negative about it initially. but I have learnt to like the good things about it. and there are so many nice and friendly seniors. Today, this guy called sebast introed himself to me. Dunno if he's a Christian. Yuan told me that a group of Christians meet every morning to pray. But I dunno who is in this grp. I would definitely wish to join in if it's not too early.

ok, I have lost my interest in blogging actually. haha.. mayb cuz of all the long hours. I feel so tired and dun feel like blogging. but I will try to okie? lol.

okie, take care ya all. :)

U R TAGGED...

Van Gan. haha.. ok, so I have to cont. dunno who to tag. neways, here goes.

Rules of the game:1) Post 5 weird/random things about yourself2) At the end of the quiz,list the names of 5 people whom you want next to do this and leave a comment "U R tagged" in their blog and tell them to read your 5 random things and continue the game!

1) I love taking car rides. Just following my dad to run errands.

2) I like dance altho I cant. ha.

3) I miss cedar so so much now!

4) I love thrill rides in theme parks.

5) I cant exactly speak chinese at the moment.

haha.. okie, who do I choose? hm. RUYING, ELHANNAH, MR Z, WZ KOR and.... SAM BAEY!

End of Orientation.

Yesterday marked the end of our Orientation. well, I have realised a few things. first. God answers prayers! I talked a lot to phei san yesterday. She's is such a nice girl. very sweet. although, I feel quite bad if I dont stay on in Innova. to me, she appears a lil lonely and unsure. I dont know, will keep seeking God in this area.

Next, Orientation on the whole was definitely very fun. It changed my mind A LOT about Innova. I kinda like the env now. not love it. but I'm aight. know what I mean. just that the distance cannot be changed one la. haha.. :)

I just did some running. super stinky and wet. argh.. once I cool down, I'll go take a wonderful COLD shower. haha.. yes. hardly anyone knows. but I love bathing in cold water. not cold la. just, dont on hot water lo.. haha.. SG too hot. how do u guys bathe in hot water man. haha.

okie.all in all, I thank God for answering so many of my prayers. I prayed for rain, it rained. I prayed that I can meet someone that I can get along with, He sent phei san. I prayed that I would get use to Innova and I did! I prayed for many many more things, and He answered so many of it! praise the Lord! :)

last nite was so funny. We had cell group at my place as usual rite? then Abel came. u know, my 4 yesr old boyfriend. haha.. then I was so happy. then my mum said to abel's mum 'whoa!my daughter claim your son as her boyfriend eh' haha.. Abel started CRYING. haha.. yes. crying! like elliot when I say he got girlfriend. poor kid. my mum was like, 'quick. tell him u are attatched. mayb he will stop crying' lol..so funny. haha.. 4 yesr olds. sheesh. I love kids la. they all look so adorable. :)

okie, I gotta pack for camp also le. so, later~

1st few days of sch..

the abv has been so so la. I am not exactly loving the distance I have to travel in the morning. I have to wake up earlier then usual. then I was having the sec 1 syndrome. JM knows what I mean. not a loner. but feel kinda moodswing and sad. well, I thank God so so much for my parents. If not for them, I wouldnt have survived so far. yeah, 2 days ONLY. but it seems much longer then that.

And thank God for my wonderful Dad. He is ever so willing to ftech me to Toa Payoh instead of just dropping me at Aljunied.This shortens my travel time by more then half! and stilll, it's FAR! but I will try to quit complaining la. I am already very blessed to have such wonderful folks who bother so much.

In terms of friends. I am trying to (like my dad said) to keep neutral instead of being too judgemental. and mostly, It is better to be alone then to be in bad company. :)

ok, I'll stop here.. these days, not really in the blogging mood...so, ciao! hope u guys all having fun in ya respective schs..

wishing u dearies....

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

haha.. super duper ultra short post today.

Upcoming: Year 2006.

Well, I dont know about resolutions for the year 2006. but I do know I wanna learn dance next year. And, I am trying to keep a positive outlook about going innova. well, it's not that I dont like the school. it's just that, I think i will be alone, and it is so very far! :(

but at least, i know that, if I go there, it's God's will and He has a plan for me there. that's my only comfort. and that's been what I've been telling everyone. hmm.. oh wells.. appealing in progress.. so, I'm jus hoping for the best. anywhere nearer can le. lol.. the thought of woodlands is jus, so far! haha.. I dont even go shopping in woodlands, now u want me to go school there? lol..

ok, moving on. that day, went ice skating with ruying and her cousins. as in, I am from her dad's side. but I went ice skating with her cousins from her mum's side. it was cool. interesting family i must say. the lil girls are so so cute. haha.. I guessed they were 6/7. but there are like, 9 and 10! can u believe it! haha.. so long never ice skate le. so, it was fun to skate again. but I'm not good at it la. ruying got the hang of it by the time we left. so, it was good.

hmm.. what else. oh ya, congrats mr Z! jia u wor! may the Lord be with u.

ok, basically, for 2006, I wanna be a better friend and I wanna draw closer to God. Oh yes. and I hope and pray that somehow, our band will get somewhere.I mean, like, carry on with practices or smth. haha.. we have not done anything since enrollment! haha..

okie, that's all for now. I must go and do my orienteering essays le. Got COA later. cant wait to get me badges.. :) later!

Holiday to America (Part 2)

I decided to do it now, or else I will get too lazy to do so.. haha..so now I will talk about my second half of my stay in US. erm, I spent my second week in Oregon.well, boought earrings there too.. haha.. ok, anyways. In Oregon, I stayed with my aunt. she was from SG. then she married this american, and migrated there.. now, she has a son who is 11. but he is as tall and big as Conrad! haha.. can u believe it. so funny..

well, elliot cried almost everyday la. Elliot just cannot handle rough play. and he got a lil bullied at times. so, ya lor.. haha.. but I am sure they still miss each other and the fun they had together. it was an awesome time there! I love that place.if I were rich and the flight wasnt so painfully long, I may wanna go there every holiday.. haha.. but the flight is too long for me to take. of course I get to watch lots of movies on the plane la.. haha.. but sit until bum pain sia. haha.. and back pain too.. hee..

anyways, what I love about Oregon is the scenery. It is such a beautiful place. In my aunt's backyard is a river! can u believe it. so, Elliot came down with Chicken pox rite? so they brought him to the Docs. so, conrad, myself and my cousion, nicholas, we went down to the river to play. we were like, smashing the ice on the rocks. taking pictures, just having fun la. and it was sooo cold! haha.. but it was fun.

next, my aunt has goats! 3 in fact. one mama, one papa and one baby goat. they baby goat is so cute. but my aunt says he is annoying.. haha.. he will like, climb onto his mum's back. then the mum will walk away, so he falls off.. haha.. but he never learns and keeps jumping on her again and again and again. haha.. so, he falls down again and again and again.. lol.. stupid goat rite? haha..

in Oregon, we went shopping too! and we went to stay in Mt. Hood for 3 days! it was a blast! wonderful. cool. there was snow. the snowball fights! oOo!! haha.. loved it. then we experienced a snow storm. but thank God we were already indoors by then. we spent a lot of time gogin snow tubing. u know, sit on a tube then slide down the snow? haha.. yeah.. too bad didnt get to skii.. but it was very fun la. good fun together as a family.

I was glad to see Conrad learning to protect and look out for Elliot. like, if nich kept disturbing elliot, conrad will ask him to back off.. yeah.. it was cool.. =) oh yes! I learnt to play a lil of pool! hee.. but I am so lousy at it la. but it was fun anyways.. hehe.. =)

my aunt did a lot of delicious cooking. it was wonderful. and her bro in law cooked for us prime rib. it was yummm..... haha.. delicious.. never ate such good food man.. I mean, ok, I have, but not prime rib! haha.. yummmm... love it. hehe..

yups.. that is the main things I did there.. it was cool. and of course, above all that, I loved the cold! I miss it already.. :( haha.. okie. gtg le. Will update blog next time. later! =)

Holiday in the America (part 1)

yups. so, I should start talking about my holiday to the states rite? haha.. anyway, b4 all that, MERRY CHRISTmas to all! =) and congratulations to Sambaey who got baptised today! God bless u gal! =) happy for you. I hope ya all liked your souvenirs cum prezzies that I bought. well, I think they are kinda small. but trust me, it isnt the sheapest of things to buy. ok la. price doesnt matter rite? haha.. anyway what I spent came from my holiday expenses that my parents blessed me with. haha..

alritey, so, I am too lazy to type everything from A to Z. so, I will just try to highlight some stuff okie? haha.. well, the MOST memorable thing was the roller coaster at Disneyland. it went 360! haha.. yups. upsidedown. it was super fun. wanted to do it again, but had no time and the queue was soooooo long.goodness me. in short, that was one of the most enjoyable rides.. haha.. and I went on the pther usuals la. erm, small roller coaster, those thingys that swing u round and round. even boring stuff I also did. almost bored me to tears. but oh well. at least I was spending time with mua family. so, it was a good time.

In short, I went to Disneyland, Hollywood, Universal studios, SHOPPING and to Oregon. Oregon, I will talk about another time. hee.. now, lemme see.. can u believe it? in my 2 week stay in U.S. I bought 8 pairs of earrings! siao rite? I mean, u cant really help it when u see earrings all over the malls and all that. and on top of that, u dont just see one or two columns, u see a whole section sort of thing. I was like, oOoo! haha.. so, buy buy buy.. buy for pple, buy for myself, buy for my mum. etc etc. ahha..

Hollywood was cool. well, not glamorous like u would think it would be. quite a number of homeless pple actually. but it was fun being there, shopping. the driver that brought us there was such a cool dude. He is this humourous guy that cannot stop talking. haha.. u nvr knew one could have so much to say sia. haha.. but it was fun. we visited places where famous movies like Terminator 2 was filmed or at least pass by there. Got to see the famous 'HOLLYWOOD' sign. u know.. those that they show on TV, that kinda thing.

Well, all in all, I guess I love America so much cuz it is cold and it is cool. cool as in, everything u see on TV is like, right b4 your very eyes! haha.. it was loads of fun. Today's CHRISTmas! yay! haha.. I enjoyed svc and it was so good to see everyone again. I missed ya all loads u know.. aww... haha.. =) okie. PTL! quite a number of pple received Christ today! ThankGod for that.

okies. lastly, Universal Studios. It was so fun! we actually got to see what filming was like, and the kind of cool tech they have to aid their filming. it is just incredible. I really do not know how to put it all in words here. haha.. if u guys wanna know more about specific stuff then ask me la. haha.. I'm too tired and lazy. haha..

well, only thing is that I did not get to meet my kor there. cuz his exams end the day b4 the day I leave. too rush and all that. so, cant meet. but oh wells, we cant have everything rite? haha..

ok, I wanna sleep le. I am like jetlagging now. haha.. so so tired. well, at least now is the right time to sleep. I slept at 8.30am this morning. talk about Jetlag. once again, wishing ya all a MERRY CHRISTmas and HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!! (whatever is left of it) :D love ya all.. God bless.

Sick...

yups.. I am sick, and topping that, I am leaving for states tmr! :( things seem quite bleak. me and elliot down with medication. then this morning, it appears my dad may be down with food poisoning. oh wells, I am just praying that things will turn out for the better. I am sure it will. God can do nething yeah? yeah! I am sure we will have a pleasant trip.

JM should be at the airport now? or on the way? yeah.. she's going BeiJing. :D if I didnt get it wrong. I guess, in china, it's a good time for shopping yeah? have fun hon!

okie.. erm, thank God for the rain! I love the rain. Had breakfast with mum just now. we walked out to a nearby coffee shop. so, we walked out sharing a brolly. haha.. it was kinda nice. then the walk back alone was also very nice. somehow, there was this serenity inside of me. and I felt much better. As in, my flu didnt bother me and my 'fever' kinda feeling was not there.. yups..

okie, last but not least, WELCOME BACK mr Z! =D

Card Trick.

I just woke up! I am guessing, i just missed my folks. so, cant have breakfast with them. I remember waking up, then going backt o sleep. but I dont know if they woke me up or not. oh wells.

Thank God I am feeling better. I dont feel so sick le. U must think I am crazy. y? cuz I was sick yesterday rite? but I ate chicken curry for dinner. haha.. and on top of that, I ate roti prata w/ curry and satay for supper. hee.. and now I am feeling better.

haha.. I was telling my folks. should bring me go subway. I will get well instantly. haha.. then my younger bro (the Pri2 one) was like 'ya ya. only subway can cure u' haha.. so cute.

haha.. oh ya!RuYing reminded me! lol.. I totally forgot to blog about the card trick thingy. well well.. okie. so, RuYing showed us this card trick rite? and after I made her do it on me a kazillion times, I kinda figured it out. so, to confirm my hypothesis, I checked the cards. cant really say how la, or else I will be letting the secret out. haha..

so, yup! I figured it out! then my bros kept pestering me to tell them the secret. I was like, cannot! or else not fun le. but they just kept asking and asking. well, not really Conrad la. Conrad just ask us to do the trick again and again. but elliot was whining. haha.. okie. that's about it.

these past few days...

alright. let me start from friday. On friday, had my movie marathon. that day I almost went bonkers sia. haha. first, movie marathon, we watched 4 movies. then, my mum called home and asked if we wanted to go catch Chicken Little. I was like, YES! haha..so,we went. by the time Chicken Little ended, I was going nuts le. haha.. movie overload. movie marathon was aight. not too bad. we ate a lot. IMO la. haha.. I enjoyed Van Helsing too..

okie, Chicken lil' was ok la. quite funny at some parts. but the overall storyline was quite boring. I would give it 3*. :D

*ouch* know what? I got like this rash thing on by body and it hurts BIG TIME. so painful. I am praying it goes away soon. it hurts and itches. Like, cant scratch cuz it hurts yet it itches. know what I mean? yeah.. but it's gettin better already. thanks to my folks. sometimes, I doubt they dont know nething. hehe.. :D cool~

ok, then saturday. The ER girls came over to my place to finish up some merits. now, I've got my Dutch Oven and Archery merit! :D yay! haha.. but I am still lacking in one Gold merit. once I get it I think I can get my bronze medal le. :D

alright. moving on. Sunday! so sad. Was late for church. it was combine svc. so, at 8.30am instead of 10.30. haha.. I woke up twice but decided I'll jus depend on my folks to wake me up. haha.. then, my mum woke up and said 'ahh! 8.20am already!' haha.. I was like oh noooo... haha.. mr Z, I think my story really like yours man. wake up 10 mins b4 svc start. etc etc.. haha.. but difference is, I slept really late.

Yesterday, they set out for church camp. too bad I am not going. actually, I thnak God I am not going in some way. Y? cuz the invited preacher f0r the youth is soooooo cute. IMO la. but IMO, he is really handsome. haha.. so, if I go, I'll be distracted. so, thnk God I'm not going. or else my heart will not be right. Y am I not going? cuz I'll be leaving for the states on Saturday so my mum will not be able to take so may days of leave. and we need enouhg clothes and time to pack. so, whole family not going lor. hmm..

Pearlene said that Samantha thought the youth preacher was so cute, they ask pastor Rachel to intro them. Sam was so happy after getting to shake his hand. haha.. I should have been there man. haha.. one thing I noted.I like his hair. haha..

okie. I will be off to piano later. need to go and do my theory homework. :D still in pain. *ouch*

NEW CAR!!

Yay! haha.. actually, the new car came yesterday la.. then I forgot to blog about it. yup.. It's a Toyota Picnic and it's the bluish one. hee.. I like it. haha.. looks so new, smells so new, it IS new.. haha.. ok.. I'm going nuts.

so, I just came back from sending my mum to work with my dad. we had breakfast together, then my dad brought me to NTUC to get the stuff i need for my movie marathon tmr. :D boutght stuff for lunch and dinner, then bought some tidbits.

JM! see la u.. ask me go cold storage yesterday, now I cant stop thinking about the old Gold choc. haha.. then I wanted to buy from NTUC jus now, but they dun sell.. hmph! haha..

okie.. I dunno how many pple will turn up tmr. so many pple have other plans. oh well, if it is just the few of us, so be it lor. Watching Van Helsing, Sch of Rock, White chicks, and Princess diaries 2. :D lala.. bye for now~

Physically super tired..

my legs are aching and I feel like sleeping.. haha.. but I wanna watch tv, so I will stay awake first. haha.. y are my legs aching? cuz I followed JM scouting around for guits. we met this really nice guy at the guitar workshop. He is from CHC. very friendly and helpful. haha.. well, in comparison with the other shops where pple just smile at u and ignore u.. ok la.. not their fault. we also nvr ask for help la. but this guy was reelie nice.

ok, then we went to this popular store. it was soooo big! haha.. four levels? yeah.. so huge.. haha.. then we went to see the Library since we thought it looked so big and cool. haha.. then we went all the way up, over 10 storeys la.. then realised we were supposed to go to the basement. haha.. stupig rite?haha.. so, we went all the way back down to basement. SO MANY CHINESE BOOKS! lol.. it gave me a headache man.. haha..

then okie, went back home. that's about all for today. oh no no.. we also borrowed the VCDs for the movie marathon le. hope got enough pple coming tho.. haha.. watching about 4 movies.. hehe.. :D okie la.. I go watch my show le.. haha.. later!

aching..

my whole back is aching. I just washed my mom's outdoor furniture set. and on top of that my bed is so uncomfortable these days. so, my back hurts like crazy..

speaking of crazy, my msn shut down on it's own and I cannot log on. argh.. crzy le.. haha..

today, my dad helped me change the earrings he bought for me, cuz they were a lil stuck. like, the dangling thing cannot dangle? u know what I mean.. haha.. nvm.

yay! RuYing is staying over on sat! happy.. haha..

ok, why did I clean my mum's outdoor furniture? cuz I am earning money from my parents. haha..tmr I will have to paint it. I dont mind la. it's like mini workout also. yes. I am so broke and Christmas is coming! some pple, I have to buy prezzies for them. like, RuYing, JM and EC. EC is not Christmas prezz. it's birthday! super belated..sorry dearie..

RY and JM not they request la, I just feel that I have to.. or rather, I want to.. I need more money! ahhhh!!!!! haha..

today is my parents' 19th annivesary! yay! so happy for them. making a card for them later.. haha.. okie.. that's all for today.. bye! :)

Packing packing, cleaning cleaning, rearranging rearranging...

Yupp! did all of the above today. packed all my sec 4 things into a box and threw away all the worksheets. I only kept notes and my O level question papers. also, anything that I thought was worth keeping la. :D somehow, I could not bare to throw away any of my lit essays or give away my texts. so, I kept them all in the box. mayb I love the subject too much ba. haha..

so, yup. all the stuff packed away and I rearranged my room with my dad and bros. looks interesting. I like rearranging my room. something new for a change. hehe.. well, as some of you would know, I share room with my two younger bros now cuz my gran is staying with me. I would definitely like to have my own room. but at least I know what I am doing is right.

yesterday, church looked fab!all the christmas deco was up and the instruments on stage were all arranged to the left. looks great! I think this year's deco is like, the best ever. either that, or I never noticed.. hehe.. but I think it's the former la. haha..

I just came back from piano. fingers gonna have cramps man. hahaha.. the last piece I am learning is so hard. but I love the melody, so that is my motivation to complete learning the piece and try my best to play it well.. :D

looks like my plans to learn drums and dance will have to hold till jan. :( oh wells, I cant have everything my way.. and also, I am more than happy and looking forward to my US trip. I hope my kor in Canada can fly down to meet my family and I. but at the meantime, it seems virtually impossible. hmm.. well, praying..

okie.. I gtg.. gg to check my PMs from wz korkor and mr Z.. ciao~

Graduation nite..

yesterday was quite alrite.I agree with van. the fun of it was checking out the dresses of others. haha.. well, I wont talk about the bad/disgusting things I saw yesterday yeah? it will just be the bright side..

firstly, eth danced so well! I mean, u dont need to be a dancer to know good dancing rite? haha.. she looked so graceful and pro.. :) I give ya props girl! and her dress.. wow.. she looks great la.. and PQ, Van, WY also looked really good. Lee Si's dress was really.. like, grand? haha.. nice.. it kind of reminded me of what a bride or bride's maid would wear.. gloria, u looked good too!

I thank God for my maid,.. she spent so much time trying to get my hair done.. although in the end, my hair was just too stubborn, so we just clip up the fringe and off I went.. haha..

pple said my shawl made my dress look like a paranakan kind of thing.. haha.. oh well.. not the image I was after, but nvm la.. haha.. it was still quite fun. I think watching 4C's rep dance was so cool.. I mean.. yeahh.. it was just awesome la.. but too bad she didnt win the mambo queen thing. yes Jm, your class de.

*ouch* I got a blister. wore my mum's new shoes and I forhgot wat new shoes can do to u.. so, yeah.. I suffered the consequesces. oh wells.. the dacing part at the end, we didnt dance much la.. just 'trying' to dance.. hehe.. well.. I have no regrets going, although I felt so inferior.. haha.. well, let's just say it's kind of, a motivation to shed weight seeing what others can wear and I know I cant.. haha..

okie.. I gotta go.. hoped all of you had fun.. :) I'm sure glad to have ya all as my friends. if I were to live this life again, I would make no changes.. :) I mean it frm the constantly pumping muscle in my body.. haha.. later~

Prom/grad nite..

Yup.. I will be going.. I was really not in the mood and so mnay seemed not to be going.. then it seems that quite a number of pple I know also going la.. but still did not have the mood.. then my folks encouraged me to go. they said it would be memorable and all that.. so, quite unwillingly, I went to see my mum's dresses.. unwilling cuz I really did not think I would look nice in anything. but oh well.. my mum has nice clothes. just that, I may not be fit for the dress.. know what I mean? haha..

then my dearest mummy took out a lot of her nice and new dresses to let me try.. haha.. some made me look so old... haha.. I was looking in the mirror and laughing at the same time.. so was my mum. it was fun la.. tryin on my mum's clothes.. I told her 'I feel like a kid in my mum's clothes' haha.. then I was like 'wait. I am a kid in my mum's clothes' hehe.. she kept laughin and laughin. it was fun..

so, I decided on this hot pink dress that I did not like initially.. but she offered to lend me her chasmire shawl.. (sorry, I cant spell) then I was like, wow. the dress and shawl goes.. haha.. I still dont know if others will think I look weird. but who cares la rite? haha.. dressing up is not the point yeah? ok, mayb it IS part of the point. but prom nite is also a chance for us to mingle with our friends and chers yeah? so, yes.I will be going to prom tmr. hope to see all u pretty ladies in ya pretty cozzies.. :D

see ya all.. :)

Pierced ears!

Yay! I finally pierced my ears yesterday. Surprisingly, it was as JM said. not pain de. only a lil burning sensation in the ears, jus like a hot day. haha.. RuYing was being a meanie and a saddist.. saying 'not fair! Y u dont feel pain and I did' haha.. my dad video recorded the process.. she was just for laughs.. haha.. I pierced at a goldsmith near church. JM came along to pierce the hole that she closed up previously. now, she is well balanced. haha.. if u know what I mean. I cant wait to remove my this set of ear rings and try new pairs. I pray I wont become too obsessed. but I think I can control myself la.. :D

Yesterday watched movie again. yes.. I watched movie again. Ha li po te. I really think it is fine. well, to those pple who do not think I should have watched. let me just say, it is my conviction and I have prayed about it. going with a clear conscience and a peaceful heart as well as mind. okie?

just now went subway with JM..yum... poor Jing wen got stung by a bee.. so, we brought her to the docs near sch. the doc was like teaching us how to remove the sting next time.. I am so ashamed.. I am a certified first aider and I could not rmbr what to do.. haiz~ felt so useless..

at Subway, as usual, the aunty was happy to see us.. and the 'uncle' was again, really shy.. haha.. oh wells..

then I went to the club with my dad and elliot. they swam. I was reading 'I Kissed Dating Goodbye' cool book.. I love it.. I like reading Christian lit. it is so relaxing and I believe it helps spiritual maturity.. :D

hee.. okie.. that's about it for now.. take care u all.. love yas..

Tired.. camp..

As some of you know, I went for a rangers camp on sat. like, the day after my O's end? yeah.. haha.. so now, I am really tired.. RuYing is staying over! yay! she is like, here, now.. haha.. well, on fri I slept for like 4 hours? I bet many of u like JM, slept in.. all the lil piggys.. hehe.. jk jk..

then as usual, camp, we dont sleep so early la.. so, 6 hours.. was so so tired.. The camp was really fun. We had outdoor cooking (not exactly my fave) and we slept with aircon! haha.. There was a point of time I was quite unhappy.. well, let's just say I did not feel that my patrol pple gave me the respect they ought to. am I that easy to step on? lol.. I am like, sec4 and they are like, in middle sch? lol.. but dun get me wrong.. they are really cute and funny pple..

for example, Ondrea? she can walk into the same dustbin twice! and can like, trip over her own feet.. lol.. and she named Lydia's bear Thomas.. haha.. it was hilarious.. u see her talking to a bear.. yes. talking.. haha..

our cooking was really not bad u know.. haha.. we anyhow huntum also nice.. lol..the campfire was cute.. Benjamin, a DR kid laughed till he fell off his chair.. so cute rite? kids are so cute.. I must say, although this camp was so so short. we had our ups and downs as a group.. neways, yeah. realised that Bryan is so good at leading campfire.. he has it..

as usual, I take the guitar and dump to lionel.. haha.. I mean, lead songs with my girls, ok la.. for everyone? hm............. no thanks.. haha.. so, I dump the guit to lio.. then as usual, he say he very long never play liao..

know what? I think ma dad's boys are so talented.. too tired to name examples la.. they are just a cute and cool bunch..

Sent conrad to the airport today.. he has gone cambodia for a week.. CIP. gonna miss him man.. well, I'm just praying that he would have a good learning experience and come back safe and sound.. today, he smiled so much.. this bro of mine doesnt smile much these days.. but oh well.. I guess I need to take time to get to know my bro more.. he is a growing boy.. I believe God's hand of protection is on him.. :D

ok la.. I very tired.. cya all arounds.. later~ :D

O-V-E-R!!!!!!!!

YEAH! I could smell freedom.. now I feel it, touch it, savour it.. what u will.. haha.. came back not too long ago.. watched 'jus like heaven' with JM.. lol.. pple were like couples watching together, and we were like, sisters watching together! haha.. I think it was nice.. JM said quite nice.. but I think 'quite' is an understatement.. haha.. loved it.. well, u know,, romance shows.. me likes.. haha.. :D

RuYing can Stay over on SUNDAY! YEAH! my life begins today! yeah! so many things I wanna do.. dunno where to begin.. but oh well.. got camp tmr.. that's where it begins I guess.. besides my movie today.. and yes! u guessed it.. I ate Subway! the aunties were like.. 'that's it already ah?' haha.. then we were like, YEAH! haha.. 'uncle' as usual was super shy.. haha.. he so funny la.. always so shy one..

so, yup.. know what? I reelie feel so grateful.. my O levels has truly been amazing.. I thank God for being with me all the way.. yes. this is my first time completing revision. hehe.. dunno if that's a good or bad thing. but neways. Thank God! I finished revision, and God always gave me that kinda peace. u know.. HE's just so amazing and wonderful. also, sending so many pple to encourage me.. even JM.. in fact, esp JM.. she is always givin me a ring at the right times.. and makin me laugh till I feel too tired.. haahaha..

today, for the first time, we said to each other 'play hard'! haha.. we always 'part' by saying 'study hard'.. today really rocks I tell u.. I feel so happy.. I couldnt help feeling that kind of joy.. haha.. :D Praise God! thank God for everything.. regardless of my results.. I praise and thank Him.. and to ALL.. and I mean ALL my wonderful godsent friends and encouragers

(RuYing, JM, Mr Z, aunty Kwai Ying, cmdr sera, cmdr Julie, my folks, WZ kor, kor, lio, Isabel, CG pple) thanks so so much.. every lil' thing that u said really spurred me on.. and made my day.. okie.. have to pack for tmr's camp.. cya all.. :D and love ya all loads.. :D nitez.. ZZZZzzzzzzz........

ONE MORE DAY!!!!! yay!

hehe.. I am already in "carefree" mood.. haha.. dont know if it will affect my paper tmr leh.. but I did cover the syllabus la.. however, it was the minimum.. I feel really really blessed.. so many pple have kept me in prayers and spurred me on.. Aunty Julie just dropped by to pass me some chem notes.. so sweet hor? I love my cmdrs man.. haha.. altho we dont see eye to eye all the time. it's human nature rite?

I will take a look at her noted b4 sleeping.. My paper is in the afternoon tmr.. :D so, I will wake up late. like 10am? hee.. I slept like a pig this afternoon again.. hee.. JM knows me so well.. too well in fact.. haha.. the moment she smsed me, I just woke up. then she said smth like 'I bet u just slept 3 hours' haha.. spot on! lol.. :D

tmr, my paper ends at about 6pm.. haha.. then we are gonna watch a movie.. piercing my ears on tues! yay! haha.. dun laugh at me.. my parents ask me to go to my family doc to pierce.. safer ma.. :D at first I was like, 'so paraniod'? then I decided, they worry cuz they love and care ma.. :D

ok la.. I go and do some last min touch ups to my revision le la.. :D wish me all the best.. camp coming up on sat.. :D yay! Girls, I'm back! hehe..

one more week!

PQ: hey gal, no probs la.. and as I said, I dont believe in luck. so, let u shake my hand also no diff.. haha.. :D my lit also not good leh.. haha.. u should shake Jazreel's hand if u believe in passing of luck'.. haha..

Mr Z: thanks for the encouragement dude.. U always make me feel less morried some how.. haha.. xie ni millions and ka-zillions.. :D

Gloria: glad I am not your pet.. *shows choking face*

RuYing: honey, dun feel so down.. and rmbr what I told u yeah? Being close to God is not a feeling. it's a decision.. :D love u always dearest cousin..

haha.. okie.. let me start talking about my day.. my dad brought his new colleuge to church this morning.. know what? he's my sch invigilator.. hahaha.. I was, dunno what to say.. so nvr say nething.. might see him tmr.. as I said b4, about half e invigilators are frm ma dad's sch.. so, ya lor.. no suprise.. hehe..

then my folks cooked mee sua for lunch.. it was yummy to me.. but they were not satisfied with their outcome.. haha.. but I enjoyed it.. well, I wont talk about the sad parts of the day.. but to sum it all up, my knuckles are bruised again.. hehe.. dun worry.. I am fine..

tmr is lit paper.. I am just having the 'all in the Lord's hand' mentallity.. like what Mr Z said, just do my best lo.. cant wait for this week to be over..

Aunty Kwai Ying always makes my day on Sundays.. she gives me a hug every Sunday.. today I kinda officially became her 'goddaughter'.. lol.. too lazy to say the details altho it isnt much.. y? cuz I wanna watch cartoon.. :D hee.... I know I'm kiddish.. but I like it.. Mulan 2.. haha.. okeiz.. ciao..

HALF down!!

yeah! lieterally half ma papers are down! :D Praise the Lord! know what? I just realised today that almost all the invigilators coem from my dad's skool.. yes! almost all.. i thought it was only 6? then he showed me his year book and I was like, this teacher too? and her too? wow! I think so many sia.. they all look stoner during exam.. well, invigilating must be boring? I dunno..

well, Emath was awesome! I think that is the only one I reeeeelie want an A1.. I was tellin JM, if I get A2 I might cry.. siao rite? I dunno.. but she also quite confident of A1 la.. praying hard.. :D today, Lit was so "easy".. so sad.. while waitin for my dad to pick me up, I almost cried.. I was hopinh can get A. I mean.. I know they all say it is hard.. but I felt lousy cuz my essay for the unseen section was not my best.. cuz I was rushing for time.. oh well, it is over le.. no point cryin over spilt milk yeah? Thank God for helping my thru so far anyway.. :D

I really wanna thank God u know.. He has given me such peace during my papers and helped me all the way.. know what? In my bio paper, there was this question I did not know how to do? then I was just staring blank? then the answer just hit me! I was like, smiling to myself.. haha.. Thank God! :D isnt He amazing?

ok la.. I dont exactly have time le.. to all u pple whom I owe PMs and stuff I am so so sorry.. one more week yeah.. namely mr Z and WZ kor.. sorry dudes.. :)

YEAH!

at this moment you must be thinking "this girl crazy ah? O's coming still sound so happy". haha.. I am not crazy la. Just happy. Well, today my mum brought me and my bros out. then we went to eat burger King. after that, we went marine parade library to study. :D it was condusive for me. but my mum dint exactly like it. she found it too warm. well, it was a little. I dont exactly feel that i have made full use of my day YET. yes. I will take a cool shower later then stay up to do two more chapters of amath.

well, why am I happy then u may ask. haha.. well, I feel happy because my folks decided to get a new car! although it will only come in jan, I am still so excited! :) toyota.. wait. let me clarify. not that my family rich nothing to do just change car la. It's just that our car facing some problems, and COE prices really like halved! good deal right? so ya lor.. :D

my dad's Bible study students coming over tomorrow for BBQ!yay! they are a great bunch of kids. wait. I cant call them kids, I am only once year older! haha.. anyways, they are funny people la. Entertaining too..

O levels in 4 days! AAAaaahhhhhh!!!!!!!! haha.. well, will be going Subway again! this friday. Revising Social studies, emath and amath. with JM of course. well, JM will say I am obsessed. erm... well.... not really la. It's a good place to study and I like the people there. It's so nice like. When I study till my head is cracking, then the aunties give a nice smile. woah! feels so nice. haha.. they are always so full of encouragement and best wishes. thank God for them man.. :D

ok la. I wanna watch my chinese show le. haha.. yes! I watch CHINESE shows. got english subtitles la.. hee.. :D okiez. ciaoz..

knocked out..

yeah. I knocked out. again! I am such a piggy. yesterday, ma folks went to the Converse warehouse sale. They bought me this pink tee.. although i dont like pink. I liked this one. haha.. thanks mum and dad!

In the evening, we went to the beach for like seaside dinner with sherlyn, shermien and family. it was cool. It has been so long since I have seen their family. It was fun. haha.. told them about rum-rum.. Hilarious.

well, my morning was almost entirely gone. I slept at bout 11pm yester but I woke up at about 9am. lol.. 10 hours! so far, I only did one chap of Amath TYS. well, I reelie need to buck up. But got piano. going to do my theory homework now. Will try to pia more tonite.. :D hee..

12 hours sleeping..

haha.. yeah..I slept like a pig yester nite.. hee.. :D well, went to Subway with JM again.. hee.. long session again. we studied from 9am to about 6pm? yep.. of course I stopped fer lunch la. and we laughed till we had cramps sia.. hor JM? haha.. the aunty was so nice.. offered to make us something the next time we go. but we said we didnt know when wil be the next time we are going to go there.. haha..

while waiting for cell group to start, I decided to close my eyes for a while.. haha.. then I dozed of. lol.. I slept fer 12 hours! woke up at 7.30am this morning.. so yeah. I slept around 7.30pm last nite.. hee.. :D this morning did 2 emath papers.. to be precise, 1 1/2. haha..

JM. finish crescent paper le.. u are right man.. I got like B3? lol.. but I did not do the graph n locus question la..haha.. if not careless may got A2 le.. but neways. still not A1.. all in all, jia u ya'all! :D

Farewell Ms Leong.. God bless u..

Today was such a sad and emotional day. Just received smsed from many pple last nite saying it is Ms Leong's (principal) last day today. So, there was some suprise farewell thingy.so I went.. I was so sad.. Felt so empty..although i am graduating.. It would be different visitong sch and seeing a new principal.. oh ya, and our new VP also leaving for some other sch. I was like huh?! she came for hardly a month or so... and she is so nice! this is so sad..

cried and cried during the performance, slideshow and speech.. it was so touching and I was like, missing her already.. after walking out of the hall, we all gave her a hug.. she was like crying so much.. I felt so empty.. she even bothered to call us by name when she hugged us.. I truly admire her..

even when she had to give an impromptu speech.. she was stil being her humourous self.. she was making us laugh and we were crying at the same time.. it was so sad.. shar did not go.. she slept late.. hey! I am not slacker ! haha..

okie.. that's all I gotta say about today.. gotta go study soon..

Soaking wet..

Yesterday was another wild day.. JM and I were going to Subway.. then only when we reached PL did I rmbr that I left my Hp and mp3 in school with the Canteen lady.. I was like apologising to JM..I felt so bad.. then she said

'nvm. We are quits. I made u take the wrong bus that day, so now I accompany u to go take your hp' I was like. wow! haha.. then God answered my prayer at the wrong time.. haha.. no la.. Just that I prayed fer rain. and both of us do not bring brollies around de.. so, we were stranded at the bus stop fer about an hour? I think so.. and it was still pouring..

Bing puddle were everywhere and big vehicles that drove pass were like, splashing big waves near us.. lol.. so, she suggested we stand on the bus stop seat.. i was like, 'what if members of the public complain about us being inconsiderate or smth?' haha.. but we still did it neway.. then guess what?! everyone else in the bus stop copied us.. hahaha.. it was hilarious.. but by then, we were already soaking wet.

Finally, a kind soul junior loaned us her brolly. so, we went back to school to get my hp and mp3.. Then JM wanted to forget about Subway.. haha.. but do u think I would let her? hahaha.. so, we went Subway.. by then it was almost 5pm. Talk about late lunch.. haha.. Thank God for my daddy.. I thought he was unhappy that I am always going to Subway.. in the end, he even offered to fetch me home! haha.. :D

next, chem pract. I am quite happy.. I am not good at chem. and I dont have interest either. so, I give up. wait! hear me out first. Give up meaning I just study and go for the exam. Like what I do for all my other subjects.. Just that I may do minimal.. and I do not plan to count it in my L1R5. Unless by a miracle I get an A1 or smth.. hee.. I was like doing my practical and praying at the same time..sub consciously.. but somehow, I was still a lil nervous. hands were trembling.. lol.. so weird.. thank God! another prayer answered! my bunsen burner was working fine this time, and my invigilators were not my dad's friends.. no pressure.. hee.. :D yeah! I love God so much man.. what would I do w/o Him..

oh ya! on monday, ma dad bought me 5 CDs! I was so so happy.. it started with I wanted to buy e disney cd.. haha.. I know, some say kiddy.. but I wanted it.. then my dad agreed.. so that was 2 cds le.. then we were talking about studying.. so, studying, cannot study with music that has lyrics.. when memorising that is.. so, he bought me a Richard Clayderman collection.. 3 cds! woohoo.. haha.. 5 cds. price of 2.. :D happy.. lol..

I just came back from meeting PQ.got back my chem notes.. thanks dearie! while I was waiting at the bus stop, so many pple thought I was an adult then they just ignore me. Until I called out their name then they give me that shocked look.. hahaha..

okie.. I better eat my lunch.. woke up late, so have not done any work fer da whole day.. ciaos pple.. take care!

tired.. very tired..

I know this may sound like nothing to those people who can choose not to sleep for days.. but I am the type that likes to have my 8 full hours of beauty sleep . (in the end still not beautiful -.-'') on saturday decided to take a bath and stay up to study.. cuz I watched this Korean show until 12midnite.. so romantic, so nice..

neways, to cut the story short, i slept at 4.30am.. siao rite? I stopped work around 3.30am.. by the timt I did my quiet time and wind down, 4.30 le lo.. then i thought I was gonna coma the next day.. suprisingly! I woke up at nine! i mean, when I have my 8 hours, I wake up at nine.. lol.. amazing.. so i thought mayb I will knock out in the afternoon.. I didnt! studied till I was very tired, then ended up watching tv.. so,I 'recuperated'.. haha.. the wonders of tv.. :D

then at night, I was like, ok. I am gonna knock out fer sure.. guess what? I did not again..haha.. I mean.. I slept about midnite.. or slightly later..after studying summore.. I was like, ok........ tmr's (which is today) is gonna be a problem. and this time, I was right.. haha.. told ma dad to make sure I wake up at 7. he had to call me twice on the phone.. then I lay on my bed till 7.30. I decided to get up.. cuz if I did not.. I would end up sleeping again.. hahaha..

studied fer chem pract this morning.. nothing much else.. tmr is chem pract paper.. I am not good at chem..so, just study and go fer the exam lor.. all in God's hands le.. okie..I'm going off now.. gotta leave fer piano soon.. it's raining.. love it! but I dun wanna get wet.. eek! brollies dun reelie help in this kinda rain.. :D ciaoz pple! keep it real..

some things I left out yeaterday

hee.. I left out some stuffs yesterday.. In fact, I left out the most important thing.. haha.. just now JM reminded me.. she is so gonna be so malu.. hee.. ok, she was like teasing me about being streetwise yester.. just cuz I told her muct cross road to take bus back. then she laugh at me say no need.. in the end, we ended up near serangoon.. I was like, 'what did u say? u smart? huh? huh?' haha.. then she was like, we better get down now and take bus back.. so I was laughing at her all the way and made her play a game with me.. haha..

that's all la.. just wanna malu her.. then when I went home, I was walking past this house.. then this baby called out to me.. he said ''jie jie' haha.. made my day man..haha.. dunno me and still call me jie jie.. cute sia..

haha.. then at nite got CG.. Abel called me without me needing to ask him.. Amelia kept forcing me to play this rubber band game with her.. haha.. kids are so amusing.. haha.. esp babies.. ok, Abel is like, 4? but in ma eyes he is a baby la.. then also got Crystal.. she is one cheerful baby.. haha.. guess what she did? yes. she ate my cell group notes.. hee.. :D now it is like, one part gone.. good thing aunty mary took that piece of paper out of her mouth.. but nevertheless, she still bit off part of ma paper.. hee..

okie.. that's all fer yesterday.. today is boring, nothing much to say la.. besides studying and my painful crushed knuckles.. (wont say y here la.. it'll be ranting Again) okie.. ciaos pple.. bye!

Open Houses

I have to say, this day has been rather interesting.. Meridian JC was interesting..I met so many familiar people.. First Mr Chiang (u know, the muscle man who always doesnt really have nething planned fer english lessons?), Daniel, Joshua, Andes and Ken! wow.. so many pple in one place.. ok, I basically bump into Dan no matter where I go.. lol.. and ken, recently too.. Talking to Mr Chiang, was like, ok, he cant exactly hold a conversation.. haha.. when we dont say nething, he just look around.. lol..k la.. not everyone is perfect.. JM: I am esp sayin this to u.. hahahha..

Was pleasantly suprised when Andes called me and later, when Dan called me too.. Joshua was with Daniel..He said I did not change.. I was like, 'I put on so much weight'.. he said 'no la, still the same'.. haha.. Dan was like gonna laugh.. I dont think I have remained the same.. I am much much much fatter.. hee.. :D

ok, on the other hand, TPJC was not the most exciting of all open houses. Well, to put it simply and nicely, it looked deserted.. Will stop here and not go on.. not so nice.. To find out more about the sch, I think I will just ask ma mummy grace.. haha.. more reliable source.. in a sentence, TP open house didnt work fer me..

okie.. that is all fer the open houses.. I am feelin so tired, but hve not done ne work today.. looks like I have to pull thru and do some work from ma timetable.. still got piano homework man.. haiz~ I'll take that as relaxation la.. :)

Fruitful day

haha..I am talking about yester.. It was a fruitful day.. the earliest time me and JM actually went to subway.. hee.. yes! again! we met around 9am.. but both of us were early, so we met around 8.40+.. we went to eat macs breakfast then headed straight fer subway..wow! we were there from 9.30am-5.00pm? around there..that is like 7 1/2 hours? haha.. we spent 5 hours studying..

met my mum's friend there.. she was like 'are u reelie studying?' haha.. Felt so cheated.. of course I am studying.. haha.. 5 hours leh.. but we are humans ma.. need to stop fer lunch.. haha.. but she is such a nice and friendly lady..

the aunty at Subway was like, so surprised to see us.. haha.. she was like 'woah! early morning must come and eat subway already arh?' haha.. then this guy who works at Subway was wearing specs.. look so cute.. haha.. but JM said, he looks nerdy.. lol..

neways, we did so much work.. I mean, not a lot like A LOT.. but we did ten year series, had lunch, then did a timed paper under exam conditions.. so disappointing.. I was so so so careless.. I need to get rid of my carelessness.. or else my math papers will die.. =(

okie.. gonna meet JM to go fer open houses soon..

later~

Fuming.. screamed.. dont know if I should regret..

haiz~ just screamed ma head off and elliot.. the youngest bro.. I have not screamed at a person like that fer dunno how long already.. when I say scream is reelie SCREAM! argh.. he was being so rude to ma maid, even ma grandma.. whatever u say to him in a time like this never gets in, so I screamed.. but as usual, he insists on doing things his own way.. this is jus so irritating.. I mean, here I am, supposed to be alone at home so I can study most of the day away, and now he has to do this to me.. I am not exactly in the best of moods cuz of HER..

I have been praying that God will give me the strength.. I dont know if I should regret screaming at him cuz I know Jesus would never do that.. but if I dont do that, what can I do? he would be scareming.. argh!! this is so depressing.. then when we told him to just do whatever he wants, he screamed and kept hitting his own head.. I dont know.. but I find this disturbing..

We are finally giving him his way but tells him if he knows he is in the wrong, ma dad will punish him.. y hit his own head.. I just walked out of the room.. ok.. so much for that incident.. I just needed to let off steam.. i dont know if I am doing the right thing la.. but oh well.. cant believe it is smth so trivial and he cant just obey..

neways. yester's bio pract was quite a disaster.. only if the whole nation doesnt do well then do I have hope.. haha.. no la..kiddin.. my hope is in the Lord.. =) I am quite far behind in ma timetable, so revised it again just now.. this time, I HAVE not keep to it.. or else it may be too late.. or I cant do everything I want to.. =)

Ben and kenny.. thanks fer always being so encouraging.. Ben, liju, ken.. u all must also jia u for O's ok? Ken, aiya.. u get 20 can le la.. no fair.. DSA.. ok la, I am not jealous.. happy fer u.. just that now SA got one less place, and I have to work a even harder.. haha.. I think I am like exaggerating.. okie, will pray fer da best and let God do the rest.. haha.. cizo pple.. =)

Graduation Ceremony..

ok, so it was graduation ceremony on saturday... did not think I would cry, but as we sang the finale song, emotions started to well up.. then looked around.. everyone was crying. I could not take it,almost cried. was restraining.then stupid JM started tearing.. we all ended up crying.. lol.. then everyone went around hugging each other.. it was so touching. felt a sense of emptyness and sadness.. for once, I was feeling sad to be leaving Cedar. hee.. I know u may think I am crazy, but it is true.. it was only then that I felt like it was 'over'.

By the looks of it, I think I will end up crying on prom nite.. haiz~ It is quite sad for fat pple like me u know? dunno what to wear leh.. still thinking.. scared I over dress or 'under dress'.. haha.. will see how it is not that near neways.. fer now, O's is ma main concern..

special thanks to all of you who have been encouraging me.. namely wz kor, mrZ, JM, gloria, ruin, my darling commanders, classmates from 4monstars!, etc.. ok.. thanks ya all, love ya all and will definitely miss ya all after we graduate.. :)

God spoke so clearly..

Let me start by talking about last nite.. During my devotion, I prayed that God would bless me thru the service the next day. Little did I expect that it would really happen.I mean, yes, I prayed for it, but it was like those, just pray prayer? if u know what I mean..

This morning, we were 10mins late. Guess who I met on the way in? my beautiful commander, commander sera! haha.. since ruin's sick, I sat with her. It is wonderful sitting beside someone who really praises the Lord with all her heart. I love my commander. =) ok. then the last song we sang was 'Because He Lives'. When they sang the chorus, I felt tears coming.

Then God spoke to me. It was as if He was preparing me for the alter call that was coming. He kind of told me that pst Chia will call for an alter call, and I am one of those who will go to the front. At first, I doubted, was it my imagination? my own thinking? then Pst chia went up stage and made the Alter call. The alter call WAS for me. God even kind of like, told me what the pst was going to say.

My heart started racing and it was like, I knew I had to go up front I wanted that touch from God and that reassurance. There were issues in my heart that were making me so burdened.. I knew it. I knew it was for me, I knew I was going to be so blessed. (see, what u pray for, God will make happen! =) I hesitated at first. Then I told myself. No way am I going to miss this alter call. God even 'prepared' me b4hand. what am I standing there for?

so, I went up. was amongst the first few, so I knelt down in front. Tears flowed and I started weeping. yes, weeping. It was like, all my tears of bitterness were flowing out of my eyes.. Commander Sera and aunty Julie (my another commander) came to pray for me. I was so touched today. I thanked God for my commanders, and I thanked God for holding my tmr.

God then showed me a vision. Well, I believe it to be a vision. He was showing me this pipe. I was suppose to walk thru the pipe, but I was to big. Later, God showed me, with Him, I became a little man, and the pipe became so big. In the vision, I represtnted my problems.The small pipe representes my strength, and the BIG pipe represents God's strength. meaning, with God's strength, I will overcome every problem. but if I try to depend on my own strength, it is going to be impossible to sqeeze thru that tiny pipehole.

thank God, amen! what aunty Julie said to me really blessed me also. If u read this, thanks! =) ok.so that was my wonderful experience today. Praise the Lord for HIS wonderful touch and comfort. I amstill in the process of overcoming that problem which made me go to the alter. But I WILL overcome this problem, come what may, with God's strength and not my own. =)

cheers,

anthea

Praise the Lord fer everything!!

Praise the Lord! ok.. first off, thanks to ALL of you who have been keepin me in prayers.. I reelie appreciate it.. Yeah, it is always so comforting to knw that my heavenly Father has a plan already laid out for me, and all I have to do is follow it and everything will be alright.. hence, like Kenny said, I will pray for wisdom.. I have been praying for wisdom actually.. yeah..

All in all, I will give my best and let God do the rest.. =) I have been keepin up with ma timetable not too badly.. haha.. But in terms of sleep, lesser then usual la.. but not to the harmful stage la.. dun worry..

Prelim results were bad.. 20 points.. dunno where to go fer 1st three months.. any suggestions? ma folks wan me to go to a JC no matter what.. as in, first three months..

some things YOU said made me cry.. not in the touched way.. u make me frustrated, depressed, upset, discouraged, angry etc..... argh! YOU dun understand a thing la.. stop judging me when u dont know a thing.. u dont know a thing, not literally, not in terms of knowledge.. u dont know ma heart, desires, passions, hopes and dreams.. argh!

ok.. that para was ranting.. not many pple will know who that YOU is.. but seriously, YOU is so near yet... argh!

ok ok.. I should not end ma entry in such hurt and anger.. well, on the bright side, I thank God I have Him and He does not judge me like that.. I thank God for seeing ma heart.. I thnak God fer being ma comforter fer da past few days..

okie..take care ya all.. :)