Upcoming: Year 2006.

Well, I dont know about resolutions for the year 2006. but I do know I wanna learn dance next year. And, I am trying to keep a positive outlook about going innova. well, it's not that I dont like the school. it's just that, I think i will be alone, and it is so very far! :(

but at least, i know that, if I go there, it's God's will and He has a plan for me there. that's my only comfort. and that's been what I've been telling everyone. hmm.. oh wells.. appealing in progress.. so, I'm jus hoping for the best. anywhere nearer can le. lol.. the thought of woodlands is jus, so far! haha.. I dont even go shopping in woodlands, now u want me to go school there? lol..

ok, moving on. that day, went ice skating with ruying and her cousins. as in, I am from her dad's side. but I went ice skating with her cousins from her mum's side. it was cool. interesting family i must say. the lil girls are so so cute. haha.. I guessed they were 6/7. but there are like, 9 and 10! can u believe it! haha.. so long never ice skate le. so, it was fun to skate again. but I'm not good at it la. ruying got the hang of it by the time we left. so, it was good.

hmm.. what else. oh ya, congrats mr Z! jia u wor! may the Lord be with u.

ok, basically, for 2006, I wanna be a better friend and I wanna draw closer to God. Oh yes. and I hope and pray that somehow, our band will get somewhere.I mean, like, carry on with practices or smth. haha.. we have not done anything since enrollment! haha..

okie, that's all for now. I must go and do my orienteering essays le. Got COA later. cant wait to get me badges.. :) later!

Holiday to America (Part 2)

I decided to do it now, or else I will get too lazy to do so.. haha..so now I will talk about my second half of my stay in US. erm, I spent my second week in Oregon.well, boought earrings there too.. haha.. ok, anyways. In Oregon, I stayed with my aunt. she was from SG. then she married this american, and migrated there.. now, she has a son who is 11. but he is as tall and big as Conrad! haha.. can u believe it. so funny..

well, elliot cried almost everyday la. Elliot just cannot handle rough play. and he got a lil bullied at times. so, ya lor.. haha.. but I am sure they still miss each other and the fun they had together. it was an awesome time there! I love that place.if I were rich and the flight wasnt so painfully long, I may wanna go there every holiday.. haha.. but the flight is too long for me to take. of course I get to watch lots of movies on the plane la.. haha.. but sit until bum pain sia. haha.. and back pain too.. hee..

anyways, what I love about Oregon is the scenery. It is such a beautiful place. In my aunt's backyard is a river! can u believe it. so, Elliot came down with Chicken pox rite? so they brought him to the Docs. so, conrad, myself and my cousion, nicholas, we went down to the river to play. we were like, smashing the ice on the rocks. taking pictures, just having fun la. and it was sooo cold! haha.. but it was fun.

next, my aunt has goats! 3 in fact. one mama, one papa and one baby goat. they baby goat is so cute. but my aunt says he is annoying.. haha.. he will like, climb onto his mum's back. then the mum will walk away, so he falls off.. haha.. but he never learns and keeps jumping on her again and again and again. haha.. so, he falls down again and again and again.. lol.. stupid goat rite? haha..

in Oregon, we went shopping too! and we went to stay in Mt. Hood for 3 days! it was a blast! wonderful. cool. there was snow. the snowball fights! oOo!! haha.. loved it. then we experienced a snow storm. but thank God we were already indoors by then. we spent a lot of time gogin snow tubing. u know, sit on a tube then slide down the snow? haha.. yeah.. too bad didnt get to skii.. but it was very fun la. good fun together as a family.

I was glad to see Conrad learning to protect and look out for Elliot. like, if nich kept disturbing elliot, conrad will ask him to back off.. yeah.. it was cool.. =) oh yes! I learnt to play a lil of pool! hee.. but I am so lousy at it la. but it was fun anyways.. hehe.. =)

my aunt did a lot of delicious cooking. it was wonderful. and her bro in law cooked for us prime rib. it was yummm..... haha.. delicious.. never ate such good food man.. I mean, ok, I have, but not prime rib! haha.. yummmm... love it. hehe..

yups.. that is the main things I did there.. it was cool. and of course, above all that, I loved the cold! I miss it already.. :( haha.. okie. gtg le. Will update blog next time. later! =)

Holiday in the America (part 1)

yups. so, I should start talking about my holiday to the states rite? haha.. anyway, b4 all that, MERRY CHRISTmas to all! =) and congratulations to Sambaey who got baptised today! God bless u gal! =) happy for you. I hope ya all liked your souvenirs cum prezzies that I bought. well, I think they are kinda small. but trust me, it isnt the sheapest of things to buy. ok la. price doesnt matter rite? haha.. anyway what I spent came from my holiday expenses that my parents blessed me with. haha..

alritey, so, I am too lazy to type everything from A to Z. so, I will just try to highlight some stuff okie? haha.. well, the MOST memorable thing was the roller coaster at Disneyland. it went 360! haha.. yups. upsidedown. it was super fun. wanted to do it again, but had no time and the queue was soooooo long.goodness me. in short, that was one of the most enjoyable rides.. haha.. and I went on the pther usuals la. erm, small roller coaster, those thingys that swing u round and round. even boring stuff I also did. almost bored me to tears. but oh well. at least I was spending time with mua family. so, it was a good time.

In short, I went to Disneyland, Hollywood, Universal studios, SHOPPING and to Oregon. Oregon, I will talk about another time. hee.. now, lemme see.. can u believe it? in my 2 week stay in U.S. I bought 8 pairs of earrings! siao rite? I mean, u cant really help it when u see earrings all over the malls and all that. and on top of that, u dont just see one or two columns, u see a whole section sort of thing. I was like, oOoo! haha.. so, buy buy buy.. buy for pple, buy for myself, buy for my mum. etc etc. ahha..

Hollywood was cool. well, not glamorous like u would think it would be. quite a number of homeless pple actually. but it was fun being there, shopping. the driver that brought us there was such a cool dude. He is this humourous guy that cannot stop talking. haha.. u nvr knew one could have so much to say sia. haha.. but it was fun. we visited places where famous movies like Terminator 2 was filmed or at least pass by there. Got to see the famous 'HOLLYWOOD' sign. u know.. those that they show on TV, that kinda thing.

Well, all in all, I guess I love America so much cuz it is cold and it is cool. cool as in, everything u see on TV is like, right b4 your very eyes! haha.. it was loads of fun. Today's CHRISTmas! yay! haha.. I enjoyed svc and it was so good to see everyone again. I missed ya all loads u know.. aww... haha.. =) okie. PTL! quite a number of pple received Christ today! ThankGod for that.

okies. lastly, Universal Studios. It was so fun! we actually got to see what filming was like, and the kind of cool tech they have to aid their filming. it is just incredible. I really do not know how to put it all in words here. haha.. if u guys wanna know more about specific stuff then ask me la. haha.. I'm too tired and lazy. haha..

well, only thing is that I did not get to meet my kor there. cuz his exams end the day b4 the day I leave. too rush and all that. so, cant meet. but oh wells, we cant have everything rite? haha..

ok, I wanna sleep le. I am like jetlagging now. haha.. so so tired. well, at least now is the right time to sleep. I slept at 8.30am this morning. talk about Jetlag. once again, wishing ya all a MERRY CHRISTmas and HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!! (whatever is left of it) :D love ya all.. God bless.

Sick...

yups.. I am sick, and topping that, I am leaving for states tmr! :( things seem quite bleak. me and elliot down with medication. then this morning, it appears my dad may be down with food poisoning. oh wells, I am just praying that things will turn out for the better. I am sure it will. God can do nething yeah? yeah! I am sure we will have a pleasant trip.

JM should be at the airport now? or on the way? yeah.. she's going BeiJing. :D if I didnt get it wrong. I guess, in china, it's a good time for shopping yeah? have fun hon!

okie.. erm, thank God for the rain! I love the rain. Had breakfast with mum just now. we walked out to a nearby coffee shop. so, we walked out sharing a brolly. haha.. it was kinda nice. then the walk back alone was also very nice. somehow, there was this serenity inside of me. and I felt much better. As in, my flu didnt bother me and my 'fever' kinda feeling was not there.. yups..

okie, last but not least, WELCOME BACK mr Z! =D

Card Trick.

I just woke up! I am guessing, i just missed my folks. so, cant have breakfast with them. I remember waking up, then going backt o sleep. but I dont know if they woke me up or not. oh wells.

Thank God I am feeling better. I dont feel so sick le. U must think I am crazy. y? cuz I was sick yesterday rite? but I ate chicken curry for dinner. haha.. and on top of that, I ate roti prata w/ curry and satay for supper. hee.. and now I am feeling better.

haha.. I was telling my folks. should bring me go subway. I will get well instantly. haha.. then my younger bro (the Pri2 one) was like 'ya ya. only subway can cure u' haha.. so cute.

haha.. oh ya!RuYing reminded me! lol.. I totally forgot to blog about the card trick thingy. well well.. okie. so, RuYing showed us this card trick rite? and after I made her do it on me a kazillion times, I kinda figured it out. so, to confirm my hypothesis, I checked the cards. cant really say how la, or else I will be letting the secret out. haha..

so, yup! I figured it out! then my bros kept pestering me to tell them the secret. I was like, cannot! or else not fun le. but they just kept asking and asking. well, not really Conrad la. Conrad just ask us to do the trick again and again. but elliot was whining. haha.. okie. that's about it.

these past few days...

alright. let me start from friday. On friday, had my movie marathon. that day I almost went bonkers sia. haha. first, movie marathon, we watched 4 movies. then, my mum called home and asked if we wanted to go catch Chicken Little. I was like, YES! haha..so,we went. by the time Chicken Little ended, I was going nuts le. haha.. movie overload. movie marathon was aight. not too bad. we ate a lot. IMO la. haha.. I enjoyed Van Helsing too..

okie, Chicken lil' was ok la. quite funny at some parts. but the overall storyline was quite boring. I would give it 3*. :D

*ouch* know what? I got like this rash thing on by body and it hurts BIG TIME. so painful. I am praying it goes away soon. it hurts and itches. Like, cant scratch cuz it hurts yet it itches. know what I mean? yeah.. but it's gettin better already. thanks to my folks. sometimes, I doubt they dont know nething. hehe.. :D cool~

ok, then saturday. The ER girls came over to my place to finish up some merits. now, I've got my Dutch Oven and Archery merit! :D yay! haha.. but I am still lacking in one Gold merit. once I get it I think I can get my bronze medal le. :D

alright. moving on. Sunday! so sad. Was late for church. it was combine svc. so, at 8.30am instead of 10.30. haha.. I woke up twice but decided I'll jus depend on my folks to wake me up. haha.. then, my mum woke up and said 'ahh! 8.20am already!' haha.. I was like oh noooo... haha.. mr Z, I think my story really like yours man. wake up 10 mins b4 svc start. etc etc.. haha.. but difference is, I slept really late.

Yesterday, they set out for church camp. too bad I am not going. actually, I thnak God I am not going in some way. Y? cuz the invited preacher f0r the youth is soooooo cute. IMO la. but IMO, he is really handsome. haha.. so, if I go, I'll be distracted. so, thnk God I'm not going. or else my heart will not be right. Y am I not going? cuz I'll be leaving for the states on Saturday so my mum will not be able to take so may days of leave. and we need enouhg clothes and time to pack. so, whole family not going lor. hmm..

Pearlene said that Samantha thought the youth preacher was so cute, they ask pastor Rachel to intro them. Sam was so happy after getting to shake his hand. haha.. I should have been there man. haha.. one thing I noted.I like his hair. haha..

okie. I will be off to piano later. need to go and do my theory homework. :D still in pain. *ouch*

NEW CAR!!

Yay! haha.. actually, the new car came yesterday la.. then I forgot to blog about it. yup.. It's a Toyota Picnic and it's the bluish one. hee.. I like it. haha.. looks so new, smells so new, it IS new.. haha.. ok.. I'm going nuts.

so, I just came back from sending my mum to work with my dad. we had breakfast together, then my dad brought me to NTUC to get the stuff i need for my movie marathon tmr. :D boutght stuff for lunch and dinner, then bought some tidbits.

JM! see la u.. ask me go cold storage yesterday, now I cant stop thinking about the old Gold choc. haha.. then I wanted to buy from NTUC jus now, but they dun sell.. hmph! haha..

okie.. I dunno how many pple will turn up tmr. so many pple have other plans. oh well, if it is just the few of us, so be it lor. Watching Van Helsing, Sch of Rock, White chicks, and Princess diaries 2. :D lala.. bye for now~

Physically super tired..

my legs are aching and I feel like sleeping.. haha.. but I wanna watch tv, so I will stay awake first. haha.. y are my legs aching? cuz I followed JM scouting around for guits. we met this really nice guy at the guitar workshop. He is from CHC. very friendly and helpful. haha.. well, in comparison with the other shops where pple just smile at u and ignore u.. ok la.. not their fault. we also nvr ask for help la. but this guy was reelie nice.

ok, then we went to this popular store. it was soooo big! haha.. four levels? yeah.. so huge.. haha.. then we went to see the Library since we thought it looked so big and cool. haha.. then we went all the way up, over 10 storeys la.. then realised we were supposed to go to the basement. haha.. stupig rite?haha.. so, we went all the way back down to basement. SO MANY CHINESE BOOKS! lol.. it gave me a headache man.. haha..

then okie, went back home. that's about all for today. oh no no.. we also borrowed the VCDs for the movie marathon le. hope got enough pple coming tho.. haha.. watching about 4 movies.. hehe.. :D okie la.. I go watch my show le.. haha.. later!

aching..

my whole back is aching. I just washed my mom's outdoor furniture set. and on top of that my bed is so uncomfortable these days. so, my back hurts like crazy..

speaking of crazy, my msn shut down on it's own and I cannot log on. argh.. crzy le.. haha..

today, my dad helped me change the earrings he bought for me, cuz they were a lil stuck. like, the dangling thing cannot dangle? u know what I mean.. haha.. nvm.

yay! RuYing is staying over on sat! happy.. haha..

ok, why did I clean my mum's outdoor furniture? cuz I am earning money from my parents. haha..tmr I will have to paint it. I dont mind la. it's like mini workout also. yes. I am so broke and Christmas is coming! some pple, I have to buy prezzies for them. like, RuYing, JM and EC. EC is not Christmas prezz. it's birthday! super belated..sorry dearie..

RY and JM not they request la, I just feel that I have to.. or rather, I want to.. I need more money! ahhhh!!!!! haha..

today is my parents' 19th annivesary! yay! so happy for them. making a card for them later.. haha.. okie.. that's all for today.. bye! :)

Packing packing, cleaning cleaning, rearranging rearranging...

Yupp! did all of the above today. packed all my sec 4 things into a box and threw away all the worksheets. I only kept notes and my O level question papers. also, anything that I thought was worth keeping la. :D somehow, I could not bare to throw away any of my lit essays or give away my texts. so, I kept them all in the box. mayb I love the subject too much ba. haha..

so, yup. all the stuff packed away and I rearranged my room with my dad and bros. looks interesting. I like rearranging my room. something new for a change. hehe.. well, as some of you would know, I share room with my two younger bros now cuz my gran is staying with me. I would definitely like to have my own room. but at least I know what I am doing is right.

yesterday, church looked fab!all the christmas deco was up and the instruments on stage were all arranged to the left. looks great! I think this year's deco is like, the best ever. either that, or I never noticed.. hehe.. but I think it's the former la. haha..

I just came back from piano. fingers gonna have cramps man. hahaha.. the last piece I am learning is so hard. but I love the melody, so that is my motivation to complete learning the piece and try my best to play it well.. :D

looks like my plans to learn drums and dance will have to hold till jan. :( oh wells, I cant have everything my way.. and also, I am more than happy and looking forward to my US trip. I hope my kor in Canada can fly down to meet my family and I. but at the meantime, it seems virtually impossible. hmm.. well, praying..

okie.. I gtg.. gg to check my PMs from wz korkor and mr Z.. ciao~

Graduation nite..

yesterday was quite alrite.I agree with van. the fun of it was checking out the dresses of others. haha.. well, I wont talk about the bad/disgusting things I saw yesterday yeah? it will just be the bright side..

firstly, eth danced so well! I mean, u dont need to be a dancer to know good dancing rite? haha.. she looked so graceful and pro.. :) I give ya props girl! and her dress.. wow.. she looks great la.. and PQ, Van, WY also looked really good. Lee Si's dress was really.. like, grand? haha.. nice.. it kind of reminded me of what a bride or bride's maid would wear.. gloria, u looked good too!

I thank God for my maid,.. she spent so much time trying to get my hair done.. although in the end, my hair was just too stubborn, so we just clip up the fringe and off I went.. haha..

pple said my shawl made my dress look like a paranakan kind of thing.. haha.. oh well.. not the image I was after, but nvm la.. haha.. it was still quite fun. I think watching 4C's rep dance was so cool.. I mean.. yeahh.. it was just awesome la.. but too bad she didnt win the mambo queen thing. yes Jm, your class de.

*ouch* I got a blister. wore my mum's new shoes and I forhgot wat new shoes can do to u.. so, yeah.. I suffered the consequesces. oh wells.. the dacing part at the end, we didnt dance much la.. just 'trying' to dance.. hehe.. well.. I have no regrets going, although I felt so inferior.. haha.. well, let's just say it's kind of, a motivation to shed weight seeing what others can wear and I know I cant.. haha..

okie.. I gotta go.. hoped all of you had fun.. :) I'm sure glad to have ya all as my friends. if I were to live this life again, I would make no changes.. :) I mean it frm the constantly pumping muscle in my body.. haha.. later~

Prom/grad nite..

Yup.. I will be going.. I was really not in the mood and so mnay seemed not to be going.. then it seems that quite a number of pple I know also going la.. but still did not have the mood.. then my folks encouraged me to go. they said it would be memorable and all that.. so, quite unwillingly, I went to see my mum's dresses.. unwilling cuz I really did not think I would look nice in anything. but oh well.. my mum has nice clothes. just that, I may not be fit for the dress.. know what I mean? haha..

then my dearest mummy took out a lot of her nice and new dresses to let me try.. haha.. some made me look so old... haha.. I was looking in the mirror and laughing at the same time.. so was my mum. it was fun la.. tryin on my mum's clothes.. I told her 'I feel like a kid in my mum's clothes' haha.. then I was like 'wait. I am a kid in my mum's clothes' hehe.. she kept laughin and laughin. it was fun..

so, I decided on this hot pink dress that I did not like initially.. but she offered to lend me her chasmire shawl.. (sorry, I cant spell) then I was like, wow. the dress and shawl goes.. haha.. I still dont know if others will think I look weird. but who cares la rite? haha.. dressing up is not the point yeah? ok, mayb it IS part of the point. but prom nite is also a chance for us to mingle with our friends and chers yeah? so, yes.I will be going to prom tmr. hope to see all u pretty ladies in ya pretty cozzies.. :D

see ya all.. :)

Pierced ears!

Yay! I finally pierced my ears yesterday. Surprisingly, it was as JM said. not pain de. only a lil burning sensation in the ears, jus like a hot day. haha.. RuYing was being a meanie and a saddist.. saying 'not fair! Y u dont feel pain and I did' haha.. my dad video recorded the process.. she was just for laughs.. haha.. I pierced at a goldsmith near church. JM came along to pierce the hole that she closed up previously. now, she is well balanced. haha.. if u know what I mean. I cant wait to remove my this set of ear rings and try new pairs. I pray I wont become too obsessed. but I think I can control myself la.. :D

Yesterday watched movie again. yes.. I watched movie again. Ha li po te. I really think it is fine. well, to those pple who do not think I should have watched. let me just say, it is my conviction and I have prayed about it. going with a clear conscience and a peaceful heart as well as mind. okie?

just now went subway with JM..yum... poor Jing wen got stung by a bee.. so, we brought her to the docs near sch. the doc was like teaching us how to remove the sting next time.. I am so ashamed.. I am a certified first aider and I could not rmbr what to do.. haiz~ felt so useless..

at Subway, as usual, the aunty was happy to see us.. and the 'uncle' was again, really shy.. haha.. oh wells..

then I went to the club with my dad and elliot. they swam. I was reading 'I Kissed Dating Goodbye' cool book.. I love it.. I like reading Christian lit. it is so relaxing and I believe it helps spiritual maturity.. :D

hee.. okie.. that's about it for now.. take care u all.. love yas..

Tired.. camp..

As some of you know, I went for a rangers camp on sat. like, the day after my O's end? yeah.. haha.. so now, I am really tired.. RuYing is staying over! yay! she is like, here, now.. haha.. well, on fri I slept for like 4 hours? I bet many of u like JM, slept in.. all the lil piggys.. hehe.. jk jk..

then as usual, camp, we dont sleep so early la.. so, 6 hours.. was so so tired.. The camp was really fun. We had outdoor cooking (not exactly my fave) and we slept with aircon! haha.. There was a point of time I was quite unhappy.. well, let's just say I did not feel that my patrol pple gave me the respect they ought to. am I that easy to step on? lol.. I am like, sec4 and they are like, in middle sch? lol.. but dun get me wrong.. they are really cute and funny pple..

for example, Ondrea? she can walk into the same dustbin twice! and can like, trip over her own feet.. lol.. and she named Lydia's bear Thomas.. haha.. it was hilarious.. u see her talking to a bear.. yes. talking.. haha..

our cooking was really not bad u know.. haha.. we anyhow huntum also nice.. lol..the campfire was cute.. Benjamin, a DR kid laughed till he fell off his chair.. so cute rite? kids are so cute.. I must say, although this camp was so so short. we had our ups and downs as a group.. neways, yeah. realised that Bryan is so good at leading campfire.. he has it..

as usual, I take the guitar and dump to lionel.. haha.. I mean, lead songs with my girls, ok la.. for everyone? hm............. no thanks.. haha.. so, I dump the guit to lio.. then as usual, he say he very long never play liao..

know what? I think ma dad's boys are so talented.. too tired to name examples la.. they are just a cute and cool bunch..

Sent conrad to the airport today.. he has gone cambodia for a week.. CIP. gonna miss him man.. well, I'm just praying that he would have a good learning experience and come back safe and sound.. today, he smiled so much.. this bro of mine doesnt smile much these days.. but oh well.. I guess I need to take time to get to know my bro more.. he is a growing boy.. I believe God's hand of protection is on him.. :D

ok la.. I very tired.. cya all arounds.. later~ :D

O-V-E-R!!!!!!!!

YEAH! I could smell freedom.. now I feel it, touch it, savour it.. what u will.. haha.. came back not too long ago.. watched 'jus like heaven' with JM.. lol.. pple were like couples watching together, and we were like, sisters watching together! haha.. I think it was nice.. JM said quite nice.. but I think 'quite' is an understatement.. haha.. loved it.. well, u know,, romance shows.. me likes.. haha.. :D

RuYing can Stay over on SUNDAY! YEAH! my life begins today! yeah! so many things I wanna do.. dunno where to begin.. but oh well.. got camp tmr.. that's where it begins I guess.. besides my movie today.. and yes! u guessed it.. I ate Subway! the aunties were like.. 'that's it already ah?' haha.. then we were like, YEAH! haha.. 'uncle' as usual was super shy.. haha.. he so funny la.. always so shy one..

so, yup.. know what? I reelie feel so grateful.. my O levels has truly been amazing.. I thank God for being with me all the way.. yes. this is my first time completing revision. hehe.. dunno if that's a good or bad thing. but neways. Thank God! I finished revision, and God always gave me that kinda peace. u know.. HE's just so amazing and wonderful. also, sending so many pple to encourage me.. even JM.. in fact, esp JM.. she is always givin me a ring at the right times.. and makin me laugh till I feel too tired.. haahaha..

today, for the first time, we said to each other 'play hard'! haha.. we always 'part' by saying 'study hard'.. today really rocks I tell u.. I feel so happy.. I couldnt help feeling that kind of joy.. haha.. :D Praise God! thank God for everything.. regardless of my results.. I praise and thank Him.. and to ALL.. and I mean ALL my wonderful godsent friends and encouragers

(RuYing, JM, Mr Z, aunty Kwai Ying, cmdr sera, cmdr Julie, my folks, WZ kor, kor, lio, Isabel, CG pple) thanks so so much.. every lil' thing that u said really spurred me on.. and made my day.. okie.. have to pack for tmr's camp.. cya all.. :D and love ya all loads.. :D nitez.. ZZZZzzzzzzz........

ONE MORE DAY!!!!! yay!

hehe.. I am already in "carefree" mood.. haha.. dont know if it will affect my paper tmr leh.. but I did cover the syllabus la.. however, it was the minimum.. I feel really really blessed.. so many pple have kept me in prayers and spurred me on.. Aunty Julie just dropped by to pass me some chem notes.. so sweet hor? I love my cmdrs man.. haha.. altho we dont see eye to eye all the time. it's human nature rite?

I will take a look at her noted b4 sleeping.. My paper is in the afternoon tmr.. :D so, I will wake up late. like 10am? hee.. I slept like a pig this afternoon again.. hee.. JM knows me so well.. too well in fact.. haha.. the moment she smsed me, I just woke up. then she said smth like 'I bet u just slept 3 hours' haha.. spot on! lol.. :D

tmr, my paper ends at about 6pm.. haha.. then we are gonna watch a movie.. piercing my ears on tues! yay! haha.. dun laugh at me.. my parents ask me to go to my family doc to pierce.. safer ma.. :D at first I was like, 'so paraniod'? then I decided, they worry cuz they love and care ma.. :D

ok la.. I go and do some last min touch ups to my revision le la.. :D wish me all the best.. camp coming up on sat.. :D yay! Girls, I'm back! hehe..

one more week!

PQ: hey gal, no probs la.. and as I said, I dont believe in luck. so, let u shake my hand also no diff.. haha.. :D my lit also not good leh.. haha.. u should shake Jazreel's hand if u believe in passing of luck'.. haha..

Mr Z: thanks for the encouragement dude.. U always make me feel less morried some how.. haha.. xie ni millions and ka-zillions.. :D

Gloria: glad I am not your pet.. *shows choking face*

RuYing: honey, dun feel so down.. and rmbr what I told u yeah? Being close to God is not a feeling. it's a decision.. :D love u always dearest cousin..

haha.. okie.. let me start talking about my day.. my dad brought his new colleuge to church this morning.. know what? he's my sch invigilator.. hahaha.. I was, dunno what to say.. so nvr say nething.. might see him tmr.. as I said b4, about half e invigilators are frm ma dad's sch.. so, ya lor.. no suprise.. hehe..

then my folks cooked mee sua for lunch.. it was yummy to me.. but they were not satisfied with their outcome.. haha.. but I enjoyed it.. well, I wont talk about the sad parts of the day.. but to sum it all up, my knuckles are bruised again.. hehe.. dun worry.. I am fine..

tmr is lit paper.. I am just having the 'all in the Lord's hand' mentallity.. like what Mr Z said, just do my best lo.. cant wait for this week to be over..

Aunty Kwai Ying always makes my day on Sundays.. she gives me a hug every Sunday.. today I kinda officially became her 'goddaughter'.. lol.. too lazy to say the details altho it isnt much.. y? cuz I wanna watch cartoon.. :D hee.... I know I'm kiddish.. but I like it.. Mulan 2.. haha.. okeiz.. ciao..

HALF down!!

yeah! lieterally half ma papers are down! :D Praise the Lord! know what? I just realised today that almost all the invigilators coem from my dad's skool.. yes! almost all.. i thought it was only 6? then he showed me his year book and I was like, this teacher too? and her too? wow! I think so many sia.. they all look stoner during exam.. well, invigilating must be boring? I dunno..

well, Emath was awesome! I think that is the only one I reeeeelie want an A1.. I was tellin JM, if I get A2 I might cry.. siao rite? I dunno.. but she also quite confident of A1 la.. praying hard.. :D today, Lit was so "easy".. so sad.. while waitin for my dad to pick me up, I almost cried.. I was hopinh can get A. I mean.. I know they all say it is hard.. but I felt lousy cuz my essay for the unseen section was not my best.. cuz I was rushing for time.. oh well, it is over le.. no point cryin over spilt milk yeah? Thank God for helping my thru so far anyway.. :D

I really wanna thank God u know.. He has given me such peace during my papers and helped me all the way.. know what? In my bio paper, there was this question I did not know how to do? then I was just staring blank? then the answer just hit me! I was like, smiling to myself.. haha.. Thank God! :D isnt He amazing?

ok la.. I dont exactly have time le.. to all u pple whom I owe PMs and stuff I am so so sorry.. one more week yeah.. namely mr Z and WZ kor.. sorry dudes.. :)

YEAH!

at this moment you must be thinking "this girl crazy ah? O's coming still sound so happy". haha.. I am not crazy la. Just happy. Well, today my mum brought me and my bros out. then we went to eat burger King. after that, we went marine parade library to study. :D it was condusive for me. but my mum dint exactly like it. she found it too warm. well, it was a little. I dont exactly feel that i have made full use of my day YET. yes. I will take a cool shower later then stay up to do two more chapters of amath.

well, why am I happy then u may ask. haha.. well, I feel happy because my folks decided to get a new car! although it will only come in jan, I am still so excited! :) toyota.. wait. let me clarify. not that my family rich nothing to do just change car la. It's just that our car facing some problems, and COE prices really like halved! good deal right? so ya lor.. :D

my dad's Bible study students coming over tomorrow for BBQ!yay! they are a great bunch of kids. wait. I cant call them kids, I am only once year older! haha.. anyways, they are funny people la. Entertaining too..

O levels in 4 days! AAAaaahhhhhh!!!!!!!! haha.. well, will be going Subway again! this friday. Revising Social studies, emath and amath. with JM of course. well, JM will say I am obsessed. erm... well.... not really la. It's a good place to study and I like the people there. It's so nice like. When I study till my head is cracking, then the aunties give a nice smile. woah! feels so nice. haha.. they are always so full of encouragement and best wishes. thank God for them man.. :D

ok la. I wanna watch my chinese show le. haha.. yes! I watch CHINESE shows. got english subtitles la.. hee.. :D okiez. ciaoz..

knocked out..

yeah. I knocked out. again! I am such a piggy. yesterday, ma folks went to the Converse warehouse sale. They bought me this pink tee.. although i dont like pink. I liked this one. haha.. thanks mum and dad!

In the evening, we went to the beach for like seaside dinner with sherlyn, shermien and family. it was cool. It has been so long since I have seen their family. It was fun. haha.. told them about rum-rum.. Hilarious.

well, my morning was almost entirely gone. I slept at bout 11pm yester but I woke up at about 9am. lol.. 10 hours! so far, I only did one chap of Amath TYS. well, I reelie need to buck up. But got piano. going to do my theory homework now. Will try to pia more tonite.. :D hee..

12 hours sleeping..

haha.. yeah..I slept like a pig yester nite.. hee.. :D well, went to Subway with JM again.. hee.. long session again. we studied from 9am to about 6pm? yep.. of course I stopped fer lunch la. and we laughed till we had cramps sia.. hor JM? haha.. the aunty was so nice.. offered to make us something the next time we go. but we said we didnt know when wil be the next time we are going to go there.. haha..

while waiting for cell group to start, I decided to close my eyes for a while.. haha.. then I dozed of. lol.. I slept fer 12 hours! woke up at 7.30am this morning.. so yeah. I slept around 7.30pm last nite.. hee.. :D this morning did 2 emath papers.. to be precise, 1 1/2. haha..

JM. finish crescent paper le.. u are right man.. I got like B3? lol.. but I did not do the graph n locus question la..haha.. if not careless may got A2 le.. but neways. still not A1.. all in all, jia u ya'all! :D

Farewell Ms Leong.. God bless u..

Today was such a sad and emotional day. Just received smsed from many pple last nite saying it is Ms Leong's (principal) last day today. So, there was some suprise farewell thingy.so I went.. I was so sad.. Felt so empty..although i am graduating.. It would be different visitong sch and seeing a new principal.. oh ya, and our new VP also leaving for some other sch. I was like huh?! she came for hardly a month or so... and she is so nice! this is so sad..

cried and cried during the performance, slideshow and speech.. it was so touching and I was like, missing her already.. after walking out of the hall, we all gave her a hug.. she was like crying so much.. I felt so empty.. she even bothered to call us by name when she hugged us.. I truly admire her..

even when she had to give an impromptu speech.. she was stil being her humourous self.. she was making us laugh and we were crying at the same time.. it was so sad.. shar did not go.. she slept late.. hey! I am not slacker ! haha..

okie.. that's all I gotta say about today.. gotta go study soon..

Soaking wet..

Yesterday was another wild day.. JM and I were going to Subway.. then only when we reached PL did I rmbr that I left my Hp and mp3 in school with the Canteen lady.. I was like apologising to JM..I felt so bad.. then she said

'nvm. We are quits. I made u take the wrong bus that day, so now I accompany u to go take your hp' I was like. wow! haha.. then God answered my prayer at the wrong time.. haha.. no la.. Just that I prayed fer rain. and both of us do not bring brollies around de.. so, we were stranded at the bus stop fer about an hour? I think so.. and it was still pouring..

Bing puddle were everywhere and big vehicles that drove pass were like, splashing big waves near us.. lol.. so, she suggested we stand on the bus stop seat.. i was like, 'what if members of the public complain about us being inconsiderate or smth?' haha.. but we still did it neway.. then guess what?! everyone else in the bus stop copied us.. hahaha.. it was hilarious.. but by then, we were already soaking wet.

Finally, a kind soul junior loaned us her brolly. so, we went back to school to get my hp and mp3.. Then JM wanted to forget about Subway.. haha.. but do u think I would let her? hahaha.. so, we went Subway.. by then it was almost 5pm. Talk about late lunch.. haha.. Thank God for my daddy.. I thought he was unhappy that I am always going to Subway.. in the end, he even offered to fetch me home! haha.. :D

next, chem pract. I am quite happy.. I am not good at chem. and I dont have interest either. so, I give up. wait! hear me out first. Give up meaning I just study and go for the exam. Like what I do for all my other subjects.. Just that I may do minimal.. and I do not plan to count it in my L1R5. Unless by a miracle I get an A1 or smth.. hee.. I was like doing my practical and praying at the same time..sub consciously.. but somehow, I was still a lil nervous. hands were trembling.. lol.. so weird.. thank God! another prayer answered! my bunsen burner was working fine this time, and my invigilators were not my dad's friends.. no pressure.. hee.. :D yeah! I love God so much man.. what would I do w/o Him..

oh ya! on monday, ma dad bought me 5 CDs! I was so so happy.. it started with I wanted to buy e disney cd.. haha.. I know, some say kiddy.. but I wanted it.. then my dad agreed.. so that was 2 cds le.. then we were talking about studying.. so, studying, cannot study with music that has lyrics.. when memorising that is.. so, he bought me a Richard Clayderman collection.. 3 cds! woohoo.. haha.. 5 cds. price of 2.. :D happy.. lol..

I just came back from meeting PQ.got back my chem notes.. thanks dearie! while I was waiting at the bus stop, so many pple thought I was an adult then they just ignore me. Until I called out their name then they give me that shocked look.. hahaha..

okie.. I better eat my lunch.. woke up late, so have not done any work fer da whole day.. ciaos pple.. take care!

tired.. very tired..

I know this may sound like nothing to those people who can choose not to sleep for days.. but I am the type that likes to have my 8 full hours of beauty sleep . (in the end still not beautiful -.-'') on saturday decided to take a bath and stay up to study.. cuz I watched this Korean show until 12midnite.. so romantic, so nice..

neways, to cut the story short, i slept at 4.30am.. siao rite? I stopped work around 3.30am.. by the timt I did my quiet time and wind down, 4.30 le lo.. then i thought I was gonna coma the next day.. suprisingly! I woke up at nine! i mean, when I have my 8 hours, I wake up at nine.. lol.. amazing.. so i thought mayb I will knock out in the afternoon.. I didnt! studied till I was very tired, then ended up watching tv.. so,I 'recuperated'.. haha.. the wonders of tv.. :D

then at night, I was like, ok. I am gonna knock out fer sure.. guess what? I did not again..haha.. I mean.. I slept about midnite.. or slightly later..after studying summore.. I was like, ok........ tmr's (which is today) is gonna be a problem. and this time, I was right.. haha.. told ma dad to make sure I wake up at 7. he had to call me twice on the phone.. then I lay on my bed till 7.30. I decided to get up.. cuz if I did not.. I would end up sleeping again.. hahaha..

studied fer chem pract this morning.. nothing much else.. tmr is chem pract paper.. I am not good at chem..so, just study and go fer the exam lor.. all in God's hands le.. okie..I'm going off now.. gotta leave fer piano soon.. it's raining.. love it! but I dun wanna get wet.. eek! brollies dun reelie help in this kinda rain.. :D ciaoz pple! keep it real..

some things I left out yeaterday

hee.. I left out some stuffs yesterday.. In fact, I left out the most important thing.. haha.. just now JM reminded me.. she is so gonna be so malu.. hee.. ok, she was like teasing me about being streetwise yester.. just cuz I told her muct cross road to take bus back. then she laugh at me say no need.. in the end, we ended up near serangoon.. I was like, 'what did u say? u smart? huh? huh?' haha.. then she was like, we better get down now and take bus back.. so I was laughing at her all the way and made her play a game with me.. haha..

that's all la.. just wanna malu her.. then when I went home, I was walking past this house.. then this baby called out to me.. he said ''jie jie' haha.. made my day man..haha.. dunno me and still call me jie jie.. cute sia..

haha.. then at nite got CG.. Abel called me without me needing to ask him.. Amelia kept forcing me to play this rubber band game with her.. haha.. kids are so amusing.. haha.. esp babies.. ok, Abel is like, 4? but in ma eyes he is a baby la.. then also got Crystal.. she is one cheerful baby.. haha.. guess what she did? yes. she ate my cell group notes.. hee.. :D now it is like, one part gone.. good thing aunty mary took that piece of paper out of her mouth.. but nevertheless, she still bit off part of ma paper.. hee..

okie.. that's all fer yesterday.. today is boring, nothing much to say la.. besides studying and my painful crushed knuckles.. (wont say y here la.. it'll be ranting Again) okie.. ciaos pple.. bye!

Open Houses

I have to say, this day has been rather interesting.. Meridian JC was interesting..I met so many familiar people.. First Mr Chiang (u know, the muscle man who always doesnt really have nething planned fer english lessons?), Daniel, Joshua, Andes and Ken! wow.. so many pple in one place.. ok, I basically bump into Dan no matter where I go.. lol.. and ken, recently too.. Talking to Mr Chiang, was like, ok, he cant exactly hold a conversation.. haha.. when we dont say nething, he just look around.. lol..k la.. not everyone is perfect.. JM: I am esp sayin this to u.. hahahha..

Was pleasantly suprised when Andes called me and later, when Dan called me too.. Joshua was with Daniel..He said I did not change.. I was like, 'I put on so much weight'.. he said 'no la, still the same'.. haha.. Dan was like gonna laugh.. I dont think I have remained the same.. I am much much much fatter.. hee.. :D

ok, on the other hand, TPJC was not the most exciting of all open houses. Well, to put it simply and nicely, it looked deserted.. Will stop here and not go on.. not so nice.. To find out more about the sch, I think I will just ask ma mummy grace.. haha.. more reliable source.. in a sentence, TP open house didnt work fer me..

okie.. that is all fer the open houses.. I am feelin so tired, but hve not done ne work today.. looks like I have to pull thru and do some work from ma timetable.. still got piano homework man.. haiz~ I'll take that as relaxation la.. :)

Fruitful day

haha..I am talking about yester.. It was a fruitful day.. the earliest time me and JM actually went to subway.. hee.. yes! again! we met around 9am.. but both of us were early, so we met around 8.40+.. we went to eat macs breakfast then headed straight fer subway..wow! we were there from 9.30am-5.00pm? around there..that is like 7 1/2 hours? haha.. we spent 5 hours studying..

met my mum's friend there.. she was like 'are u reelie studying?' haha.. Felt so cheated.. of course I am studying.. haha.. 5 hours leh.. but we are humans ma.. need to stop fer lunch.. haha.. but she is such a nice and friendly lady..

the aunty at Subway was like, so surprised to see us.. haha.. she was like 'woah! early morning must come and eat subway already arh?' haha.. then this guy who works at Subway was wearing specs.. look so cute.. haha.. but JM said, he looks nerdy.. lol..

neways, we did so much work.. I mean, not a lot like A LOT.. but we did ten year series, had lunch, then did a timed paper under exam conditions.. so disappointing.. I was so so so careless.. I need to get rid of my carelessness.. or else my math papers will die.. =(

okie.. gonna meet JM to go fer open houses soon..

later~

Fuming.. screamed.. dont know if I should regret..

haiz~ just screamed ma head off and elliot.. the youngest bro.. I have not screamed at a person like that fer dunno how long already.. when I say scream is reelie SCREAM! argh.. he was being so rude to ma maid, even ma grandma.. whatever u say to him in a time like this never gets in, so I screamed.. but as usual, he insists on doing things his own way.. this is jus so irritating.. I mean, here I am, supposed to be alone at home so I can study most of the day away, and now he has to do this to me.. I am not exactly in the best of moods cuz of HER..

I have been praying that God will give me the strength.. I dont know if I should regret screaming at him cuz I know Jesus would never do that.. but if I dont do that, what can I do? he would be scareming.. argh!! this is so depressing.. then when we told him to just do whatever he wants, he screamed and kept hitting his own head.. I dont know.. but I find this disturbing..

We are finally giving him his way but tells him if he knows he is in the wrong, ma dad will punish him.. y hit his own head.. I just walked out of the room.. ok.. so much for that incident.. I just needed to let off steam.. i dont know if I am doing the right thing la.. but oh well.. cant believe it is smth so trivial and he cant just obey..

neways. yester's bio pract was quite a disaster.. only if the whole nation doesnt do well then do I have hope.. haha.. no la..kiddin.. my hope is in the Lord.. =) I am quite far behind in ma timetable, so revised it again just now.. this time, I HAVE not keep to it.. or else it may be too late.. or I cant do everything I want to.. =)

Ben and kenny.. thanks fer always being so encouraging.. Ben, liju, ken.. u all must also jia u for O's ok? Ken, aiya.. u get 20 can le la.. no fair.. DSA.. ok la, I am not jealous.. happy fer u.. just that now SA got one less place, and I have to work a even harder.. haha.. I think I am like exaggerating.. okie, will pray fer da best and let God do the rest.. haha.. cizo pple.. =)

Graduation Ceremony..

ok, so it was graduation ceremony on saturday... did not think I would cry, but as we sang the finale song, emotions started to well up.. then looked around.. everyone was crying. I could not take it,almost cried. was restraining.then stupid JM started tearing.. we all ended up crying.. lol.. then everyone went around hugging each other.. it was so touching. felt a sense of emptyness and sadness.. for once, I was feeling sad to be leaving Cedar. hee.. I know u may think I am crazy, but it is true.. it was only then that I felt like it was 'over'.

By the looks of it, I think I will end up crying on prom nite.. haiz~ It is quite sad for fat pple like me u know? dunno what to wear leh.. still thinking.. scared I over dress or 'under dress'.. haha.. will see how it is not that near neways.. fer now, O's is ma main concern..

special thanks to all of you who have been encouraging me.. namely wz kor, mrZ, JM, gloria, ruin, my darling commanders, classmates from 4monstars!, etc.. ok.. thanks ya all, love ya all and will definitely miss ya all after we graduate.. :)

God spoke so clearly..

Let me start by talking about last nite.. During my devotion, I prayed that God would bless me thru the service the next day. Little did I expect that it would really happen.I mean, yes, I prayed for it, but it was like those, just pray prayer? if u know what I mean..

This morning, we were 10mins late. Guess who I met on the way in? my beautiful commander, commander sera! haha.. since ruin's sick, I sat with her. It is wonderful sitting beside someone who really praises the Lord with all her heart. I love my commander. =) ok. then the last song we sang was 'Because He Lives'. When they sang the chorus, I felt tears coming.

Then God spoke to me. It was as if He was preparing me for the alter call that was coming. He kind of told me that pst Chia will call for an alter call, and I am one of those who will go to the front. At first, I doubted, was it my imagination? my own thinking? then Pst chia went up stage and made the Alter call. The alter call WAS for me. God even kind of like, told me what the pst was going to say.

My heart started racing and it was like, I knew I had to go up front I wanted that touch from God and that reassurance. There were issues in my heart that were making me so burdened.. I knew it. I knew it was for me, I knew I was going to be so blessed. (see, what u pray for, God will make happen! =) I hesitated at first. Then I told myself. No way am I going to miss this alter call. God even 'prepared' me b4hand. what am I standing there for?

so, I went up. was amongst the first few, so I knelt down in front. Tears flowed and I started weeping. yes, weeping. It was like, all my tears of bitterness were flowing out of my eyes.. Commander Sera and aunty Julie (my another commander) came to pray for me. I was so touched today. I thanked God for my commanders, and I thanked God for holding my tmr.

God then showed me a vision. Well, I believe it to be a vision. He was showing me this pipe. I was suppose to walk thru the pipe, but I was to big. Later, God showed me, with Him, I became a little man, and the pipe became so big. In the vision, I represtnted my problems.The small pipe representes my strength, and the BIG pipe represents God's strength. meaning, with God's strength, I will overcome every problem. but if I try to depend on my own strength, it is going to be impossible to sqeeze thru that tiny pipehole.

thank God, amen! what aunty Julie said to me really blessed me also. If u read this, thanks! =) ok.so that was my wonderful experience today. Praise the Lord for HIS wonderful touch and comfort. I amstill in the process of overcoming that problem which made me go to the alter. But I WILL overcome this problem, come what may, with God's strength and not my own. =)

cheers,

anthea

Praise the Lord fer everything!!

Praise the Lord! ok.. first off, thanks to ALL of you who have been keepin me in prayers.. I reelie appreciate it.. Yeah, it is always so comforting to knw that my heavenly Father has a plan already laid out for me, and all I have to do is follow it and everything will be alright.. hence, like Kenny said, I will pray for wisdom.. I have been praying for wisdom actually.. yeah..

All in all, I will give my best and let God do the rest.. =) I have been keepin up with ma timetable not too badly.. haha.. But in terms of sleep, lesser then usual la.. but not to the harmful stage la.. dun worry..

Prelim results were bad.. 20 points.. dunno where to go fer 1st three months.. any suggestions? ma folks wan me to go to a JC no matter what.. as in, first three months..

some things YOU said made me cry.. not in the touched way.. u make me frustrated, depressed, upset, discouraged, angry etc..... argh! YOU dun understand a thing la.. stop judging me when u dont know a thing.. u dont know a thing, not literally, not in terms of knowledge.. u dont know ma heart, desires, passions, hopes and dreams.. argh!

ok.. that para was ranting.. not many pple will know who that YOU is.. but seriously, YOU is so near yet... argh!

ok ok.. I should not end ma entry in such hurt and anger.. well, on the bright side, I thank God I have Him and He does not judge me like that.. I thank God for seeing ma heart.. I thnak God fer being ma comforter fer da past few days..

okie..take care ya all.. :)

JC talks and prelim results

yester had JC talks.. VJ's was da most fun.. but somehow I think i wont go there even if I can make it.. and I mean IF I can make it.. I think I wanna go SAJC.. still prayin about it tho.. I will let the Lord choose ultimately..

Today started of slack.. then when i got back ma papers, JM and I were so so down.. I mean like, ma L1R2 is alreasy 10! how great can that be? amath had B4 and English had B3.. I need a miracle and I know it is not comin.. :( JM and I went subway.. we started becomin a lil more chatty.. but spirits still very down.. even now.. feel so disappointed altho I expected worse.. I think it is cuz of eng.. i mean.. Amath was better then what I expected, but so many did much better than me.. I cried after an hour? so lagging rite.. lol..cried then told maself to quickly stop or else everyone will see.. :(

after subway, somehow bein with JM and the subway aunty cheered me up.. but once I was alone again.. I felt that immense sadness kinda thing? yeah.. was like, jus so upset.. then dad picked me up from aljunied mrt.. went to cut hair.. well, more of trim la..

well, at least now I know why i keep dropping so much hair.. hiya.. my stupidity la.. same reason as ma poor results.. :( well, I just have to give ma best fer ma O's.. I'm prayin fer da best and sticking to the timetable I have planned.. prayin it will work.. =)

well, in the meantime, I will try to keep ma spirits up so it will not affect ma studying.. but I am so afraid of what ShE will say.. somehow I feel less motivated and less encouraged.. haiz~ please keep me in prayers aight?

yet another movie marathon!

haha.. woohoo.. I cant believe I went fer another movie marathon today! wow! watched The Myth and Sound of Thunder.. haha.. it was like a last minute decision.. I was so so suprised.. thank you so much! ruin, helped me thank ya folks loads and loads okie? and thank you so much too.. aiyo.. they pay fer both movies, so pai seh..

ok, tmr I will get all the BBQ money back.. then I can start gettin ma financial accounts into order.. now, I am like almost totally cashless.. no money to draw from bank le.. haiz~ I feel so insecure..

ok, today, fer da first time, I got to try mini melts.. yummy! ruin jie shao one.. it was good.. :)

kie.. fer The Myth and Sound of thunder, I would say, not much of storyline.. but I enjoyed it.. haha.. fer those of u who liked Jeressic park, u would like SSound of Thunder.. for The myth.. it would be pple who like movies about past life and dreams ba.. a lil traditional touch to it too.. haha.. and got Jacky Chan! haha.. I love his movies.. ma dad too..

haiz~ I feel bad today.. had to leave in a rush.. so did not get to give aunty Kwai ying her hug.. I was looking fwd to it too.. but we had to rush off fer da movie.. so, ya lor.. tried to ask ma dad to tell her if he saw her, but he didnt.. I feel bad.. hmm.. but I dun even have her hp number leh.. oh wells.. :(

tmr I have got to start studying le.. well, this 'last day of freedom' has been well spent.. thanks ruin and family.. :)

movie marathon and BBQ

woo! movie marathon was great! it was fun and we refused to go home till we finished all three episodes of the Lord of the Rings.. it was so fun laughin at wen cuz she was so blur.. hahaha.. it was cool.. I think we should movie marathon again after O levels.. haha..

ok.. BBQ started of rough.. when starting fire, I did not know whether to laugh or cry.. haha.. well, I shared with some cmdrs y le.. haha.. it was a good laugh.. well, when i went home with wen, it was about 10pm? yeah..

well, the cabbie was a lil freaky yet friendly.. I wont say why here.. but, yeah..it was a lil freaky.. I also told some cmdrs.. I was so happy yester.. yet, JM and I actually felt bad fer not study.. must be gong's fault..haha.. he go and bring her stupid tuition hw to the house.. haha.. so we all blame her.. hee.. :D

ok.. this morning went out with mum and elliot to parkway.. had lunch and they looked around in MPH. the cafe was so cosy.. I am SO full now.. goodness.. haha.. today is ma second last day of freedom.. I have to enjoy it.. hee.. ma full gear of studying HAS to start on monday.. wish me all the best guys!

always keeping many of u in prayers.. Love to ya all.. God bless.. :D

Sleepy and body aching

I am so tired and ma shoulders are aching.. haha.. spent so so much time on the computer today.. ok.. I woke up reelie late.. 1030am? haha.. that is a luxury already comparing with normal school days.. ok, then I used the com, went on G4C. woah! so many things to read sia..haha.. so reply reply.. in the meantime, also planned ma O level studying schedule.. did half way, JM say she leaving sch le.. and it was drizzling, so had to bring an unbrella to da bus stop and shelter her.. haha..

then she came over.. we dilly dally, watch tv, talk.. then started planning fer tmr's BBQ.. we today reelie slow sia.. when she came to ma place it was 2+? but when we left fer shop n save it was already almost 5 I think.. lol..

haha.. U should have seen elliot's face when JM came into the room in her FBT shorts.. haha.. this innocent 8yr old looked bewildered sia.. he looked at her with the expression that said 'y is she in her underwear'.. haha.. okok.. I wont go on.. wont be so nice.. yes JM.. I am maluing u again.. hee..

then we went to shop fer da stuffs at shop and save, then after that, we went...... SUBWAY! haha.. heavenly.. and the same aunty was there.. one of the two that recognises us.. haha.. woah.. the things we bought were so heavy sia.. carry until ma back was aching..

then had to wait fer ma dad cuz i asked fer a ride.. so, stood there.. play hp games tryin to distract maself.. haha.. it worked.. then once I got into the car, i started devouring ma SUBWAY sandwich after giving ma folks a bite each.. haha.. no, not I bite them, they bite the sandwich! hiyo.. haha..

then I started using the com again around 9+? until now, which is like, 12am? haha.. oh dear.. woah.. I did not realise it has been so long.. chatted with quite a number of pple on msn.. it has been so long since I chatted with pple on msn.. felt like, good! haha..

I feel good, ma O level studying shedule is out! yeah! I will definitely wanna put ma mest into followin it.. if i do, it means I can study finish fer O's and still have about another week fer extra revision.. I know there are many who have already been super prepared.. well, I cant look at the lost time and pout can I? so, I will just make the best of the time I have now.. =)

okie.. i am off ot do ma quiet time then off to dreamland.. no JM! not lala land.. DREAMland.. haha.. nitey nite.

The Longest Yard & End of Prelims!

Yeah! I love the movie! yeah! yeah! haha.. well, I would give it bout 3.5 to 4 stars.. haha.. The plot was good, Adam Sandler was funny and good.. and the bad guys lost.. well, I think some parts were morally wrong, but I think on the whole I enjoyed the movie loads.. It made ma tiredness fly away.. haha..

Had lunch with JM at subway b4 that.. it was fun! haha.. as usual she eats so much slower then me.. lol.. and the aunty recognise us le! haha.. recognise me at least.. *grins* Then we were sittin at the same place where the guy keep swinging the door and it always almost hit me.. haha.. we were doin something lame.. cuz I saw these skool pple asking 'Can I have this meal please'.. I was like,' No cannot..' haha.. then Jm and I started counting how many pple ask 'Can I'? Lol.. so farnie.. In the end got 10.. haha..

ok.. I know we are lame.. but JMs are JMs.. we are like that when put together.. hahahaha.. then we went to shop arnd.. bought ma bro's bdae prezz le.. I know it is too early.. that's y I will hide it.. Just in case he reads ma blog, I wont say out what the prezz is.. JM helped me out a lil... thanks hon.

ok.. lastly, yeah! PRELIMS ARE O-V-E-R! over! yeah! haha.. I can rest fer a few days now.. let me see.. I am gonna sleep in tmr while the phy pple still have pract.. ha!

*hides from flying stone again*

then I will decide what to do when I wake up.. Hmm.. mayb do more quiet time.. Quiet times are getting more and more wonderful.. I love God so much..and I know HE loves me too.. And HE loves all HIS children.. Praise the lord fer that! yeah!

Bio Pract paper..

I am so happy.. Tiara taught me how to play a song on piano while we were in lock up.. It was so boring until our classmates came! only Jessica and I in shift one lor.. it was like, forcing maself to study.. then mr Sng was behind reading 12th nite.. lol.. Rum rum keep disrupting him.. lol.. then they laugh laugh laugh.. Jessica and I decided to go to the other side of the hall cuz pple were so noisy.. then ltr, our class pple came.. we say the person who was playing the piano make us so sian.. so we all go and chase her away.. hee.. no la.. we just intimidate her by outnumbering her.. hee... :)

Tiara taught me and mel this lovely song.. I love it.. but I cant play two hands yet.. will practice tho.. Tiara and Shar are so good at piano man.. *jealous* haha..

yay! tmr last paper! Hallelujah! should be going out with JM fer lunch tmr to celebrate the end of ma papers.. she poor thing still got Physics pract.. haha..

k la.. That is all I have to say today.. to everyone: jia you! we almost over with prelims le..

More prelim papers over!

ok.. the past few papers have been nothing but hard, terrible and depressing.. Chem today was the hardest.. BOTH papers were hard! my goodness.. like one half diffeicult not enuff.. I feel so stressed up and depressed.. today ma dad said a statement that made be burst into tears.. in front of ma bro summore.. in hawker centre summore! so mah lu.. heh. he said 'if it is so hard means u did not prepare enuf HOW HARD CAN PRELIMS BE?" those words in caps are the ones that made me cry..

How hard can it be? as ma classmates. ask the whole level..Ok, there are always some who can ahndle ANY paper.. but ask the majority.. 1st three months is out of the question to me.. but to them I can.. no! no no! please try to understand.. :(

anyway.. thank God that today's Amath paper was easier then the first one.. that was the easiest paper of all three.. but still, it was too hard.. man! So depressing.. but the good thing is that tmr only got Bio pract.. :)

ok.. I wanna thank some pple..

wz kor: thanks fer all ya support! must take care of yourself ok? dont try too hard.. mei is busy, but will keep u in prayers..

Ruin;Ring;MBB2;Greens1: haha.. thanks cuzz fer all ya support and prayers.. BABY COUSIN! haha.. I am keepin ya tooth and back in prayers too yeah? Dont care about HER and let this kinda pple make u sad ok? I will always be here for u.. tho I am not in ya sch.. jus sms me kie? :) *closes ears so wont hear all the ranting about ma sms number* hee... dont nag ah.. hahaha.. I jus wanna be there fer u cuzz.. :)

jasmine: fer visiting ma blog and encouraging me.

mr Z: thanks fer keepin in touch once in a while tho u are so busy..

okie.. and to all who have prayed fer me and encouraged me in one way or another.. thank u so so much.. I reelie appreciate it..

Geog elective paper over!

okie.. so 4 more days and all ma prelim papers are O-V-E-R over! well, I think I am gonna do pretty bad this round..mayb the worse in all ma four years in cedar.. haiz~ oh well, todays paper was another average paper.. the kind that A's are OUT of the question? lol.. but on the other hand, I have not been doin well in geog all along.. I dun have common sense..so, haha.. cant be helped.. neway, thank God I did not fall asleep during ma paper.. as I mentioned, gettin sicker and sicker.. (most likely cuz I dun eat like I'm sick.. apetite go down, but the lil I eat is eveything I should NOT eat) hee..

oh ya! xiang yee jie jie is back from Canada! she came over to ma place yesterday.. I was so happy.. but had to study.. she is so so nice.. u can never imagine her angry.. hehe.. she is so nice.. :) talking about Canada, kor going back tmr.. so sad.. time flies.. but oh well, he will be graduating in like, 4 months?

ok la.. that is all fer today.. I ended at 9.20 am today! haha.. :) early rite?

*hides from flying stones thrown from the physics pple* hahaha..

Prelim: Bio 1 & 2, Amath 1 over! (sick..)

ok.. I have to say that the abv prelim papers were not good.. it was so hard la! I am going to die.. Bio MCQ was quite easy, but when we saw the paper 2, all of us were like.. what?! bye bye first 3 mths of JC.. lol.. Amath, paper 2 will be on monday.. I pray it will be easy, cuz the first paper was a killer.. but some said it was the easier half.. so they heard.. haiz~

ok.. I think I am not gonna get well even after my antibiotics finish.. I feel as if I have a fever comin down any moment.. and I wake up from ma nap exhausted.. how great is that? and I still have A LOT of studying to do.. tmr's geog paper.. I have not even finished reading a chap.. I think I can only briefly read le.. no time to memorize everything.. I have such poor time management.. argh!

ok.. the whole day, ma tongue feels tasteless and ma throat feels like bitter.. so I went to eat spicy chips (given I am already havin cough).. haha.. then after drinking water, tasteless and bitter again.. so latr I ate spicy otah! but again. after a glass of water, the taste is gone! man! I feel bad.. I hate being sick..

k la.. I cant blog fer long.. gotta go and study geog.. ttyl! :)

Prelim:Emath P1 n SS.. done!

yeah! another two papers over.. well, the Emath paper was easier then expected.. but I dont think I can get distinction le.. As for SS, was never able to get A1 neways.. It was do-able.. thank God that ma flu, cough, phlegm n sore throat did not affect me. I even felt as if a fever might come over me. Lol.. but it was aight.. lasted enough..

then went to macs to eat lunch (hee.. i know i know, I am sick) and study with JM. We wanted to look at some solutions to the Amath questions we did not know how to do, so we go Popular n pretend to browse. hehe.... *shhhh* then we saw the solutions lor.. lol.. in the end, realised the question was so so simple la! haha..

ok ,then went fer piano. It was, ok. I was so tired. Kept playing wrong notes also. but ma teacher is helpful la. He doesnt demand things from me. So, my tiredness went away a lil during piano.. :) thank God fer that too..

okie.. gotta prep fer tmr's paper.. Take care ya all! and all the best fer the upcoming papers!

having laid out a plan..

wow.. I decided since I am so so slow in ma revision, I need to put out a specific plan.. I have planned an hourly schedule fer studyin fer ma prelims.. meaning, I plan every hour and what i will be doin in those hours.. I think it helps.. so far so good.. well, so far is only one day.. haha.. I missed out a lil cuz of tv.. man! I have to catch up today.. haha.. I am sure I will work smth out..

hey, guess what?! I have to study about 7hours a day min to be on sched.. I am suprised I almost did 7hours yeaterday.. principal says 9hours a day.. fer me? impossible.. lol.. I think at the present rate I go, I will finish one round of revision just in time..

neways, I wanna thank God fer such supportive parents.. esp ma dad.. I was so so stressed about not makin it fer ma prelims.. then ma dad reminded me that no matter what happenes, it is all in God's plan. Timely reminder.. thanks dad.. (but he doesnt read ma blog) haha.. then I told ma mum that I give up on chem.. she said I was being ridiculous.. well, I reeeeeelie cant do chem la.. I will just give ma best neway, but least priority..

man! I am craving fer subway now.. haiz~ no time to go out la.. nvm.. mum took the day off.. tonite, goin to da club to bowl and eat dinner.. club food.. *yummy* oh yes.. did I mention that I am just eating, sleeping and studyin recently? my weight is incresing lor.. I am already so fat and ma weight is incresing.. *Yeeeeekkkkss!!!!* ma fats are disgusting.. man! anthea is disgusting.. heh.. somebody save me!!! ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!

haiz~ I think I got a flu comin down.. save me!! peeps, keep me in prayers ok? I dun wanna be sick during prelims! ahh! hahaa..

okie.. I am off to study le.. ciao.. :)

ps/ to all those studying, jia u wor!

mugg mugg mugg...

ok, I am glad with the work I did yesterday.. It was not the best I could do, but I definitely put in more effort then the previous 2 days.. today, did quite a lot.. but ended up playin with ma bros.. 'wasted' 2hours..nvm, can catch up later..

this morning, woke up at 5.45am to fetch mum to the airport.. I find that, the sad thing when she has to fly so early, is that she always scared she gets late, then get a lil pissed.. neway, sad things aside, we had a good breakfast at the airport together.. the whole family.. :) that was good.. mujm flew to indonesia.. she will be comin back later tonite..

well, that is all about I have to say about today.. besides, airport and studying, I did not do much else.. so, yar lor.. short entry today..

later guys..

used da capo! yayness! :)

Mum went to KL this morning, goin to airport to pick her up soon.. she went there fer a meeting.. this morning I had lit remedial.. kept getting reminders from God not to get angry.. I was like a pot of boiling water..haiz~ inside was boiling, but cant tell from the outside.. (or so I thought)

had yummy cake today.. haha.. dad's birthday cake (from yester).. yummy yummy.. oh no, I am already so fat, and I still am eating so much.. oh no... oh no.. hahaha..

I tried using the capo just now.. wow! I finally find some songs from worshiptogether.com singable.. haha.. all along was like, tryin to scream da song out, or transpose, then end up too low, or awkward.. now, suddenly like so much more comfortable.. lol.. is anthea dumb or dumb? I know! she's dumb! hahahah..

okie.. that is about all I have to say.. love u guys always.. :)

God's perfect timing..

I wanna thank God, ma heavenly father so so much.. He made ma day.. He rocks and always will.. As u can see from ma prev post, I was so so sad and I did not know why.. All the way till piano lesson.. then jus b4 piano lesson, JM smsed me..

I was kinda sad cuz she seemed pissed with me that day.. And I was angry and sad.. but I put it behind me.. and jus now, we talkd as if nth had happened.. that is da first thing i wanna thank God fer.. :)

next, piano lesson was great.. After it, I felt so happy and relaxed... haha.. see? who says I should stop piano cuz of ma O's.. no way! lol.. If i quit piano, mayb ma L1R5 will be.. erm...........54! hahaha.. ok ok.. choi choi.. touch wood.. *puts hand on JM's head* haha..

after that, Ruin made ma day.. she cheered me up.. I thank God fer MBB2/G1.. this cousin of mine reelie brings joy to me.. thanks dearie.. love ya loads.. thanks so so much.. :)

and now, I feel happy.. well, I am goin out to celebrate ma dad's birthday.. oh no! he is comin home! I have not wrapped e prezz I just bought fer him yet.,. okie.. I am off.. all in all, I thank God.. HE never fails to surprise me..

~just when I thought I was in a valley, u lifted me up abv ma worries~

Thank You Jesus!

Feelin down..

As above, I dont know why I feel this way. Yesterday, went fer Penang Hawker Fair. Yummy food.. It was good.. was prepared to go home to try to study cuz I am one week behind ma schedule le.. when I reached home, felt so tired despite ma long nap.. ate too much? I dunno..

then, I was lying on the bed, jus thinkin.. I felt so so sad.. dunno why.. so, jus cried and cried.. but ma bros were in the room, so did not make any sound. Cried out to God, asked for His comfort. Was totally not in the mood to study.. so, finished up jus one chapter of bio, then did ma quiet time.. after that, went to bed..

today is dad's birthday, that is one thing to be glad about.. made him a card just now.. I hope he likes it.. I hope to get him a prezz later, before I go fer piano.. oh ya, elliot is gonna learn piano soon.. that is, if ma teacher says can.. I smsed him, but he never reply.. dunno la.. so many pple I sms nvr reply.. nvm la.. not like I reply all the time also..

haiz~ I dont know what's goin on inside me la.. no mood for nething also.. have to try to do bio le.. somehow I feel like sitting in a corner and hug myself and cry.. but I think it would be a waste of time.. it will affect ma prelims also.. haiz~

~want someone to love me~